Folarin Obileye
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hey Everyone just want to let you all know that Satan, Our father and friend really is a miraculous and truly beautiful God!
you all probably know, im just another love struck satanist!! but its waaaaaaaaay deeper. I dont really, at this point, wanna give out my life story. but what i will say is......i have dreamed about being a singer since i was 14!! took it seriously from 18, now i dont mean to sound cocky, but im not a bad looking guy, i dress well, quite creative, and i actually can sing and dance really well! cuz its all i ever did...i did badly at school for that lol but anyway, i thought well i have a gd package (talent,looks,style,etc) so it shouldnt be hard.....yr 1,yr2,yr3,yr4....NOTHING!!! and more nothingness...praying please oh usless one sittin on your throne in heaven crying probably!!! (at the point i obviously didnt think he was usless) help me reach my goals......yr5...NOTHING!!! 5 yrs of absolute disaster, bad grades in school, frustration, feeling stuck, wishing & hoping, looking up saying dude is there like a language i have to speak to get some fucking help....even if u cant help me with music as i dream, at least stop my girlfriend from taking the entirty of my belongings and fucking off, or help me get a place to stay ...etc im from a good background, and as you probably can tell, not exactly dumb! quite sharp actually.
so if you are wondering whats an ambassadors son doing looking for a place to sleep at night cuz im currently homeless?? i am too...i mean i get high occasionaly, weed! just weed!! so dont think im a heavy duty junkie! NO not at all....its just i dunno....shit was just not workin out for me!! anyway long story short, i found satan totally randomly in my mums house in london on the net i clicked from one site probably about shoes, cuz i love fashion....and then there an ad about truth or free masons ..so im sat there with a pepsi bored thinking ...lets have a look see! I SAW! before u know it, from reading about satanists, being so scared while reading ...i was thinking wow somthing seems right. (cuz as much as i prayed, i didnt agree with anything christian and never went to church, and can u believe someone said, maybe thats why god isnt answering your prayers, u dont go to church....i was like well tell him to grow the fuck up!) i was lead to joyofsatan website, i will write another whole new email about my thoughts on that website and how happy i randomly found it! true Love!! well this is all under 6 months.....im now a satanist, confirmed(Ritual dedication) where i was ready to give myself to the Dark Lord, but i am soo squeamish and i couldnt prick myself to draw blood! and i was thinking what do i do, ok i'll go shower first and get clean. while im washing my face infront of a mirror i have been using for months, where nothing happens obviously! u just wash your face infront of a mirror! but noooo not that day i was washing my face and something nudged me(no word of a lie) and my LEFT elbow grazed the side of the mirror and voila BLOOD. best thing is as it happened....almost a second before it actually happened even, i started smiling and knew just what had happened! it was amazing i was brought to tears! so 6 months and here i am...3 songs, that people absolutely love! my voice is totally different even 100 000 000 times better and more professional! even my parents see so much potential my dad is posing as my manager for now. workin towards the career i dreamed about for yrs, seeing it unfold pleasantly. i know i will get there its not a question, my life is organized. not 100% but now i know exactly what im doing. unlike before not having anyone or anything ultimately erasing whatever dream ahead u could have had!
I owe everything to Father Satan! i love him with every bit of my heart. and i swear to stand by him and uphold his mighty name in all things and for the rest of my days. which is why i have decided when i make it i am dedicating every letter of every word in a song....every beat and instrument played to our beautiful Father. he has blessed me with knowledge, confidence, talents, drive and strength. im a new man! i love it and i love father Satan.
so ppl just remember.....he is the truth, the light.....he and only him can set u free and make your dreams come true. all u have to do is go to him with an open mind and heart not with a list of wants!
HAIL SATAN and darkest blessings to all
you all probably know, im just another love struck satanist!! but its waaaaaaaaay deeper. I dont really, at this point, wanna give out my life story. but what i will say is......i have dreamed about being a singer since i was 14!! took it seriously from 18, now i dont mean to sound cocky, but im not a bad looking guy, i dress well, quite creative, and i actually can sing and dance really well! cuz its all i ever did...i did badly at school for that lol but anyway, i thought well i have a gd package (talent,looks,style,etc) so it shouldnt be hard.....yr 1,yr2,yr3,yr4....NOTHING!!! and more nothingness...praying please oh usless one sittin on your throne in heaven crying probably!!! (at the point i obviously didnt think he was usless) help me reach my goals......yr5...NOTHING!!! 5 yrs of absolute disaster, bad grades in school, frustration, feeling stuck, wishing & hoping, looking up saying dude is there like a language i have to speak to get some fucking help....even if u cant help me with music as i dream, at least stop my girlfriend from taking the entirty of my belongings and fucking off, or help me get a place to stay ...etc im from a good background, and as you probably can tell, not exactly dumb! quite sharp actually.
so if you are wondering whats an ambassadors son doing looking for a place to sleep at night cuz im currently homeless?? i am too...i mean i get high occasionaly, weed! just weed!! so dont think im a heavy duty junkie! NO not at all....its just i dunno....shit was just not workin out for me!! anyway long story short, i found satan totally randomly in my mums house in london on the net i clicked from one site probably about shoes, cuz i love fashion....and then there an ad about truth or free masons ..so im sat there with a pepsi bored thinking ...lets have a look see! I SAW! before u know it, from reading about satanists, being so scared while reading ...i was thinking wow somthing seems right. (cuz as much as i prayed, i didnt agree with anything christian and never went to church, and can u believe someone said, maybe thats why god isnt answering your prayers, u dont go to church....i was like well tell him to grow the fuck up!) i was lead to joyofsatan website, i will write another whole new email about my thoughts on that website and how happy i randomly found it! true Love!! well this is all under 6 months.....im now a satanist, confirmed(Ritual dedication) where i was ready to give myself to the Dark Lord, but i am soo squeamish and i couldnt prick myself to draw blood! and i was thinking what do i do, ok i'll go shower first and get clean. while im washing my face infront of a mirror i have been using for months, where nothing happens obviously! u just wash your face infront of a mirror! but noooo not that day i was washing my face and something nudged me(no word of a lie) and my LEFT elbow grazed the side of the mirror and voila BLOOD. best thing is as it happened....almost a second before it actually happened even, i started smiling and knew just what had happened! it was amazing i was brought to tears! so 6 months and here i am...3 songs, that people absolutely love! my voice is totally different even 100 000 000 times better and more professional! even my parents see so much potential my dad is posing as my manager for now. workin towards the career i dreamed about for yrs, seeing it unfold pleasantly. i know i will get there its not a question, my life is organized. not 100% but now i know exactly what im doing. unlike before not having anyone or anything ultimately erasing whatever dream ahead u could have had!
I owe everything to Father Satan! i love him with every bit of my heart. and i swear to stand by him and uphold his mighty name in all things and for the rest of my days. which is why i have decided when i make it i am dedicating every letter of every word in a song....every beat and instrument played to our beautiful Father. he has blessed me with knowledge, confidence, talents, drive and strength. im a new man! i love it and i love father Satan.
so ppl just remember.....he is the truth, the light.....he and only him can set u free and make your dreams come true. all u have to do is go to him with an open mind and heart not with a list of wants!
HAIL SATAN and darkest blessings to all