Help Me! And fast! :S

[Austin Robb]

Hello I have hit a bump in my satanist beliefs, my mom found out I had love for satan and of course she has had a bad life with everything she made choices with at a young age but if u want her story ill tell if u want but anyway well she found out and I am talking to a satanist girl who has nothing to do with my interest in satan she just gave me site and said read if u really wanna know about my relegion I did and it all cleared my mind and well still brainwashed by the Christianity I was just betraying that relegion and I didn't believe in god anymore and I forced myself to realizes the that and now I decided a week ago ill try satanism now I still havnt dedicated I plane to once with is cleared but my mom gave me a huge lecture about why her life ended up way it is is all cause the devil the devil does this the devil did that and I couldn't disagree and she asked me questions I couldn't answer I was choked up with all of it and then she threatens the girl that it's all her fault I'm like this and she forced me to block her from everything until she gets a spiritual guidance for me to speak to about what I do before I do this and step completely into the satanic world <3 but her questions still float around in my head now I can't get them out what if father satan is like this and like that and only wants this and will do that and I can't shake them off its bothering me I wanna speak to my friend so I plan to meet the spiritual guidance within a week or two and well anyone got some way I can get a guidance to like make my mom somewhat see satan isn't bad but she wants me to hear what my life will be with Christianity and what it will be with satan and well she said after that u choose and ill respect your descsion cause I love you she says and I just agreed to it thinking yah easy this is just listen to this guy talk and say satan boom easy as that well and these wqueations are all over my head and I hate it...I wanna make them stop but I can't I'd this the enemy attacking me? And what is a good way to get this guidance to say good about satan?

Ich liebe meinen Vater Satan! <3

 

[tapapakiastinseira]

You said you are afraid that your mum may be right about Satan...
Look, I have one thing to tell you.
Satan is really the most amazing God you could ever imagine... He is really helpful, He is kind, He will not take advantage of you and He doesn't want to suck your energy (like the christian 'god', meaning the angels).
All christians have been misled so much that they can't *feel* anymore the wrongness of their beliefs, it is just 'right' for them while they create their own doom's day.

I really can't explain to you how amazing I (and many other Spiritual Satanists) have felt in the past and still do thanks to Father Satan, He helps us, He guides us, He has *created* us...
Don't worry. Satan is not 'bad', He is not 'evil', He is not going to 'punish' you for being a christian before or because your mother pushes her beliefs on you.
You should really be happy that you found Satan in your life.

Regarding your mother and that spiritual guidance person, I say you should just say you're agnostic or something... Agnostic means that you believe in the existence of 'God' but you do not have named that God.
So, it means that you do not believe in 'jesus' or Satan or 'buddha' or anyone specifically. I don't think it would be a good idea to say you believe in Satan for many reasons. And don't worry, Satan understands if you have to hide and even deny to others that you believe in Him. Satan doesn't want you to be in danger, so He wants you to say whatever will keep you safe.

Also, I highly suggest you read the www.templeofzeus.org site if you haven't yet.
And here: http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ilwah.html you will read Satan's beautiful words, and you'll realize why your mother is so wrong. Believe me, you are really lucky you've found Satan.

--- In , Austin Robb <ghastlyshadow@... wrote:

Hello I have hit a bump in my satanist beliefs, my mom found out I had love for satan and of course she has had a bad life with everything she made choices with at a young age but if u want her story ill tell if u want but anyway well she found out and I am talking to a satanist girl who has nothing to do with my interest in satan she just gave me site and said read if u really wanna know about my relegion I did and it all cleared my mind and well still brainwashed by the Christianity I was just betraying that relegion and I didn't believe in god anymore and I forced myself to realizes the that and now I decided a week ago ill try satanism now I still havnt dedicated I plane to once with is cleared but my mom gave me a huge lecture about why her life ended up way it is is all cause the devil the devil does this the devil did that and I couldn't disagree and she asked me questions I couldn't answer I was choked up with all of it and then she threatens the girl that it's all her fault I'm like this and she forced me to block her from everything until she gets a spiritual guidance for me to speak to about what I do before I do this and step completely into the satanic world <3 but her questions still float around in my head now I can't get them out what if father satan is like this and like that and only wants this and will do that and I can't shake them off its bothering me I wanna speak to my friend so I plan to meet the spiritual guidance within a week or two and well anyone got some way I can get a guidance to like make my mom somewhat see satan isn't bad but she wants me to hear what my life will be with Christianity and what it will be with satan and well she said after that u choose and ill respect your descsion cause I love you she says and I just agreed to it thinking yah easy this is just listen to this guy talk and say satan boom easy as that well and these wqueations are all over my head and I hate it...I wanna make them stop but I can't I'd this the enemy attacking me? And what is a good way to get this guidance to say good about satan?

Ich liebe meinen Vater Satan! <3