dicklaw510
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about a year ago i did the dedication ritual meditated for a bit and i wouldnt say forgot about satanism as i thought about it frequently but simply never brought myself to sit down and meditate. that being said somehow my third eye works despite meditating maybe twice in my life and not even focusing on the third eye itself. ayways lately starting maybe 2 weeks ago ive been seeing shadowy humanoid type things flash in and out of my vision and noticed lights being turned off that were previously on. one night after a particularly scary episode i went home layed on my couch in a ball and essentially just hoped that it would stop. anyways all of a sudden a super powerful feeling of weakness overcame me and my body began to feel heavy. all of a sudden an extremely peaceful and deep voice spoke to me for a second i thought i was insane but then all of a sudden the presence stated his name... azazel the name of my guardian demon a name which earlier that day i failed to even remember. he wasnt mad at me for forgetting his name and understood why i was so un dedicated even almost blaming himself for his absence but he seemed concerned for me and i think i know why. when i was younger i was haunted by something that i can honestly say was pure evil i would walk into rooms hear voices and all of a sudden my body would just feel weak and collapse much like azazels presence but in an awful way while azazels was a pleasant weakness if that makes any sense. anyways as for a description this thing was probably about 9 feet tall and the one time i looked into its eyes they were red although i could only see it in my dreams once i was knocked out it always looked the same which guess what is fucking impossible for a dream. so anyways my 3 questions are1. how does my third eye work with almost NO training2. why would azazel suddenly take interest in me? am i in danger because after him and i spoke the occurences stopped essentially whats he protecting me from?3. any ideas what haunted me and why?