How I found Satan

[Austin Robb]

Okay, this is how I found satanism in general: I used to be a fat lazy gamer teen(I'm losing weight slowly and still a gamer lol doesn't seem most of this changed tbh)until in 7th grade, I laid my eyes on this girl she was beautiful in every way I started to talk to her(now I'm pointing out this:I was like 13-14 I didn't know how totally talk to girls sooo I was pretty annoying about it) as days went by I started to fall in love with her(I'm not going Into detail)I wrote her a poem(with a friends help)she started to like me, then after about 2weeks to a month she fell in love with me as well, now at this point I knew almost everything about her, then one day she texted me, said she was a satanist(okay at this point in story I was freaking out seeing as I was a "Christian" didnt fully belive there was a God there)I got over it fast and tbh like two days later I fell in love with her deeper just because of this I was drawn to her, then I'm gonna skip threw like 1 year now over this year she was telling me everything about her religion I loved it, she said I havnt memorized it all but goto JoS and I did read it all(pointing this out she didn't force her religion onto me I came to her asking about it being curious) now at this point I'm 15 and school starting up again freshmen year, suddenly like weeks later my step mom and stupid ass wayne(biological father) and all my "siblings" decided oh we should go through all Austin's stuff read threw his iPod text messages (was t allowed to have locks or delete anything I did delete alot of stuff though) then I come home one day and everyone is in my room sitting there, now I have rage towards people I don't like touching my shit so of course I start getting pissed seeing everyone on MY computer MY iPod when everyone had their own, I said to all them fucking get out! Then I got punched in stomach...since I havnt started causing pain on myself trying to up my tolerance for that it hurt really bad, now they went threw all this stuff(I was t dedicated yet or anything) they accused me of being insane...just cause I read the over satanism they read my last message sent to the girl, which was this hey, thanks for showing me this website it really helps alot and I love you, now they saw the site and read the message thought she was forcing me to become satanist, so at first I got banned from computer iPod but still had my PS3 now skipping more ahead days got worse everyday getting yelled at everyday getting punched, life sucked but at school everyday I'd go see her and it would make everything perfect, now this is about my last week in school didnt know this yet, but suddenly I went crazy like something else controlled me, I grew to no longer feel their blows I started to Inflict pain on them, I wanted to taste thier blood-no joke- I wanted to kill all but my full blooded little sister, so they called the cops one day when I went in my room and blared screamo thinking I was king myself with my tiny tiny pocket knife so cops busted in my room I just went fucking really literally said that, the cop said are u Austin Robb I said yah who the fuck wants me, seeing as I have bad reputation with cops cause of my family are hardcore drug addicts, now the cop touches me I screamed u don't have the fucking right to touch me, he let go walked me outside to those stupid bitches(sorry right now I'm getting mad typing this) they had a intervention stupid fat ass hag of a lady said he is worshipping the devil trying to kill us all...right then I snapped...like blacked out...next thing I know my brother has his hands around my neck...choking me out...the cop pulls him off me...he asked me what I did I said what I do, he told me I punch step mom in the face and threatened to kill all of them...which if I could get away with it I would( wouldn't u if someone u loved showed u satanism cause u asked people abused u everyday people screamed at you sometimes burned me with lighters said how's that feel that's what hells like, they called this girl a whore and a bitch, they called her crazy, which I went crazy when they said this I asked her to do destruction rituals on them) now skipping alot ahead I'm in a Catholic Church they goto preacher and said this boy needs demons casted out of him, I suddenly screamed I'm not possessed u fucking old hag! It's Impossible to be possessed by a demon! Maybe if anything u bitches are possessed by those fake Christian angels! Now the preacher grabbed me and started screaming jiberish at me I just stared at him nothing happened so I just said what u thought I said u dont have the right to touch me sir and none of this bogus shit is gonna work(now as u can tell now I'm starting to become a satanist I'm sharing the beliefs I havnt done anything in satanism yet) now skipping more ahead, Wayne calls my mother I did t hear convo all I know was my mom was on her way from saint Louis to get me and to pack my shit up, I did so In 5 mins I grabbed ps3 last (I bought this with my own money).my brother said what u gonna do with that and grabs if and smashes it on floor I punched him in the stomach then kicked him, picked up ps3 threw it at Wayne and said I bought it u fix it he then gets up and throws it in trash, I just walk outside and go see her, tell her I'm leaving now I goto school tell her it's my last day get a hug say my goodbyes and that walk home and it's Friday so I go Into my room, sleep untill Sunday my mom came and I left now I got all my stuff back my mom said don't take the computer seeing as it was just taped together parts, take yor iPod and I did as told, my mom not knowing I was becoming a SS and just about to months ago did the dedication ritual felt amazing and now we are to typing this, now this is my life story . Hope u cried laughed and or got mad Idc tell me if u think what I think satan went to this girl(not saying names just out of respect for her) and she was to show me satanism cause once I read more and more something was calling out to me I prayed to satan and I felt amazing everytime I said his amazing name I smile
P.S my dad has been trying to call my mom and say austin is moving back and we are taking him to counciling, so in Christmas I'm most likely repeated this fucked up cycle, but I have these groups and satan on my side

