Help me help me

[Light femine]

Now first of all hello, I want to say something like this, there is a spell in my family and there is a lot of yahyatic energy in our house and at the same time there is a woman (mother) who gave birth to me who cursed me in the morning and evening yahyatic negative energy and I am a person with a lot of spiritual location in the map who is very affected by these, I cannot meditate, I want to leave home. There I want to rent a house instead of staying in places like dormitories, I need material and spiritual power for these things, what can I do, can you please help me, what are your suggestions for me and I need the help of Satan Baba.