Help Me! And fast! :S

[Austin Robb]

Hello I have hit a bump in my satanist beliefs, my mom found out I had love for satan and of course she has had a bad life with everything she made choices with at a young age but if u want her story ill tell if u want but anyway well she found out and I am talking to a satanist girl who has nothing to do with my interest in satan she just gave me site and said read if u really wanna know about my relegion I did and it all cleared my mind and well still brainwashed by the Christianity I was just betraying that relegion and I didn't believe in god anymore and I forced myself to realizes the that and now I decided a week ago ill try satanism now I still havnt dedicated I plane to once with is cleared but my mom gave me a huge lecture about why her life ended up way it is is all cause the devil the devil does this the devil did that and I couldn't disagree and she asked me questions I couldn't answer I was choked up with all of it and then she threatens the girl that it's all her fault I'm like this and she forced me to block her from everything until she gets a spiritual guidance for me to speak to about what I do before I do this and step completely into the satanic world <3 but her questions still float around in my head now I can't get them out what if father satan is like this and like that and only wants this and will do that and I can't shake them off its bothering me I wanna speak to my friend so I plan to meet the spiritual guidance within a week or two and well anyone got some way I can get a guidance to like make my mom somewhat see satan isn't bad but she wants me to hear what my life will be with Christianity and what it will be with satan and well she said after that u choose and ill respect your descsion cause I love you she says and I just agreed to it thinking yah easy this is just listen to this guy talk and say satan boom easy as that well and these wqueations are all over my head and I hate it...I wanna make them stop but I can't I'd this the enemy attacking me? And what is a good way to get this guidance to say good about satan?

Ich liebe meinen Vater Satan! <3

 

[Brian Gibbons]

The enemy uses weak people,against those that have found the truth.The enemy is very good at using fear,to keep you from dedicated your soul to Satan,and to keep you confused about the truth.Since you are still at home,I wouldn't suggest you being to open about how you really feel,until you are able to be out on your own.But I would suggest that you read not only  joyofsatan.org  but also  exposingchristianity.com .Both will help you to see the fake xtian jewish program,for what it really is.IMO there is no choice,because SS is real and the other is not.But its you that has to come to that conclusion yourself.Good Luck! Hail Satan
Brian 

From: Austin Robb <ghastlyshadow@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Tuesday, November 6, 2012 3:44 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Help Me! And fast! :S

  Hello I have hit a bump in my satanist beliefs, my mom found out I had love for satan and of course she has had a bad life with everything she made choices with at a young age but if u want her story ill tell if u want but anyway well she found out and I am talking to a satanist girl who has nothing to do with my interest in satan she just gave me site and said read if u really wanna know about my relegion I did and it all cleared my mind and well still brainwashed by the Christianity I was just betraying that relegion and I didn't believe in god anymore and I forced myself to realizes the that and now I decided a week ago ill try satanism now I still havnt dedicated I plane to once with is cleared but my mom gave me a huge lecture about why her life ended up way it is is all cause the devil the devil does this the devil did that and I couldn't disagree and she asked me questions I couldn't answer I was choked up with all of it and then she threatens the girl that it's all her fault I'm like this and she forced me to block her from everything until she gets a spiritual guidance for me to speak to about what I do before I do this and step completely into the satanic world <3 but her questions still float around in my head now I can't get them out what if father satan is like this and like that and only wants this and will do that and I can't shake them off its bothering me I wanna speak to my friend so I plan to meet the spiritual guidance within a week or two and well anyone got some way I can get a guidance to like make my mom somewhat see satan isn't bad but she wants me to hear what my life will be with Christianity and what it will be with satan and well she said after that u choose and ill respect your descsion cause I love you she says and I just agreed to it thinking yah easy this is just listen to this guy talk and say satan boom easy as that well and these wqueations are all over my head and I hate it...I wanna make them stop but I can't I'd this the enemy attacking me? And what is a good way to get this guidance to say good about satan?

Ich liebe meinen Vater Satan! <3

 

[Mc Rundown]

<td val[/IMG]Its your life. You need to understand that the enemy doesn't want you to know the truth. Thus why he is using your mum to keep you away from the truth. Father Satan is a loving God. He is so wonderful. He is not like what Xian claim. You need to go to Satan yourself to understand who Satan is and not believing what Xian claim. Xian live in fear. they are told that Satan is evil,its not true. Satan is not evil. He is loving wants all man to attain godhood. Thats important to Him and for man. Dedicating your soul to Him is the first step. It is important because Satan and demons will protect you and guide your path when you dedicate. Your mum doesn't need to know. She is living in fear cos of Xian lies. In SS fear should not be a part of you. Awareness is key here. You can only be aware when you study. Begin reading more on joy of Satan. Hail Satan!


