Help - I've gotten beat up by my girlfriend's father

[dypetrod]

Well, here's my story:
I am 19 years old and I was an english teacher at a local school, where I met this student (who is my 15 year old girlfriend) who was 14 back then, 5 months ago. We've liked each other very much, we've been together for 5 and a half months now and as I will tell further, we've gone through a lot of dificculties for each other already.No one knew about our relationship in the beginning except for my (and her) friends and my family. Everything went quite nice for the first month, we texted each other every day and hung out together on the days she could (the two days she went to the school where I used to worked), without her grandmother knowing or suspecting anything (Detail: she lived only with her grandmother and her uncle in the same house back then because her mother is a prostitute and she has no ideia where se could be today, since she was 7 and her father had another wife and son and was living for a long time in a far city, about 520 Kilometers away)
And so it went for the first two months, we've texted each other every day (further detail: her grandmother is very strict with her usage of her cell phone, she won't let her take it to school and not either sleep with it nearby etc she takes it from her before she sleeps and goes to school), we knew more and more about each other and hung out together twice a week, but this became a routine and both me and her wanted more, and I wanted to meet and be accepted by her family since day one and we often talked about it, and when our relationship reached its first two months, I finally talked her into telling her grandmother about me. She was too shy to tell it from her mouth so she told it in a letter which she let by her pillow before she went to sleep, and told me if she wouldn't text me the next day, I'd already know why I had no idea what was her grandmother's temper and didn't know how she would react...The next day (a Saturday, when she used to text me earlier than normal), I was at work, waiting, thinking, and she didn't text me...I got worried sick, I could barely concentrate at work. When I got off work, I recharged my phone with $35 just so I would call her home number and get to know what happened...it turns out her grandmother didn't like it. When I identified myself, she started telling me everyone there was disgusted to know about it because I am 19 and she was 14, called me a pedophile (in my country, the minimum age of consent is 14, meaning she can have sex with me as long as she consents and that does NOT make me a pedophile even if I was 50 so she was wrong) and told me I was harming my gf because now she couldn"t go out, use her phone and stuff and told me to forget her...there's nothing worse to hear but I did NOT (and not ever will) forget her
Now she couldn't use her phone for a week and for the first two days following this, I was heavily concerned, feeling empty and sorely missing her and all I wished to do is to tell her I would not ever give up on her. On Monday, she texted me from her friend's phone at school and told me what happened, she told me she couldn't go to the school where I worked (which was a TI and languages school) anymore because of me and talked to me about finding a way we could meet and that she wouldn't give up on me either. We planned about she skipping one school day that week so we could personally talk better about everything and so we did. She skipped one school day and we met near my place, talked about everything, all the details of what has happened and also that was the day we had sex for the first time. And I gave her an old phone I had so she could text me with it "behind the curtains"...she started to use it to talk to me that same week, but her grandmother found it out and took it from her, unfortunately...and again we spent days worried sick and missing each other...damn it hurts...but on Sunday, I got a good surpise, she texted me telling her grandmother said she could use her phone to talk to her boyfriend (me) so long as she didn't tell anything to her grandfather (who lives abroad and sends her grandmother money) So I was incredibly happy once again because I could talk to her again and that her grandmother has at least accepted that we got in touch, so it would be just some more steps until she accepted me  
However, we still missed seeing each other personally and the only way we could do this was she skipping school days...so she has started doing it every week, skipping one school day a week just to see me and we had sex every time we did it and also gave each other letters. This went as far as she had an argument with her grandmother and she wanted to denounce both her and her uncle for drug use and sexual harassment (yes, further detail: everyone in her family smoked marijuana back then, and her uncle has once sexually harassed her). When she told me all of this and I got the seriousness of the situation, I agreed to help her with that, and our plan was to denounce them Friday that week, let the police do their business and take my girlfriend to my home (we didn't quite think about it at first). But my girlfriend wrote all the plan down on a paper and her grandmother found out that paper...called her father and told everything about it and her father said he would come to town in some days and kill both me and her, also that he would call me because my gf told him my number (but I didn't receive any phone call) and that he would take her to live with him in his town. That was some minutes before I was supposed to get at work, and she told me everything, terrified and scared. She didn't know what to do, we though of she running when she can, and I skipping that work day. I talked to her very uncertain about it but she was actually willing to do it, and so she did, and told me to wait for her near my work place. I got out of my work place and went to meet her, my boss was calling me every time but I didn't give a fuck because being with her and not losing her was all that mattered to me. So I met her and took her to my place and that was the craziest thing I've ever done in my whole life. When we got home we were all happy and still somewhat afraid but relieved, thinking we would be safe and everything would turn out right. But her aunt and her uncle have somehow discovered my address and came to my place looking for her. She hid in the bathroom in my mother helped to cover it all and talked to them and gave them her number in case she knew anything about my gf. Some minutes later, they went away and everything was right again. We managed to stay two days together, on the second day her aunt called telling my mom that her grandmother has reported the situation to the police as kidnapping and that the cops would be coming to my place. So that's when we just had to agree on her aunt coming to take her home. Her aunt was a very nice person, unlike her grandmother and she understood our situation. when she got back home, her father called and threatened her even more and her grandmother still said she wouldn't accept me...but he didn't come and we continued texting (yes this time she didn't take her cell phone), and seeing each other, twice a week this time...
