Allison Passino
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- Joined
- Jul 17, 2013
- Messages
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As I believe I have mentioned on here before, my brethren, I have no
greater earthly desire than to become one of our Father Satan's
priestesses. not even a High Priestess per se, just a regular ol'
priestess, if that is to be my lot. ^ I in fact, wish to make an
entire career out of serving my Lord Satan, as impractical as that may
sound to some here. I know it is possible, and father knows I want
this; I have told it to him several times. However, I am left with a
quandary. You see, I distinctly heard HPS Maxine say in one of her
audio sermons, that as a High Priestess, she only does what Satan
wants her to do...not what she thinks he wants her to do, but only
ever what he directs her to do. But I cannot yet hear his voice
properly, or even receive telepathic messages from him withany true
accuracy yet. So how then, am I supposed to know his true and perfect
will? Indeed, this has often troubled me; for, if I am to truly become
his priestess, I must know his will. I mean, I know what his general
will is for me, indeed for us all, to meditate and eventually reach
the godhood. But regarding his larger will for me personally, how am I
to know that if I cannot yet communicate with him? I will do nothing,
unless I know for certain that it is his will! I will not do contrary
to it. But how am I to know, truly? Any help, particularly from actual
clergy, would be most helpful and appreciated! Hail Father Satan
always! Hail Lord Andras! Hail Sorath, the one who burns!
greater earthly desire than to become one of our Father Satan's
priestesses. not even a High Priestess per se, just a regular ol'
priestess, if that is to be my lot. ^ I in fact, wish to make an
entire career out of serving my Lord Satan, as impractical as that may
sound to some here. I know it is possible, and father knows I want
this; I have told it to him several times. However, I am left with a
quandary. You see, I distinctly heard HPS Maxine say in one of her
audio sermons, that as a High Priestess, she only does what Satan
wants her to do...not what she thinks he wants her to do, but only
ever what he directs her to do. But I cannot yet hear his voice
properly, or even receive telepathic messages from him withany true
accuracy yet. So how then, am I supposed to know his true and perfect
will? Indeed, this has often troubled me; for, if I am to truly become
his priestess, I must know his will. I mean, I know what his general
will is for me, indeed for us all, to meditate and eventually reach
the godhood. But regarding his larger will for me personally, how am I
to know that if I cannot yet communicate with him? I will do nothing,
unless I know for certain that it is his will! I will not do contrary
to it. But how am I to know, truly? Any help, particularly from actual
clergy, would be most helpful and appreciated! Hail Father Satan
always! Hail Lord Andras! Hail Sorath, the one who burns!