Ich liebe meinen Vater Satan! <3

 

[hailourtruegod1]

hello brother. i like to start off by saying welcome home.
also you need to learn the meaning of silence is golden. i understand your situation and it is shitty but to stop futher discrmination on yourself you need to keep Spiritual Satanism to yourself. i know this is the beautiful truth but many people are too close minded to understand. my advice to you since you are a teen and not yet old enough to be on your own is that you just pretend to conform. this is only so these idiots can get off your back. Father Satan understands your situation and will not get upset if you have to pretend to conform. as long your heat is in the right place you are fine. he wants you to be safe as we all do too. remember to ignore the fools. you ae right by dedicating yourself andwith the meditations and you loyalty to Father your life will get way better while those fools stay miserable. im happy that you were strong enough and smart enough to open yourself up to this beautiful truth. remember we ae always here if you have any questions. stay confident and strong brother. keep close to Father as he will protect you until you are ready and powerful enough to be fully independent and be able to handle your own situations and protect your own self. i hope this helps you somehow.

HAIL FATHER SATAN!!!!

HAIL THE MIGHTY GODS OF HELL!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Austin Robb <ghastlyshadow@... wrote:

Okay, this is how I found satanism in general: I used to be a fat lazy gamer teen(I'm losing weight slowly and still a gamer lol doesn't seem most of this changed tbh)until in 7th grade, I laid my eyes on this girl she was beautiful in every way I started to talk to her(now I'm pointing out this:I was like 13-14 I didn't know how totally talk to girls sooo I was pretty annoying about it) as days went by I started to fall in love with her(I'm not going Into detail)I wrote her a poem(with a friends help)she started to like me, then after about 2weeks to a month she fell in love with me as well, now at this point I knew almost everything about her, then one day she texted me, said she was a satanist(okay at this point in story I was freaking out seeing as I was a "Christian" didnt fully belive there was a God there)I got over it fast and tbh like two days later I fell in love with her deeper just because of this I was drawn to her, then I'm gonna skip threw like 1 year now over this year she was telling me everything about her religion I loved it, she said I havnt memorized it all but goto JoS and I did read it all(pointing this out she didn't force her religion onto me I came to her asking about it being curious) now at this point I'm 15 and school starting up again freshmen year, suddenly like weeks later my step mom and stupid ass wayne(biological father) and all my "siblings" decided oh we should go through all Austin's stuff read threw his iPod text messages (was t allowed to have locks or delete anything I did delete alot of stuff though) then I come home one day and everyone is in my room sitting there, now I have rage towards people I don't like touching my shit so of course I start getting pissed seeing everyone on MY computer MY iPod when everyone had their own, I said to all them fucking get out! Then I got punched in stomach...since I havnt started causing pain on myself trying to up my tolerance for that it hurt really bad, now they went threw all this stuff(I was t dedicated yet or anything) they accused me of being insane...just cause I read the over satanism they read my last message sent to the girl, which was this hey, thanks for showing me this website it really helps alot and I love you, now they saw the site and read the message thought she was forcing me to become satanist, so at first I got banned from computer iPod but still had my PS3 now skipping more ahead days got worse everyday getting yelled at everyday getting punched, life sucked but at school everyday I'd go see her and it would make everything perfect, now this is about my last week in school didnt know this yet, but suddenly I went crazy like something else controlled me, I grew to no longer feel their blows I started to Inflict pain on them, I wanted to taste thier blood-no joke- I wanted to kill all but my full blooded little sister, so they called the cops one day when I went in my room and blared screamo thinking I was king myself with my tiny tiny pocket knife so cops busted in my room I just went fucking really literally said that, the cop said are u Austin Robb I said yah who the fuck wants me, seeing as I have bad reputation with cops cause of my family are hardcore drug addicts, now the cop touches me I screamed u don't have the fucking right to touch me, he let go walked me outside to those stupid bitches(sorry right now I'm getting mad typing this) they had a intervention stupid fat ass hag of a lady said he is worshipping the devil trying to kill us all...right then I snapped...like blacked out...next thing I know my brother has his hands around my neck...choking me out...the cop pulls him off me...he asked me what I did I said what I do, he told me I punch step mom in the face and threatened to kill all of them...which if I could get away with it I would( wouldn't u if someone u loved showed u satanism cause u asked people abused u everyday people screamed at you sometimes burned me with lighters said how's that feel that's what hells like, they called this girl a whore and a bitch, they called her crazy, which I went crazy when they said this I asked her to do destruction rituals on them) now skipping alot ahead I'm in a Catholic Church they goto preacher and said this boy needs demons casted out of him, I suddenly screamed I'm not possessed u fucking old hag! It's Impossible to be possessed by a demon! Maybe if anything u bitches are possessed by those fake Christian angels! Now the preacher grabbed me and started screaming jiberish at me I just stared at him nothing happened so I just said what u thought I said u dont have the right to touch me sir and none of this bogus shit is gonna work(now as u can tell now I'm starting to become a satanist I'm sharing the beliefs I havnt done anything in satanism yet) now skipping more ahead, Wayne calls my mother I did t hear convo all I know was my mom was on her way from saint Louis to get me and to pack my shit up, I did so In 5 mins I grabbed ps3 last (I bought this with my own money).my brother said what u gonna do with that and grabs if and smashes it on floor I punched him in the stomach then kicked him, picked up ps3 threw it at Wayne and said I bought it u fix it he then gets up and throws it in trash, I just walk outside and go see her, tell her I'm leaving now I goto school tell her it's my last day get a hug say my goodbyes and that walk home and it's Friday so I go Into my room, sleep untill Sunday my mom came and I left now I got all my stuff back my mom said don't take the computer seeing as it was just taped together parts, take yor iPod and I did as told, my mom not knowing I was becoming a SS and just about to months ago did the dedication ritual felt amazing and now we are to typing this, now this is my life story . Hope u cried laughed and or got mad Idc tell me if u think what I think satan went to this girl(not saying names just out of respect for her) and she was to show me satanism cause once I read more and more something was calling out to me I prayed to satan and I felt amazing everytime I said his amazing name I smile
P.S my dad has been trying to call my mom and say austin is moving back and we are taking him to counciling, so in Christmas I'm most likely repeated this fucked up cycle, but I have these groups and satan on my side

