Heres a Thank you

[allyshia93]

Jeez its been ages since I've been on here. Catching up with all the old and new information is a little pain in the side but getting there non the less.

Last time I was on here I was still mid way through the progress of Magnum Opus. I was having a lot of trouble with it because I felt as if my soul was split in half and unbalanced. However over the past year or so of taking part in this particular meditation and stage I've finally come to a very close and final end to it which has proven a lot in the progress I have made through out the years of when I originally joined.

There was however a part of my life for two years I was convinced I had a soul mate, a person of great interest and care that i held dearly, only to find out another trick up the enemies sleeve. I didn't notice it at first and its taken me quiet some time to see and recover from it all but I was being mentally abused. For me being abused mentally is worse then physical although both trauma is not something I wish upon anyone unless of course your the enemy.

At times I tried to kill myself, I promised when I became apart of this group, of family and friends that I would never consider such a thing, but I broke under the pressure. My Guardian Eligos stuck by me all the way through it, as well as Father and the many other Gods who I have kept in great touch with. I've been doing my best to give as much energy and to pull my own to help out as much as I can, not to mention I still do a lot of Meditating.

The one thing that took me ages to notice was that I was being used, mostly because of my odd sense of trying to help out a lot of lost and troubled spirits, some of which often say my Aura is attractive and holds a positive sense.

Coming out of it all, I have had to push myself more and more, I had a white witch attack me a few times but Thanks to Father and his teachers I have come great lengths to defending myself, spiritually and physical.

Though I have already thanked the Gods and Father as well as the Spirits, I must also thank each and everyone of you on here. I may not be a familiar face on the group site but I do my best to help out when I get time on here.

And I must also Thank Maxian. If it wasn't for her creating the site for Joy Of Satan there perhaps I would have been long dead. As many of you would know taking this step in life takes away a lot of the negative in our lives and makes us learn more about our selves with each step of the way.

Remember to always believe in yourself and the Gods of Duat and to stay positive, because already the enemy is failing to cover their flaws and some day the truth will come out and the lies will be revealed.

Hail Father Satan!!
Heil Hitler!!
Hail the Gods of Duat!!

 

[Magus Immortalis]

I really enjoyed reading your post. Lord Satan and my Guardians have also been there for me too, during the harder times and the good times too.I  was once attached to a passive-aggressive person who was finding a way to rage on me and still appear as my friend. I missed a lot of the red flags that went up, and it was only through my Guardians Lady Marchosias and Lady Flauros that he and I stopped talking, permanently, for good.We used to talk everyday for close to three years. It really was a waste of time, but I learned not to take shit from anyone, and that it's important to be myself around true friends. I also tried to hurt myself on many occasions until the past year. My Guardians would step in and help pull me out, or help me find the strength within myself to carry on and be strong.The Gods are wonderful! Lord Satan is wonderful. ^.^
Glad to see you here. Hope to see more posts from you, if you want of course. ^.^
Hail Satan!


On Friday, November 14, 2014 11:45 AM, "allyshia93@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Jeez its been ages since I've been on here. Catching up with all the old and new information is a little pain in the side but getting there non the less.

Last time I was on here I was still mid way through the progress of Magnum Opus. I was having a lot of trouble with it because I felt as if my soul was split in half and unbalanced. However over the past year or so of taking part in this particular meditation and stage I've finally come to a very close and final end to it which has proven a lot in the progress I have made through out the years of when I originally joined.

There was however a part of my life for two years I was convinced I had a soul mate, a person of great interest and care that i held dearly, only to find out another trick up the enemies sleeve. I didn't notice it at first and its taken me quiet some time to see and recover from it all but I was being mentally abused. For me being abused mentally is worse then physical although both trauma is not something I wish upon anyone unless of course your the enemy.

At times I tried to kill myself, I promised when I became apart of this group, of family and friends that I would never consider such a thing, but I broke under the pressure. My Guardian Eligos stuck by me all the way through it, as well as Father and the many other Gods who I have kept in great touch with. I've been doing my best to give as much energy and to pull my own to help out as much as I can, not to mention I still do a lot of Meditating.