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From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...;
To: [email protected] <[email protected];
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Help Me! And fast! :S
Sent: Fri, Nov 9, 2012 4:05:42 PM

<td val[/IMG]   The enemy uses weak people,against those that have found the truth.The enemy is very good at using fear,to keep you from dedicated your soul to Satan,and to keep you confused about the truth.Since you are still at home,I wouldn't suggest you being to open about how you really feel,until you are able to be out on your own.But I would suggest that you read not only  joyofsatan.org  but also  exposingchristianity.com .Both will help you to see the fake xtian jewish program,for what it really is.IMO there is no choice,because SS is real and the other is not.But its you that has to come to that conclusion yourself.Good Luck! Hail Satan
Brian 

From: Austin Robb <ghastlyshadow@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Tuesday, November 6, 2012 3:44 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Help Me! And fast! :S

  Hello I have hit a bump in my satanist beliefs, my mom found out I had love for satan and of course she has had a bad life with everything she made choices with at a young age but if u want her story ill tell if u want but anyway well she found out and I am talking to a satanist girl who has nothing to do with my interest in satan she just gave me site and said read if u really wanna know about my relegion I did and it all cleared my mind and well still brainwashed by the Christianity I was just betraying that relegion and I didn't believe in god anymore and I forced myself to realizes the that and now I decided a week ago ill try satanism now I still havnt dedicated I plane to once with is cleared but my mom gave me a huge lecture about why her life ended up way it is is all cause the devil the devil does this the devil did that and I couldn't disagree and she asked me questions I couldn't answer I was choked up with all of it and then she threatens the girl that it's all her fault I'm like this and she forced me to block her from everything until she gets a spiritual guidance for me to speak to about what I do before I do this and step completely into the satanic world <3 but her questions still float around in my head now I can't get them out what if father satan is like this and like that and only wants this and will do that and I can't shake them off its bothering me I wanna speak to my friend so I plan to meet the spiritual guidance within a week or two and well anyone got some way I can get a guidance to like make my mom somewhat see satan isn't bad but she wants me to hear what my life will be with Christianity and what it will be with satan and well she said after that u choose and ill respect your descsion cause I love you she says and I just agreed to it thinking yah easy this is just listen to this guy talk and say satan boom easy as that well and these wqueations are all over my head and I hate it...I wanna make them stop but I can't I'd this the enemy attacking me? And what is a good way to get this guidance to say good about satan?

Ich liebe meinen Vater Satan! <3

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[tapapakiastinseira]

You said you are afraid that your mum may be right about Satan...
Look, I have one thing to tell you.
Satan is really the most amazing God you could ever imagine... He is really helpful, He is kind, He will not take advantage of you and He doesn't want to suck your energy (like the christian 'god', meaning the angels).
All christians have been misled so much that they can't *feel* anymore the wrongness of their beliefs, it is just 'right' for them while they create their own doom's day.

I really can't explain to you how amazing I (and many other Spiritual Satanists) have felt in the past and still do thanks to Father Satan, He helps us, He guides us, He has *created* us...
Don't worry. Satan is not 'bad', He is not 'evil', He is not going to 'punish' you for being a christian before or because your mother pushes her beliefs on you.
You should really be happy that you found Satan in your life.

Regarding your mother and that spiritual guidance person, I say you should just say you're agnostic or something... Agnostic means that you believe in the existence of 'God' but you do not have named that God.
So, it means that you do not believe in 'jesus' or Satan or 'buddha' or anyone specifically. I don't think it would be a good idea to say you believe in Satan for many reasons. And don't worry, Satan understands if you have to hide and even deny to others that you believe in Him. Satan doesn't want you to be in danger, so He wants you to say whatever will keep you safe.

Also, I highly suggest you read the www.joyofsatan.com site if you haven't yet.
And here: http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ilwah.html you will read Satan's beautiful words, and you'll realize why your mother is so wrong. Believe me, you are really lucky you've found Satan.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Austin Robb <ghastlyshadow@... wrote:

