How I got here. I'm pretty sure you all feel the same.

[patriotnumber18]

Born an innocent human being over in D.C., but by the age of 3, had been corrupted into a Muslim due to my father's conversion. Was raised as such since then. It was only when I began making my own decisions that I began exploring the other religions. However, being the conspiracy buff that I was, I had come to notice that something was amiss.

As the 9/11 conspiracy unfolded in my freshman year of HS, by my senior year, I was thoroughly disenchanted with politics and religion (the latter to a certain point). Still held that fuckin' faith though; or rather, the shit had a hold on me.

After a tour in the service from which I traveled all over the place, I still continued the alternative history research, spurred partly by the whole "2012" thing. And by 2008, I had come to realize that something was terribly wrong. For some reason, every bit of info that I had come across, even new shit, all seemed to point in one direction. Jim Marrs' "Rule By Secrecy" did it for me. So did films like "Zeitgeist" and "Kymatica". It was only then that I realized the truth about Humanity's origins.

However, by now, I had all but forsaken Islam out loud when I came across Gnosticism and the whole "Demiurge" notion.

This notion, that "God" was and still is an evil, disgusting, flakey motherfucker stuck with me particularly because of my skin color. The Abrahamic texts, to include Hadith and all that xtiian and Joo bullshit, supports slavery and murder, blood sacrifice and all kinds of shit. Despite the fact that the first of those listed are the main reasons to turning Black people into atheists, you'll still find the majority of us in a Church or Mosque and even Synagogue (LOL!).

But the story of Christ still was a thorn in my side. So, having realized that my "precious" Islam was a creation of the Catholic church (Boom!), and that the Jesus story was just a mishmash (and not even a good one) of Solar Cults, along with the bible being a bunch of allegories to sacred mushrooms and the kundalini, I decided to drop religion for good.

But I still felt that something was missing; as if certain knowledge that I didn't know was out there waiting for me. I have always been a freethinker, and realizing that everything I knew about religion was a lie (and a particularly evil and heinous one), I tried to think of what else it was that I wasn't told. Then I remembered that the serpent, who wanted to give Humanity it's birthright, had been slandered for all of written "history". So I put it all together; the consumption of certain plants, coupled with sacred geometry and other things, was the original religion of mankind. "Witch doctors", "Shamans", all of the real knowledge had been lumped together under the umbrella term of "Satanism".

"Satanism", you say? Word? Well then fuck it. I'm going that way.

Now, being that I don't believe what a democrat says about a republican (or vice versa), I decided to look into it for myself, only to find that it was all true.

This is Humanity's original religion. This information is our liberation. This information was systematically destroyed by the enemies, the same who I had at on point cherished and loved. I began to feel angry that I couldn't simply spread this info since it would lead to a public backlash. That, coupled with the fact that Black Satanists are rare (to say nothing of Black Athiests, though that number is higher than most would believe) I feel (and still do feel) as if I simply can't relate to the mass of uninformed humanity as much anymore. I don't even like the club scene like I once did. I'd rather be home. Researching and learning. Growing. Freeing myself from this religious bullshit.

So through the glory that is Youtube, I found Michael Tsarion, who had summed up through "Architects of Control" the same exact shit that I had come to believe, nearly verbatim. It was at this time that I began to seriously notice the corruption of sacred symbols hidden in plain fuckin' sight, especially in advertising and sacred symbols.

Three months ago, I found "exposing christianity" an joyofsatan.com, and I have been feeling great ever since. Even though I haven't taken the oath, there's a sense of...I dunno...respectful anticipation inside of me, as I know now that my liberation is at hand.

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]Its just fun to see the awakenings.Congrats my brother.
Hail Satan!
Brian.

--- On Sun, 8/22/10, patriotnumber18 <patriotnumber18@... wrote:

From: patriotnumber18 <patriotnumber18@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] How I got here. I'm pretty sure you all feel the same.
To: [email protected]
Date: Sunday, August 22, 2010, 10:28 PM

  Born an innocent human being over in D.C., but by the age of 3, had been corrupted into a Muslim due to my father's conversion. Was raised as such since then. It was only when I began making my own decisions that I began exploring the other religions. However, being the conspiracy buff that I was, I had come to notice that something was amiss.

As the 9/11 conspiracy unfolded in my freshman year of HS, by my senior year, I was thoroughly disenchanted with politics and religion (the latter to a certain point). Still held that fuckin' faith though; or rather, the shit had a hold on me.

After a tour in the service from which I traveled all over the place, I still continued the alternative history research, spurred partly by the whole "2012" thing. And by 2008, I had come to realize that something was terribly wrong. For some reason, every bit of info that I had come across, even new shit, all seemed to point in one direction. Jim Marrs' "Rule By Secrecy" did it for me. So did films like "Zeitgeist" and "Kymatica". It was only then that I realized the truth about Humanity's origins.

However, by now, I had all but forsaken Islam out loud when I came across Gnosticism and the whole "Demiurge" notion.

This notion, that "God" was and still is an evil, disgusting, flakey motherfucker stuck with me particularly because of my skin color. The Abrahamic texts, to include Hadith and all that xtiian and Joo bullshit, supports slavery and murder, blood sacrifice and all kinds of shit. Despite the fact that the first of those listed are the main reasons to turning Black people into atheists, you'll still find the majority of us in a Church or Mosque and even Synagogue (LOL!).

But the story of Christ still was a thorn in my side. So, having realized that my "precious" Islam was a creation of the Catholic church (Boom!), and that the Jesus story was just a mishmash (and not even a good one) of Solar Cults, along with the bible being a bunch of allegories to sacred mushrooms and the kundalini, I decided to drop religion for good.

But I still felt that something was missing; as if certain knowledge that I didn't know was out there waiting for me. I have always been a freethinker, and realizing that everything I knew about religion was a lie (and a particularly evil and heinous one), I tried to think of what else it was that I wasn't told. Then I remembered that the serpent, who wanted to give Humanity it's birthright, had been slandered for all of written "history". So I put it all together; the consumption of certain plants, coupled with sacred geometry and other things, was the original religion of mankind. "Witch doctors", "Shamans", all of the real knowledge had been lumped together under the umbrella term of "Satanism".

"Satanism", you say? Word? Well then fuck it. I'm going that way.

Now, being that I don't believe what a democrat says about a republican (or vice versa), I decided to look into it for myself, only to find that it was all true.

This is Humanity's original religion. This information is our liberation. This information was systematically destroyed by the enemies, the same who I had at on point cherished and loved. I began to feel angry that I couldn't simply spread this info since it would lead to a public backlash. That, coupled with the fact that Black Satanists are rare (to say nothing of Black Athiests, though that number is higher than most would believe) I feel (and still do feel) as if I simply can't relate to the mass of uninformed humanity as much anymore. I don't even like the club scene like I once did. I'd rather be home. Researching and learning. Growing. Freeing myself from this religious bullshit.

So through the glory that is Youtube, I found Michael Tsarion, who had summed up through "Architects of Control" the same exact shit that I had come to believe, nearly verbatim. It was at this time that I began to seriously notice the corruption of sacred symbols hidden in plain fuckin' sight, especially in advertising and sacred symbols.

Three months ago, I found "exposing christianity" an joyofsatan.com, and I have been feeling great ever since. Even though I haven't taken the oath, there's a sense of...I dunno...respectful anticipation inside of me, as I know now that my liberation is at hand.

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