But after some weeks, her grandmother found out she was skipping school days and took her phone again...that's when, for a second time, she ran to my place. This time we went out of my place before anyone came there and spent the night in a dark street corner until midnight...her grandmother personally drove to my place looking for her and my mom again covered it all, and when it was midnight we went back to my place to sleep, have news and deide what we would do the next day. Her grandmother told my mom my gf had to call her otherwise she would call the cops and that if I took her back home she would like it and accept me, for I would show through that, that I am a real man. So we slept and on the next day, that's what we did, I took her back home, talked to her grandmotrher personally for the very first time and happily she has finally accepted me, which was the greatest thing we have accomplished So this time she has stopped skipping school days and we started to see each other at her place, with the consent of her grandmother, saturdays and sundays. We spent weeks seeing each other this way,But one day her father came to town to look for a job.Well, it was all fine at first, he was treating her nicely and talking nicely about our relationship and telling her to use condoms and all...but guess what, that was a trap. When I got to her place and saw him for the very first time, he first received me nicely but I sat down and he started to diss me and make questions charging about everything I did with her daughter, but he also wanted to know about something I didn't even do: he said he called me and I dissed him on the phone and threatened him, but I never received any phone call from that son of a bitch...he spent minutes dissing me and asking everything and calling me a pédophile and threatening to beat me and to call the cops, which he didn't. We got to a point that he just calmed down and even apologized and accepted me and said he only did that because I made her mother worried sick...and it all turned out right. So from this day on, her grandmother and her father accepted our relationship and we continued to see each other sundays and saturdays at her place
SORRY FOR THE LONG STORY! NOW, TO THE POINT:Me and my girlfriend are both dedicated Spiritual Satanists. I am a Spiritual Satanist since last year and I got her interested in knowing and dedicating too.We're not advanced, at least I don't consider myself to be advanced, but we both have been in the 40 Day Meditation Program, today would be the second day of opening the sacral chakra. As she doesn't speak english fluently, I've been translating the meditations to her on the phoneBut yesterday,we were texting and she told me her grandmother was picking on her because she used the cell phone all day, and then told me to go meet her at school if she suddenly doesn't reply me. And then, she desperately told me her grandmother was saying she would have one hour to use her phone every day, and those were her last words yesterday... so I knew her grandmother took her phone. I got worried sick and only replied that I would go meet her at school tomorrow, that I love her and that I doubt her grandmother would be serious on doing this, and if she did, she would have to deal with the gray energy.Next day (today) I woke up very early because I was worried, and the surpise I had was she called me from her home, which I found a bit strange. I picked it up and she asked if I could go there right now because she was alone, her grandmother went to visit an aunt of her who was sick and her father went out earlier and both left a message written in a paper saying they would only get back home at night and that they told her not to go to school today. Her voice sounded very different to me, almost as if she was playing something to say to me, and all she said sounded very strange to me...I said it could be risky but agreed to go because I always trusted her and that was he telling me. So I changed my clothes and took the bus to her place.And I got there, and entered her house, and guess what...IT WAS A FUCKING TRAP!!Her father came out of nothing, looking deep in my eyes, dissing me and angry as fuck, saying he read our texts and my text saying his mom would have to deal with the gray energy and he got pissed off about it, and said he has set all that trap to me and made his daughter call me and say she was alone and everything...then he started to punch my face and kick me and I even tried to fight him but I was too exhausted...and called me a pedophile again and blamed me again for everything me and her daughter did together. My girlfriend just watched that scene in silence, there wasn't anything she could really do after all...we got to a point I said he could call the cops if he thought I was a pedophile, because that was the only way to stop it and prevent getting more hurt and because I knew about the age of consent law. And he did call the cops. They asked for our IDs and talked to each of us separately and privately. They said I can't be a pedophile and that he finds wrong what he did to me, but that I was fucked up if he took me to the police office because of the times she spent at my place. But asked me what I wanted to do, if I wanted to do anything about what happened or just let it go, and I chose to let it go and be in peace because I didn't really want to risk going to jailThen they gave me back my ID and her father told me to not ever talk to her daughter again and neither walk by her school or her street, or else she would beat me up even harder.
Now it's been a few hours since I got home, my head is aching and my right cheek and lips are swollen from the beating. I'm strongly pissed off at this son of a bitch and I don't intend to do what he said, which is forgetting her. She is my girlfriend, I mean no bullshit with her I mean business I wanna marry her when we're ready and she's all that matters to me. I don't mind getting beat up as long as I have her. I don't wanna lose her and that's my major concern right now. and I'd really like to teach this bastard a lesson and get him out of our way, he's no father as far as I'm concerned because he has left her here to live in another town.
My question is,What can I spiritually do about this??I don't wanna lose my girlfriend for this or anything, this is my concern, I wanna be with her and I don't want to allow any son of a bitch to make us apart And I fell for the trap because it was my girlfriend talking and despite all of that sounding very strange, I never distrusted her when it was she talking, I didn't count she would lie to me because of her father and let him do that to me...but I know she isn't likely to do this at all, she loves me very much and would never do that to me by option...I'm sure that son of a bitch has threatened her or something...But resuming, he got pissed off because of what I said about his mom "having to deal with the gray energy"
Plus I need to guide her with the 40-Day Program...
Hail SatanHail BeelzebubHail Astaroth Hail AzazelHail all the Gods of Duat