Ich liebe meinen Vater Satan! <3

 

[Austin Robb]

Sure does thanks, it's great to be home

Ich liebe meinen Vater Satan! <3

On Dec 17, 2012, at 9:25 AM, "hailourtruegod" <hailourtruegod@... wrote:

  hello brother. i like to start off by saying welcome home.
also you need to learn the meaning of silence is golden. i understand your situation and it is shitty but to stop futher discrmination on yourself you need to keep Spiritual Satanism to yourself. i know this is the beautiful truth but many people are too close minded to understand. my advice to you since you are a teen and not yet old enough to be on your own is that you just pretend to conform. this is only so these idiots can get off your back. Father Satan understands your situation and will not get upset if you have to pretend to conform. as long your heat is in the right place you are fine. he wants you to be safe as we all do too. remember to ignore the fools. you ae right by dedicating yourself andwith the meditations and you loyalty to Father your life will get way better while those fools stay miserable. im happy that you were strong enough and smart enough to open yourself up to this beautiful truth. remember we ae always here if you have any questions. stay confident and strong brother. keep close to Father as he will protect you until you are ready and powerful enough to be fully independent and be able to handle your own situations and protect your own self. i hope this helps you somehow.

HAIL FATHER SATAN!!!!

HAIL THE MIGHTY GODS OF HELL!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Austin Robb <ghastlyshadow@... wrote:

