supahhotfiraainyaface
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Hi Im all new to spiritualism and Satanism and if I may I have several newbie questions that Im hoping to get constructive replies.
First of all English isnt my mother tongue so bare with me!
They (2 different lightworkers) say Im an very old spirit with great deal of abilities - And I want to access those abilities. - to reach out and open the third eye - u have to remove blocked emotions right?
I think I have began that road.. since I have mood swings : suddenly I want to cry my heart out for no reason and all the sudden im overwhelmingly aggressive - but due to noise and no time for my self Ive blocked the process again. A lightworker started my process last time. How can I do it myself? And how can I go through what I did in my previous lives?
Any good advise for meditating? - Ive tried binaural beats as background music just vizualizing going down the stairs opening the door to meet my guardian since I have some questions to him. he has beaten me up twice already so I want to get to know him ( hes is not from my present life). but I havent got it to work yet.
Just to put things clear since it has been a lot of talk from my side of the light and so on - I want to approach the dark and have ever been drawn to it since I was a kid. - I seek knowledge and empowerment - I have the answers within but need some help.
Bael is the name that have randomly followed me for quite some time and I have magnetic interest on him.
Conclusive : any good advise to open the blocks of emotions - therefore open / activate the third eye? - best advise in regards to meditation? - have everybody an guardian demon or do you have to contact one and ask?
Read me
Thanks in advance
/supahhotfire
First of all English isnt my mother tongue so bare with me!
They (2 different lightworkers) say Im an very old spirit with great deal of abilities - And I want to access those abilities. - to reach out and open the third eye - u have to remove blocked emotions right?
I think I have began that road.. since I have mood swings : suddenly I want to cry my heart out for no reason and all the sudden im overwhelmingly aggressive - but due to noise and no time for my self Ive blocked the process again. A lightworker started my process last time. How can I do it myself? And how can I go through what I did in my previous lives?
Any good advise for meditating? - Ive tried binaural beats as background music just vizualizing going down the stairs opening the door to meet my guardian since I have some questions to him. he has beaten me up twice already so I want to get to know him ( hes is not from my present life). but I havent got it to work yet.
Just to put things clear since it has been a lot of talk from my side of the light and so on - I want to approach the dark and have ever been drawn to it since I was a kid. - I seek knowledge and empowerment - I have the answers within but need some help.
Bael is the name that have randomly followed me for quite some time and I have magnetic interest on him.
Conclusive : any good advise to open the blocks of emotions - therefore open / activate the third eye? - best advise in regards to meditation? - have everybody an guardian demon or do you have to contact one and ask?
Read me
Thanks in advance
/supahhotfire