how we all got into Satanism

[Ollie Forton]

I was wondering how people get into Satanism. Like i got into it because some christian chick told me about spirtuality and stuff and then me and my friends wanted to contact the dead then i had the idea of summoning a demon. Later i learned about what Satanism is truely about and now i dedicated my soul to Father. So i wanna maybe here some other stories of how we all got into Satanism. Especially Maxines.





Ollie

 

[Mark Scott]

You are all probably going to laugh. I was looking for "my purpose in life" and with the aid of a person who I have gone through some spiritual classes with I realized my purpose was to bring spiritual truth to the world and help to remove misconceptions about spiritual matters. Having realized that I said I was going to find the "truth" wherever it leads me. The next day I typed in something like "spiritual truth" into a Google search and ran across the JOS website. What I read there was incredible and truly resonated with my soul.

I am doing my dedication ritual on Halloween (yes I know how original), I am so excited.

Phantom

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Ollie Forton" <ollie.forton@... wrote:

I was wondering how people get into Satanism. Like i got into it because some christian chick told me about spirtuality and stuff and then me and my friends wanted to contact the dead then i had the idea of summoning a demon. Later i learned about what Satanism is truely about and now i dedicated my soul to Father. So i wanna maybe here some other stories of how we all got into Satanism. Especially Maxines.





Ollie

 

[outlaw3931]

You know honestly, it's been 4 years. I don't remember how I found the JoS website, but it made sense to me. I was dedicated in November of 2006. Been in and out since.

It's been extremely hard to find my religious path. Honestly I am tired of seeking.

14/88

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Ollie Forton" <ollie.forton@ wrote:

I was wondering how people get into Satanism. Like i got into it because some christian chick told me about spirtuality and stuff and then me and my friends wanted to contact the dead then i had the idea of summoning a demon. Later i learned about what Satanism is truely about and now i dedicated my soul to Father. So i wanna maybe here some other stories of how we all got into Satanism. Especially Maxines.





Ollie

 

[Maia1]

<td val[/IMG]Here's my story :
I saw spirits since childhood and people say I was born with a veil. I was always sick as a child and always in fear because of the beings I saw. One evening I saw Father Satan while I'm alone in my room, crying because of fear. He was very perfect and He made me calm. I also saw the Gods of Hell and I always admire them. I was born in a xian family and raised in the church.

It's always a contradiction for me during my childhood. I always long to be like the Gods they look so perfect, strong and they are very powerful. One evening I realize I wanted to be like the Gods, I don't want to be a drone and end up in xian heaven singing and worship like a slave. It was my childhood desire. But it's always with me deep inside my heart.

I went on a road of soul searching and spirituality during my teens and adult years and here I am finally with Father Satan. I am glad and very happy that I have made the right choice. The best choice of my life. My life has been improving for the better.

Dark Blessings,

MAIA

<em>"Test always your strength, for therein lies success."</em>[/B]

--- On Thu, 28/10/10, Mark Scott <scott.mark06@... wrote:

From: Mark Scott <scott.mark06@...
Subject: [JoS4adults] Re: how we all got into Satanism
To: [email protected]
Date: Thursday, 28 October, 2010, 11:06 AM

  You are all probably going to laugh. I was looking for "my purpose in life" and with the aid of a person who I have gone through some spiritual classes with I realized my purpose was to bring spiritual truth to the world and help to remove misconceptions about spiritual matters. Having realized that I said I was going to find the "truth" wherever it leads me. The next day I typed in something like "spiritual truth" into a Google search and ran across the JOS website. What I read there was incredible and truly resonated with my soul.

I am doing my dedication ritual on Halloween (yes I know how original), I am so excited.

Phantom

--- [/IMG][email protected], "Ollie Forton" <ollie.forton@... wrote:

I was wondering how people get into Satanism. Like i got into it because some christian chick told me about spirtuality and stuff and then me and my friends wanted to contact the dead then i had the idea of summoning a demon. Later i learned about what Satanism is truely about and now i dedicated my soul to Father. So i wanna maybe here some other stories of how we all got into Satanism. Especially Maxines.





Ollie

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[sherilynishott]

Its a funny story. I had been dealing with severe enemy nightmare attacks. The kind where you wake up paralyzed and are thrown about the room. It was during my conflicts of practicing paganism and chrsitianity. So I went to yahoo answers. One person replyed to me paralyzing nightmares post. A spiritual satanist whose name is tim.. ill leave out the last name out of respect to privacy. He simply provided the link to joyofsatan . For a long time I didn't even bother clicking on it. I have no idea what made me do it but I did and found the website. At first the baphomets and black and red print scared me. But I said to myslef I wasn't On good terms with christianity anymore anyways and that I would just read the info and take it or leave it as I like. I actually said a small prayer to the nazerene as I was overrun with guilt for looking at the site I said well if ur a just god u won't send me to hell just for reading something will u? I'm a good person. Then I thought to myself, wow "god" is fucked up lol. Anyways just the sentences..statements if u will om the side front page of jos comforted me immedeately. Stating satanism is not about evil, is not related to christianity, etc. I got more comfortable and wheni got the the satanic symbols page I learned more that the pentagram was not scary, I learned what horns really mean they're not of beasts/monsters. I stayed up all night reading every last page and word on jos. And of course exposing christianity. I never felt more enlightened or passionate about something in my life. I dedicated shortly afterwards.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Mark Scott" <scott.mark06@... wrote:

You are all probably going to laugh. I was looking for "my purpose in life" and with the aid of a person who I have gone through some spiritual classes with I realized my purpose was to bring spiritual truth to the world and help to remove misconceptions about spiritual matters. Having realized that I said I was going to find the "truth" wherever it leads me. The next day I typed in something like "spiritual truth" into a Google search and ran across the JOS website. What I read there was incredible and truly resonated with my soul.

I am doing my dedication ritual on Halloween (yes I know how original), I am so excited.

Phantom

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Ollie Forton" <ollie.forton@ wrote:

I was wondering how people get into Satanism. Like i got into it because some christian chick told me about spirtuality and stuff and then me and my friends wanted to contact the dead then i had the idea of summoning a demon. Later i learned about what Satanism is truely about and now i dedicated my soul to Father. So i wanna maybe here some other stories of how we all got into Satanism. Especially Maxines.





Ollie

 

[Akhkharu Usemi]

<td val[/IMG]Years ago, I was searching on Satanism and found, by myself, the JOS. Ever since then I relaized that no matter how many people in my life crap all over me, Satan will always be there for me and love me. And of course, I know full well to never, ever treat Satan like a servant.   Hail Satan!

--- On Sun, 10/24/10, Ollie Forton <ollie.forton@... wrote:

From: Ollie Forton <ollie.forton@...
Subject: [JoS4adults] how we all got into Satanism
To: [email protected]
Date: Sunday, October 24, 2010, 10:22 PM

  I was wondering how people get into Satanism. Like i got into it because some christian chick told me about spirtuality and stuff and then me and my friends wanted to contact the dead then i had the idea of summoning a demon. Later i learned about what Satanism is truely about and now i dedicated my soul to Father. So i wanna maybe here some other stories of how we all got into Satanism. Especially Maxines.

Ollie

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