Hello I have hit a bump in my satanist beliefs, my mom found out I had love for satan and of course she has had a bad life with everything she made choices with at a young age but if u want her story ill tell if u want but anyway well she found out and I am talking to a satanist girl who has nothing to do with my interest in satan she just gave me site and said read if u really wanna know about my relegion I did and it all cleared my mind and well still brainwashed by the Christianity I was just betraying that relegion and I didn't believe in god anymore and I forced myself to realizes the that and now I decided a week ago ill try satanism now I still havnt dedicated I plane to once with is cleared but my mom gave me a huge lecture about why her life ended up way it is is all cause the devil the devil does this the devil did that and I couldn't disagree and she asked me questions I couldn't answer I was choked up with all of it and then she threatens the girl that it's all her fault I'm like this and she forced me to block her from everything until she gets a spiritual guidance for me to speak to about what I do before I do this and step completely into the satanic world <3 but her questions still float around in my head now I can't get them out what if father satan is like this and like that and only wants this and will do that and I can't shake them off its bothering me I wanna speak to my friend so I plan to meet the spiritual guidance within a week or two and well anyone got some way I can get a guidance to like make my mom somewhat see satan isn't bad but she wants me to hear what my life will be with Christianity and what it will be with satan and well she said after that u choose and ill respect your descsion cause I love you she says and I just agreed to it thinking yah easy this is just listen to this guy talk and say satan boom easy as that well and these wqueations are all over my head and I hate it...I wanna make them stop but I can't I'd this the enemy attacking me? And what is a good way to get this guidance to say good about satan?

Ich liebe meinen Vater Satan! <3

 

[Austin Robb]

Okay thanks guys! I will read up on more on the exposing Christianity one cause I have read almost on JoS and I can't my mom already knows and she has took everything from me once just for not being open...so I have no choice and she says she will respect my choice when I speak to this person on Tuesday which of course I choose Satan

Ich liebe meinen Vater Satan! <3

On Nov 9, 2012, at 11:33 AM, "Mc Rundown" <mcrundown@... wrote:

 

<td val[/IMG]Its your life. You need to understand that the enemy doesn't want you to know the truth. Thus why he is using your mum to keep you away from the truth. Father Satan is a loving God. He is so wonderful. He is not like what Xian claim. You need to go to Satan yourself to understand who Satan is and not believing what Xian claim. Xian live in fear. they are told that Satan is evil,its not true. Satan is not evil. He is loving wants all man to attain godhood. Thats important to Him and for man. Dedicating your soul to Him is the first step. It is important because Satan and demons will protect you and guide your path when you dedicate. Your mum doesn't need to know. She is living in fear cos of Xian lies. In SS fear should not be a part of you. Awareness is key here. You can only be aware when you study. Begin reading more on joy of Satan. Hail Satan!


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From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...;
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url];
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Help Me! And fast! :S
Sent: Fri, Nov 9, 2012 4:05:42 PM

<td val[/IMG]   The enemy uses weak people,against those that have found the truth.The enemy is very good at using fear,to keep you from dedicated your soul to Satan,and to keep you confused about the truth.Since you are still at home,I wouldn't suggest you being to open about how you really feel,until you are able to be out on your own.But I would suggest that you read not only   joyofsatan.org  but also   exposingchristianity.com .Both will help you to see the fake xtian jewish program,for what it really is.IMO there is no choice,because SS is real and the other is not.But its you that has to come to that conclusion yourself.Good Luck! Hail Satan
Brian 

From: Austin Robb <ghastlyshadow@...
To: "[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Tuesday, November 6, 2012 3:44 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Help Me! And fast! :S

  Hello I have hit a bump in my satanist beliefs, my mom found out I had love for satan and of course she has had a bad life with everything she made choices with at a young age but if u want her story ill tell if u want but anyway well she found out and I am talking to a satanist girl who has nothing to do with my interest in satan she just gave me site and said read if u really wanna know about my relegion I did and it all cleared my mind and well still brainwashed by the Christianity I was just betraying that relegion and I didn't believe in god anymore and I forced myself to realizes the that and now I decided a week ago ill try satanism now I still havnt dedicated I plane to once with is cleared but my mom gave me a huge lecture about why her life ended up way it is is all cause the devil the devil does this the devil did that and I couldn't disagree and she asked me questions I couldn't answer I was choked up with all of it and then she threatens the girl that it's all her fault I'm like this and she forced me to block her from everything until she gets a spiritual guidance for me to speak to about what I do before I do this and step completely into the satanic world <3 but her questions still float around in my head now I can't get them out what if father satan is like this and like that and only wants this and will do that and I can't shake them off its bothering me I wanna speak to my friend so I plan to meet the spiritual guidance within a week or two and well anyone got some way I can get a guidance to like make my mom somewhat see satan isn't bad but she wants me to hear what my life will be with Christianity and what it will be with satan and well she said after that u choose and ill respect your descsion cause I love you she says and I just agreed to it thinking yah easy this is just listen to this guy talk and say satan boom easy as that well and these wqueations are all over my head and I hate it...I wanna make them stop but I can't I'd this the enemy attacking me? And what is a good way to get this guidance to say good about satan?

Ich liebe meinen Vater Satan! <3

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