 

[Hp. Hoodedcobra666]

I only read from the conclusion and down. Lets talk some common sense here. This girl hardly got her period, she is just 15. First of all to hang with her is illegal. You are lucky they let you go. Infact the occassion would end worse if you was unlucly. Girls at that age aren't mature. Your emotions are blinding you and I do not want in anyway to hurt your feeling, but its better to let it go and find some other woman.

She is still in control of her parents and not only that, but they are dead strict. This is a bad combination. Also, if you prosyletize to her etc. She is going to surely open her mouth under pressure and get you in trouble. Be law abidding. Both the above in conjuction and you won't get away just by being beat up. It will get worse. And before chivalry goes in your mind ( I totally understand you ) think that it can go down the drain. The fact they set you up is a big no no and it shows this was a setup. You luckily evaded the worse. Do not go down this road. After 6 months you might hear "We can't go on" and find yourself at loss in every level. Try for whats healthy and possible. Its not mindful to give your energies into that situation. It would be totally mindful though to use your energy in attracting a new person for yourself, which you will. Then if you want younger women, wait for some years until you are 22 or so and then go for the girls that are 18. Kids her age have no idea over relationships and even if you move the world, it would probably in the end mean nothing. Also the whole situation if it escalate, you can have serious problems. So instead of sugar coating it, I just advise you to move ahead and find a girl that will really please you, instead of this situation. You could lose everything for a non existent possibility to gain anything. Girls at this age feel attracted by older men in their majority. They do not think. But this has no future that is positive. The only outcome could be you Jobless and or even worse...Consider this.

-High Priest Hooded Cobra 666

 

[Hp. Hoodedcobra666]

And as to not say I did answer without taking in consideration of you being SS. This adds importance to the situation, but I do not want to see you sending any message down the boards saying you got arrested and so forth. This is fucking serious. And illegal. So it must be stopped.