The one thing that took me ages to notice was that I was being used, mostly because of my odd sense of trying to help out a lot of lost and troubled spirits, some of which often say my Aura is attractive and holds a positive sense.

Coming out of it all, I have had to push myself more and more, I had a white witch attack me a few times but Thanks to Father and his teachers I have come great lengths to defending myself, spiritually and physical.

Though I have already thanked the Gods and Father as well as the Spirits, I must also thank each and everyone of you on here. I may not be a familiar face on the group site but I do my best to help out when I get time on here.

And I must also Thank Maxian. If it wasn't for her creating the site for Joy Of Satan there perhaps I would have been long dead. As many of you would know taking this step in life takes away a lot of the negative in our lives and makes us learn more about our selves with each step of the way.

Remember to always believe in yourself and the Gods of Duat and to stay positive, because already the enemy is failing to cover their flaws and some day the truth will come out and the lies will be revealed.

Hail Father Satan!!
Heil Hitler!!
Hail the Gods of Duat!!

 

[call_me_something_else]

Bot of you have said so much. And your testimony of the love of the Gods is beautiful.

So you know, not only do they help folks on the receiving end of a bad relationship, they also help those of us who were also the givers of mental torment, while a slave to the kikes.

The joo pogrom of destruction has many men on the outside confused and believing themselves to be good guys, while they go about destroying their own lives.

But when one of us men come to the JoS, we come to fully understand (as much as we can from our perspectives) just how horrible we once were.

I try my best to visualize my ex in healing, golden light now, whenever I can.

Hail Father Satan!

 

[magnum.arcanum]

Your story is very inspirational and helped open up my new eyes to the path.  Thanks for sharing it!
Hail Satan!

 

[erica6678]

That is sad about how so many people  dont keep there promises now adays. But its a good thing the Gods do
so we can learn from them,, and not mess up especially this last reincarnation for some. People will learn to be honest like a long time ago..more. 

---In [email protected], <no.state@... wrote :

Bot of you have said so much. And your testimony of the love of the Gods is beautiful.

So you know, not only do they help folks on the receiving end of a bad relationship, they also help those of us who were also the givers of mental torment, while a slave to the kikes.

The joo pogrom of destruction has many men on the outside confused and believing themselves to be good guys, while they go about destroying their own lives.

But when one of us men come to the JoS, we come to fully understand (as much as we can from our perspectives) just how horrible we once were.

I try my best to visualize my ex in healing, golden light now, whenever I can.

Hail Father Satan!

 

[erica6678]

I know what your post at the bottom means. A lot of people lie ,but some people can be honest and apologize or just go about talking. As having a soul mate means forever as he has said. No tricks by the enemies.. the Gods do not lie. I heard guardians are forever like past lives and promises in relationships and marrages. I look up to Father and my guardians Thoth(Hermes) and Set. Asmodeus They help us on this earth out a lot. Unfortunately some humans lie and enemy attacks. There's some meditations I cant do right now but the rest I do like with heart chakras, thirds eyes. Will be better when the Gods can get closer as they have a lot of energy and return. Hail Father and the Gods,Guardians


---In [email protected], <magus.immortalis@... wrote :

I really enjoyed reading your post. Lord Satan and my Guardians have also been there for me too, during the harder times and the good times too.I  was once attached to a passive-aggressive person who was finding a way to rage on me and still appear as my friend. I missed a lot of the red flags that went up, and it was only through my Guardians Lady Marchosias and Lady Flauros that he and I stopped talking, permanently, for good.We used to talk everyday for close to three years. It really was a waste of time, but I learned not to take shit from anyone, and that it's important to be myself around true friends. I also tried to hurt myself on many occasions until the past year. My Guardians would step in and help pull me out, or help me find the strength within myself to carry on and be strong.The Gods are wonderful! Lord Satan is wonderful. ^.^
Glad to see you here. Hope to see more posts from you, if you want of course. ^.^
Hail Satan!


