help/question on ENERGY

[6spi6der6]

I am having trouble feeling my energy.The thing is i used to feel it a LOT more.Now it feels like its just bottled up inside.i did notice it comes out when im in a bad situation.for example i was at k mart last week (buying gifts)and there was a group of gangbangers.i was getting my mind ready for battle because i had that gut feeling that i was going to fight them in hand to hand combat.as i was getting my mind ready thinking how im going to take out a group,my energy increased and i could feel it backing me up.i felt like i had the power to take on more then just three.then they left witch was kind of a bummer because ive been dieng to test out my skills.i was waiting for them to say something or mug me face to face since father satan doesnt want us to get into trouble.anyways back to the point it seems as tho my energy is cold now or im just not feeling it or something this has been going on for 4 months now and i would like to know what is going on.in most of my meditations i get shivers and feel coldness around my aura.when it should be warm.its kinda like boiling water.first the water is cold in the pan then when you ignite the flame it begins to heat up.my mind is the flame and my energy is the water.except that concept follows how it used to be.now its just cold when 4-5 months ago it was hot.any advice would be greatly appreciated comrades.

HAIL SATAN!

 

[Brian Gibbons]

I have found 6spi6der6,that my energies during meditation change all the time.I will be very strong in my aura for a while,than like you said it will change to where I don't feel it as strongly,but the strength of my aura,and the feelings of the energy always come back again,as long as I continue.Its kind of like the way love works.As you love or beloved,you feel the feelings of love,but there are times when you don't feel as passionate as you did,but as you commit to the relationship,the feelings come back again.As you commit to your advancement,the feelings come back again too.
Hail SatanBrian

From: 6spi6der6 <alreyes57@...
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Sent: Tuesday, December 27, 2011 12:01 PM
Subject: [HellsArmy666] help/question on ENERGY

  I am having trouble feeling my energy.The thing is i used to feel it a LOT more.Now it feels like its just bottled up inside.i did notice it comes out when im in a bad situation.for example i was at k mart last week (buying gifts)and there was a group of gangbangers.i was getting my mind ready for battle because i had that gut feeling that i was going to fight them in hand to hand combat.as i was getting my mind ready thinking how im going to take out a group,my energy increased and i could feel it backing me up.i felt like i had the power to take on more then just three.then they left witch was kind of a bummer because ive been dieng to test out my skills.i was waiting for them to say something or mug me face to face since father satan doesnt want us to get into trouble.anyways back to the point it seems as tho my energy is cold now or im just not feeling it or something this has been going on for 4 months now and i would like to know what is going on.in most of my meditations i get shivers and feel coldness around my aura.when it should be warm.its kinda like boiling water.first the water is cold in the pan then when you ignite the flame it begins to heat up.my mind is the flame and my energy is the water.except that concept follows how it used to be.now its just cold when 4-5 months ago it was hot.any advice would be greatly appreciated comrades.

HAIL SATAN!