Okay, this is how I found satanism in general: I used to be a fat lazy gamer teen(I'm losing weight slowly and still a gamer lol doesn't seem most of this changed tbh)until in 7th grade, I laid my eyes on this girl she was beautiful in every way I started to talk to her(now I'm pointing out this:I was like 13-14 I didn't know how totally talk to girls sooo I was pretty annoying about it) as days went by I started to fall in love with her(I'm not going Into detail)I wrote her a poem(with a friends help)she started to like me, then after about 2weeks to a month she fell in love with me as well, now at this point I knew almost everything about her, then one day she texted me, said she was a satanist(okay at this point in story I was freaking out seeing as I was a "Christian" didnt fully belive there was a God there)I got over it fast and tbh like two days later I fell in love with her deeper just because of this I was drawn to her, then I'm gonna skip threw like 1 year now over this year she was telling me everything about her religion I loved it, she said I havnt memorized it all but goto JoS and I did read it all(pointing this out she didn't force her religion onto me I came to her asking about it being curious) now at this point I'm 15 and school starting up again freshmen year, suddenly like weeks later my step mom and stupid ass wayne(biological father) and all my "siblings" decided oh we should go through all Austin's stuff read threw his iPod text messages (was t allowed to have locks or delete anything I did delete alot of stuff though) then I come home one day and everyone is in my room sitting there, now I have rage towards people I don't like touching my shit so of course I start getting pissed seeing everyone on MY computer MY iPod when everyone had their own, I said to all them fucking get out! Then I got punched in stomach...since I havnt started causing pain on myself trying to up my tolerance for that it hurt really bad, now they went threw all this stuff(I was t dedicated yet or anything) they accused me of being insane...just cause I read the over satanism they read my last message sent to the girl, which was this hey, thanks for showing me this website it really helps alot and I love you, now they saw the site and read the message thought she was forcing me to become satanist, so at first I got banned from computer iPod but still had my PS3 now skipping more ahead days got worse everyday getting yelled at everyday getting punched, life sucked but at school everyday I'd go see her and it would make everything perfect, now this is about my last week in school didnt know this yet, but suddenly I went crazy like something else controlled me, I grew to no longer feel their blows I started to Inflict pain on them, I wanted to taste thier blood-no joke- I wanted to kill all but my full blooded little sister, so they called the cops one day when I went in my room and blared screamo thinking I was king myself with my tiny tiny pocket knife so cops busted in my room I just went fucking really literally said that, the cop said are u Austin Robb I said yah who the fuck wants me, seeing as I have bad reputation with cops cause of my family are hardcore drug addicts, now the cop touches me I screamed u don't have the fucking right to touch me, he let go walked me outside to those stupid bitches(sorry right now I'm getting mad typing this) they had a intervention stupid fat ass hag of a lady said he is worshipping the devil trying to kill us all...right then I snapped...like blacked out...next thing I know my brother has his hands around my neck...choking me out...the cop pulls him off me...he asked me what I did I said what I do, he told me I punch step mom in the face and threatened to kill all of them...which if I could get away with it I would( wouldn't u if someone u loved showed u satanism cause u asked people abused u everyday people screamed at you sometimes burned me with lighters said how's that feel that's what hells like, they called this girl a whore and a bitch, they called her crazy, which I went crazy when they said this I asked her to do destruction rituals on them) now skipping alot ahead I'm in a Catholic Church they goto preacher and said this boy needs demons casted out of him, I suddenly screamed I'm not possessed u fucking old hag! It's Impossible to be possessed by a demon! Maybe if anything u bitches are possessed by those fake Christian angels! Now the preacher grabbed me and started screaming jiberish at me I just stared at him nothing happened so I just said what u thought I said u dont have the right to touch me sir and none of this bogus shit is gonna work(now as u can tell now I'm starting to become a satanist I'm sharing the beliefs I havnt done anything in satanism yet) now skipping more ahead, Wayne calls my mother I did t hear convo all I know was my mom was on her way from saint Louis to get me and to pack my shit up, I did so In 5 mins I grabbed ps3 last (I bought this with my own money).my brother said what u gonna do with that and grabs if and smashes it on floor I punched him in the stomach then kicked him, picked up ps3 threw it at Wayne and said I bought it u fix it he then gets up and throws it in trash, I just walk outside and go see her, tell her I'm leaving now I goto school tell her it's my last day get a hug say my goodbyes and that walk home and it's Friday so I go Into my room, sleep untill Sunday my mom came and I left now I got all my stuff back my mom said don't take the computer seeing as it was just taped together parts, take yor iPod and I did as told, my mom not knowing I was becoming a SS and just about to months ago did the dedication ritual felt amazing and now we are to typing this, now this is my life story . Hope u cried laughed and or got mad Idc tell me if u think what I think satan went to this girl(not saying names just out of respect for her) and she was to show me satanism cause once I read more and more something was calling out to me I prayed to satan and I felt amazing everytime I said his amazing name I smile
P.S my dad has been trying to call my mom and say austin is moving back and we are taking him to counciling, so in Christmas I'm most likely repeated this fucked up cycle, but I have these groups and satan on my side

Ich liebe meinen Vater Satan! <3