If the shit hits the drain that way, forget about the girl all together and yourself. Some things are legal and thats that. You gave the gift of the Truth and I realize you love her, I also consider ethically natural a 4 year difference, but the problem is she is underage, its not like you are 30 and she is 26 or you are 24 and her 20. Consider this a lesson. While people 14 or 15 years old are sensible, they are in control of their parents, whom most of the time think kids are just an extension of their balls. Since she is SS she can meditate, let the situation re-settle and let it for down road. The worse sin in Satanism in that of stupidity. You was very "lucky" already but I believe the only reason it was fluid for so much it was, was guidance. Anyway, you be the judge of what you will do. Be lawful and legal. Stupid illegal actions will cost you very much. Consider this and do not jump straight into stupid actions.

 

[Hp. Hoodedcobra666]

I only read from the conclusion and down. Lets talk some common sense here. This girl hardly got her period, she is just 15. First of all to hang with her is illegal. You are lucky they let you go. Infact the occassion would end worse if you was unlucly. Girls at that age aren't mature. Your emotions are blinding you and I do not want in anyway to hurt your feeling, but its better to let it go and find some other woman.

She is still in control of her parents and not only that, but they are dead strict. This is a bad combination. Also, if you prosyletize to her etc. She is going to surely open her mouth under pressure and get you in trouble. Be law abidding. Both the above in conjuction and you won't get away just by being beat up. It will get worse. And before chivalry goes in your mind ( I totally understand you ) think that it can go down the drain. The fact they set you up is a big no no and it shows this was a setup. You luckily evaded the worse. Do not go down this road. After 6 months you might hear "We can't go on" and find yourself at loss in every level. Try for whats healthy and possible. Its not mindful to give your energies into that situation. It would be totally mindful though to use your energy in attracting a new person for yourself, which you will. Then if you want younger women, wait for some years until you are 22 or so and then go for the girls that are 18. Kids her age have no idea over relationships and even if you move the world, it would probably in the end mean nothing. Also the whole situation if it escalate, you can have serious problems. So instead of sugar coating it, I just advise you to move ahead and find a girl that will really please you, instead of this situation.

 

[call_me_something_else]

@High Priest Hooded Cobra 666, with all due respect, in his country, the age of consent is 14. So, while his actions might not necessarily be illegal, it does read like he's encountered a gaggle of slobs.

@ The young man who wrote this. If you think dealing with these folks is bad now, wait until you're married. It gets 10 times worse. I can't shake the feeling you're dealing with typical xians here. Lose them and keep yourself safe.

And, consider, no matter what you think of her father, he DID see a message threatening his mother ("She'll have to deal with the gray energy" bit.). While I get what you're meaning, those on the outside, they do not. 

How would you feel if you perceived a threat against YOUR mother?

Hail Father Satan Forever!

 

[Hp. Hoodedcobra666]

Thanks for this. I was inaware. In most other parts of the world its about 18 or 20 or 21. I had this wrong. Since this is not the case with it being illegal [make sure its LEGAL though first] you can take everything else into consideration before you act. For the reasons others mentioned aswell.

-High Priest Hooded Cobra 666

 

[Alexander Wilson]

From: hoodedcobra666@... [JoyofSatan666] <[email protected];
To: <[email protected];
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Help - I've gotten beat up by my girlfriend's father
Sent: Sat, Nov 29, 2014 11:40:21 AM

<td val[/IMG]   And as to not say I did answer without taking in consideration of you being SS. This adds importance to the situation, but I do not want to see you sending any message down the boards saying you got arrested and so forth. This is fucking serious. And illegal. So it must be stopped.

