How did you find Satan?

[belthazorthemighty1]

I've just always been into the occult since i was a preteen. Eventually it led me here and dedicated by the time i was 17.

 

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I don't feel that I found our Father, I feel more like I began to pay attention and realize that He has been showing and telling me the way all my life. I was just blind and deaf. One day I sat down and decided to think and analyze life because I just never felt right and I realized that I was being misguided and pushed away from truth and reality by this world and its people

 

[R B]

I've always been attracted to the occult.When I was younger,I'd read sites like Spells of magic and others related to the occult.i'd get scared by the Yehuborim nonsense in most sites,but I still kept coming back.In my first year in high school,I met the first Satanist in my life.When he told me about Demons,I was never frightened and I never felt fear, and he was actually telling me stuff from the old grimoires.Two years later,I once got overwhelmed by the negativity on the planet and asked Yahweh why he allowed it. I asked him to speak to me that night,I waited in vain.Following day,I woke up a non-xian.I immediately turned to Satan.It was odd because I believed Yahweh is bullshit but Satan is real.I would just worship Satan,tell him how I was fond of him, make mental jokes about Yahweh while at church.This went on for about 3 months, before I found a very blasphemous site called Satan's Den.it just didn't feel right, reading about conjuring up Satan and forcing him to do stuff for you.Almost immediately,I found JoS.I just knew it was the truth.Its like the familiar feeling experiencing something you were once used to.My long search had finally come to an end.I dedicated in around two weeks,and I never regret finding Satan in my life

On Tue, 15 Jan 2019, 9:09 pm soutlaw92@... [BlacksforSatan], <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  To the black members here, I'm interested in how you all found Satan.

I'm asking because I am analyzing and looking for strategies on how to further awaken the black race, as well as observe this from how you all might respond.

I copied and pasted this from the black forum group
High priestess Shannon

 

[ol ol]

Okay.I got fed up with normal life.I always loved to break rules.For some reason I knew Satan was good,atleast misjudged.My life got very hard when I was around 17 when I realised that I have nothing to lose.I decided to sell my soul to him.That is when I thought he owned Illuminati and other popular cults.I tried everything from all these websites on google until I gave up.
Finally I read Joy of Satan which opened my eyes.As soon as I found out how innocent he is from all these nasty accusations of Xtianity and other RHP religions,I felt sorry for him.I dedicated.I remember every morning first thing I did is go to the rooftop ,look to the heavens and talk to him,I mainly apologised for cursing him when i was a xtian.
For weeks I did that until when I could not feel guilt anymore.It's like my life halted then reversed now from worse to bad to good and so forth.I have my mercury,venus and mars in Aquarius.I was not born to be a slave.I thank Satan and will forever for who I am/going to be.
HAIL SATAN!HAIL BEELZEBUB!HAIL BUNE!HAIL ORIAX!

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[soutlaw92]

I thank everyone so far for their answers. I really appreciate it and it helps me connect with you all.
@RB
The Egyptians gods are connected to the black race at the soul level and  in racial memory- they are connected to Africa and traditional african religion. Lilith the goddess told me this. Same happened to me before coming to Satan, I just enjoyed the Egyptian and Sumerian pantheon.
Just like how white pagan nationalists seem to be attracted to Greek and Roman gods and gods like Odin, etc

High Priestess Shannon

 

[Ayanda Hlophe]

It happened early May 2012... 
I reached a level where I felt utterly useless, I had no goals, and I had a toxic life that was gonna probably lead me to jail or in a coffin. 
I had nothing to lose at that time so I searched for illuminati on you Google.
I spent an enormous time going through each page, and every page I got to it felt really wrong. 
I nearly given up hope, till I came across JoS. Everything clicked.
& that was the beginning of everything.

Hail Satan

On Tue, 15 Jan 2019, 20:09 soutlaw92@... [BlacksforSatan] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  To the black members here, I'm interested in how you all found Satan.

I'm asking because I am analyzing and looking for strategies on how to further awaken the black race, as well as observe this from how you all might respond.

I copied and pasted this from the black forum group
High priestess Shannon