On Friday, November 14, 2014 11:45 AM, "allyshia93@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


 Jeez its been ages since I've been on here. Catching up with all the old and new information is a little pain in the side but getting there non the less.

Last time I was on here I was still mid way through the progress of Magnum Opus. I was having a lot of trouble with it because I felt as if my soul was split in half and unbalanced. However over the past year or so of taking part in this particular meditation and stage I've finally come to a very close and final end to it which has proven a lot in the progress I have made through out the years of when I originally joined.

There was however a part of my life for two years I was convinced I had a soul mate, a person of great interest and care that i held dearly, only to find out another trick up the enemies sleeve. I didn't notice it at first and its taken me quiet some time to see and recover from it all but I was being mentally abused. For me being abused mentally is worse then physical although both trauma is not something I wish upon anyone unless of course your the enemy.

At times I tried to kill myself, I promised when I became apart of this group, of family and friends that I would never consider such a thing, but I broke under the pressure. My Guardian Eligos stuck by me all the way through it, as well as Father and the many other Gods who I have kept in great touch with. I've been doing my best to give as much energy and to pull my own to help out as much as I can, not to mention I still do a lot of Meditating.

The one thing that took me ages to notice was that I was being used, mostly because of my odd sense of trying to help out a lot of lost and troubled spirits, some of which often say my Aura is attractive and holds a positive sense.

Coming out of it all, I have had to push myself more and more, I had a white witch attack me a few times but Thanks to Father and his teachers I have come great lengths to defending myself, spiritually and physical.

Though I have already thanked the Gods and Father as well as the Spirits, I must also thank each and everyone of you on here. I may not be a familiar face on the group site but I do my best to help out when I get time on here.

And I must also Thank Maxian. If it wasn't for her creating the site for Joy Of Satan there perhaps I would have been long dead. As many of you would know taking this step in life takes away a lot of the negative in our lives and makes us learn more about our selves with each step of the way.

Remember to always believe in yourself and the Gods of Duat and to stay positive, because already the enemy is failing to cover their flaws and some day the truth will come out and the lies will be revealed.

Hail Father Satan!!
Heil Hitler!!
Hail the Gods of Duat!!

 

[erica6678]

I know how you feel I have tried the same thing. I know alot of abusive people. Maybe they are those enemy attacks and i am supposed to stay away from the enemies . I have a friend I am very close to though even if we fight I still want to stick by him. if im rude I apologize. I am thankful for my guardians and Lord Father.

---In [email protected], <magus.immortalis@... wrote :

I really enjoyed reading your post. Lord Satan and my Guardians have also been there for me too, during the harder times and the good times too.I  was once attached to a passive-aggressive person who was finding a way to rage on me and still appear as my friend. I missed a lot of the red flags that went up, and it was only through my Guardians Lady Marchosias and Lady Flauros that he and I stopped talking, permanently, for good.We used to talk everyday for close to three years. It really was a waste of time, but I learned not to take shit from anyone, and that it's important to be myself around true friends. I also tried to hurt myself on many occasions until the past year. My Guardians would step in and help pull me out, or help me find the strength within myself to carry on and be strong.The Gods are wonderful! Lord Satan is wonderful. ^.^
Glad to see you here. Hope to see more posts from you, if you want of course. ^.^
Hail Satan!


On Friday, November 14, 2014 11:45 AM, "allyshia93@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


 Jeez its been ages since I've been on here. Catching up with all the old and new information is a little pain in the side but getting there non the less.

Last time I was on here I was still mid way through the progress of Magnum Opus. I was having a lot of trouble with it because I felt as if my soul was split in half and unbalanced. However over the past year or so of taking part in this particular meditation and stage I've finally come to a very close and final end to it which has proven a lot in the progress I have made through out the years of when I originally joined.

There was however a part of my life for two years I was convinced I had a soul mate, a person of great interest and care that i held dearly, only to find out another trick up the enemies sleeve. I didn't notice it at first and its taken me quiet some time to see and recover from it all but I was being mentally abused. For me being abused mentally is worse then physical although both trauma is not something I wish upon anyone unless of course your the enemy.