If the shit hits the drain that way, forget about the girl all together and yourself. Some things are legal and thats that. You gave the gift of the Truth and I realize you love her, I also consider ethically natural a 4 year difference, but the problem is she is underage, its not like you are 30 and she is 26 or you are 24 and her 20. Consider this a lesson. While people 14 or 15 years old are sensible, they are in control of their parents, whom most of the time think kids are just an extension of their balls. Since she is SS she can meditate, let the situation re-settle and let it for down road. The worse sin in Satanism in that of stupidity. You was very "lucky" already but I believe the only reason it was fluid for so much it was, was guidance. Anyway, you be the judge of what you will do. Be lawful and legal. Stupid illegal actions will cost you very much. Consider this and do not jump straight into stupid actions. [/TD]

 

[eu71992]

At only 19, you are probably still not mature, unless you had a lot of life experiences!At 15 years, she is not mature! And her parents have all the right to represent her interests!You are also her teacher! And in public institution it is ilegal to for a teacher to have intimate relationship with his/her students, because you can favor them!So you can lose your job for that!And your (age speaking) relationship is bearly legal!You got beated in his home (proprety)! He can very well say that you were trying to steal something from his home...

You are too blinded with love, you can't trust each other (since trust is build in years), I think you should wait at least until she is 17-18, to not get in problem with the law, and to become more mature, and build trust!There are way too many things that can go VERY WRONG! Don't ruin your life for this!
Also an optional note... you should go to a boxing/kickboxing/MMA class to learn to fight in situation were is needed. 1 year of full contact sport will help you a lot later in life!

 

[dypetrod]

Well I know that thos may sound unusual, but as I said in the conclusion, I'm being perfectly law abbiding because I live in a country where the minimum age of consent is 14, meaning it would only be illegal if she was 13 or less or if I abused her. But since she's already 15, here it would not be illegal even if I was 50. Plus she hss her periods regularly already and deslite being very young, she makes me happier and proved to be more trustworthy than my ex of 24. Also as I had said before the conclusion, both her father and her grandmother had already accepted our relationshipuntil that episode

 

[dypetrod]

I wrote that because I personally found it unfair for her to take my gf's cell phone, after all she's a teen and deserves some entertaintment (just like she keeps watching tv all day), plus we wouldn't be able to talk, they allowed us to meet only on saturdays and sundays at her place. I wasn't expecting her father would see our messages but yes, I would be pissed off too in his place, I realize that, It's the same reason why he got into an argument with me the first time he saw me there, because his mother got worried sick when my gf ran away from home. I have a mother too.
I've made a mistake. I should've thought better than writing that threat, knowing her grandmother just took her cell phone by that time and they could turn it on (she always turns it off before giving it to her grandmother) and check its contents at any moment. I didn't want to risk everything we have accomplished, that acceptance from her family was everything we always wanted and fought for.
I said he is no father as far as I'm concerned because he has got her mother pregnant when he was 15 and then just left her, and moved on to a new wife and got her pregnant too, then broke up with her, he currently must be with his third or fourth wife (who he has been cheating on) and has at least three different sons out there in different places. Plus when he took my gf to live with her grandmother when she was 7, he told his brother and his brother's son they could abuse her and fuck her all they want (which hasn't really happened besides her uncle touching her down there when she was 9 and sleeping) and he didn't care. This,in my eyes, is no father!!
I feel broken for what happened, I feel demoralized, I feel a hybrid of hatred, regret and sadness/emptiness. I don't quite think the threat I wrote justifies he making my gf "betray" me that way and see everything she saw yesterday. But at the moment, I don't really mind the set-up, the beating, the aching on my face, the hatred...I could finely just let all of that go, as long as can still have her, talk to her again, see her, have her around, because the feeling of not having her, not knowing what is currently going on her mind, not knowing whether and when I'll see (or even talk to) her again and the fear of having hopelessly lost her this time hurts more than all the punches, slaps and kicks I got yesterday.
Update: My father got pissed off for knowing what has happened and drove to their place last night, he personally talked to her grandmother and father but they ended up licking each other's boots, chit-chatting and I ended up as the "black sheep" to blame for everything and in shame...both her father and grandmother told me "give it a break, if you really like her let her study and please don't chase her, and get a job. When you get a job, start to believe in jesus, stop thinking about all that 'gray energy' stuff and your mind changes, then you can date her".(Yes, I quit my job as an english teacher the first time she ran away from home. I'm currently on the search for a new one, but not particularly because of this)
And as for fighting back the abuse I took, I've done the Death Spell meditation on him  Does that sound fair? (Note: He is not the one who maintains her grandmother's household. And my gf hates him)
Thank you for reading and for the advices
Hail Satan!!!