At times I tried to kill myself, I promised when I became apart of this group, of family and friends that I would never consider such a thing, but I broke under the pressure. My Guardian Eligos stuck by me all the way through it, as well as Father and the many other Gods who I have kept in great touch with. I've been doing my best to give as much energy and to pull my own to help out as much as I can, not to mention I still do a lot of Meditating.

The one thing that took me ages to notice was that I was being used, mostly because of my odd sense of trying to help out a lot of lost and troubled spirits, some of which often say my Aura is attractive and holds a positive sense.

Coming out of it all, I have had to push myself more and more, I had a white witch attack me a few times but Thanks to Father and his teachers I have come great lengths to defending myself, spiritually and physical.

Though I have already thanked the Gods and Father as well as the Spirits, I must also thank each and everyone of you on here. I may not be a familiar face on the group site but I do my best to help out when I get time on here.

And I must also Thank Maxian. If it wasn't for her creating the site for Joy Of Satan there perhaps I would have been long dead. As many of you would know taking this step in life takes away a lot of the negative in our lives and makes us learn more about our selves with each step of the way.

Remember to always believe in yourself and the Gods of Duat and to stay positive, because already the enemy is failing to cover their flaws and some day the truth will come out and the lies will be revealed.

Hail Father Satan!!
Heil Hitler!!
Hail the Gods of Duat!!

 

[frizzard56]

I've often thought of how everyone here(including myself) would be off, if High Priestess Maxine, and others hadn't done what they did.

There's only one other that brings me to such tears, and the inability to iterate my gratitude.

It's Father Satan.


Thank you ALL of you.

I'd be dead without the JoS, and Father Satan, literally. My life was a black void.

HAIL SATAN.

 

[allyshia93]

Thanks everyone, I do indeed believe those who wish to control, abuse mentally and physically are perhaps apart of the enemy. I was young and naive and I learned the hard way which has made me a lot stronger.

Because I believed my ex and I had so much in common I opened up to him about being a Spiritual Satanist, this was probably where I went wrong as he just began to use all my abilities for his own desires.

My Guardian Eligos has always been there though, he often complains that my ex made it hard for him to look after me. Eligos and I are very close since i became dedicated, hes always looking out for me which is always comforting, he tries not to spoon feed me information and always teaching me new things.

High Priestess Maxine has helped a lot even though she has never made contact with myself, she has provided the information to help us understand ourselves and the Gods.


I know we all have our own bad histories and exxperiences, but I hope that most of that is over for you guys, its not fair being hurt by people, espically the enemy. The Gods of Duat and Father Satan are always there for us

Looking forward to getting use to this new layout on the yahoo groups. hopefully I will get to know you guys better in time

 

[Magus Immortalis]

It's always wonderful to hear how the Gods are with us in our lives and helping us out, and getting to know them on a personal level as friends and teachers.
Hail Satan!

On Saturday, November 22, 2014 11:01 PM, "allyshia93@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Thanks everyone, I do indeed believe those who wish to control, abuse mentally and physically are perhaps apart of the enemy. I was young and naive and I learned the hard way which has made me a lot stronger.

Because I believed my ex and I had so much in common I opened up to him about being a Spiritual Satanist, this was probably where I went wrong as he just began to use all my abilities for his own desires.

My Guardian Eligos has always been there though, he often complains that my ex made it hard for him to look after me. Eligos and I are very close since i became dedicated, hes always looking out for me which is always comforting, he tries not to spoon feed me information and always teaching me new things.

High Priestess Maxine has helped a lot even though she has never made contact with myself, she has provided the information to help us understand ourselves and the Gods.


I know we all have our own bad histories and exxperiences, but I hope that most of that is over for you guys, its not fair being hurt by people, espically the enemy. The Gods of Duat and Father Satan are always there for us

Looking forward to getting use to this new layout on the yahoo groups. hopefully I will get to know you guys better in time