 

[centralforce6661]

I have been in almost this exact same situation some years ago, almost 7 to be precise. I've since learnt some important things.

The first is that any relationship that starts out on inequal footing such as a teacher with a student or in my case a manager with an employee is bound to have limitations. Also, the stress that it sounds like you were going through for the sake of the relationship might have offset its beneficial elements to a degree. I know this isn't what you want to hear right now but it would be irresponsible to tell it to you any other way.

The second is that I now have kids of my own and understand *to a certain extent* the desire to protect ones own children. Granted some take it too far or go about it the wrong way such as this individual who took it upon himself to deal his own punishment, I still understand the motivating emotions behind the actions. Also, in terms of future prospects with this girl, it only stands to reason that ostracizing her from her family for the sake of being with you may only create resentment from her toward you in the future.

In my case, I tried to curse her mother. Being new, I thought it wouldn't work. Alas, her mother became incredibly sick, struck with pneumonia and a complicating virus that many people die from. I then made the foolish mistake of telling the girl this exact thing. Wow did that back fire, her mother rapidly improved (she was a somewhat spiritual lady, of Greek lineage) and of course the girl hated me. This was all after being bashed by her step dad at a party because their daughter decided to show her affections for me in front of them, which we had agreed prior not to do.

I had to walk away from that situation because it became dangerous for me. And at that time in that desperation, I called out to Satan and He told me He would ensure that no harm came to me from them (as they had threatened to kill me etc.) however I had to ex-communicate the girl... I did so and not a hair on my head was thus harmed.

I'm not going to advise you as such, however I have presented some key points about the lessons I learned. You must make a decision for yourself. There is no shame from walking away and sometimes the relationships that bring the problems are the ones that are best avoided and that you may be glad you got out of in years to come, especially if you deeply and honestly question the reasons the relationship was formed etc.

I chose not to curse the people involved with me years later when I reconsidered the situation from a more spiritually mature perspective and even now that I have acquired the skill to curse as effectively as anyone, I still choose not to but that's not to say that you need not. I certainly let my emotions fly at the time (in a magical sense) but as to how effective that was then I do not know. I sought Satan's counsel when I could take no more and HIS advice I took without looking back.

HAIL SATAN!

 

[call_me_something_else]

@op:

Then the best thing you can do is to include envisioning her in protective, golden/white light, along with your own.

Sieg heil!
Hail Father Satan!

 

[call_me_something_else]

Yes, it still disturbs me a bit personally, too but it's not my say.

Hail Father Satan Forever!

 

[dark_pagan_666]

You are both a Spiritual Satanist, that you and your girlfriend is at bad terms now, does not mean it will be so forever. Satan knows. If you anyhow are in doubts, ask Satan for help, be patient.

(Here in Norway, the age of consent is 16)

If your relationship is of any importance, which from what you've wrote I truly believe that is. Satan will bring the two of you back together, this goes for a friendship as well (between two SS).
Right now, this may be a mess, due to her being 14 or just 15 and under strict control of her grandmother/family. Who knows, maybe Satan will bring the two of you back together later in life when you both are ready and in more "legal" terms. I am not saying like in your 50s but in her early 20s and your middle 20s.

This is utterly a learning process for the two of you. But, of course, you are very young, you have so much to learn about emotions, love, passion, sorrow, hatred and so on. This experience is actually very good, if you understand me correctly. This is more of an experience to growth, emotionally and mentally. You both are guided by Satan together with a reason. Although, this could be for only to gain certain experience and knowledge.

Like with me for an example:
I was just 18 years old, never ever been in love before. Yeah, I've had crushes but that's it.
Found Spiritual Satanism as 17, asked Satan to bring me The One.
As 18, I met this guy, which was really weird, different and amazing in so many levels. He took the breath out of me. We met at summer, did *not* have that love at first sight thing...But the chemistry, oh sweet mama bliss!
After two weeks, he moved in to my place..sort of. After a month, he dedicated himself as well.

I truly believed with my entire existence that he was The One, and Satan brought us together because we were a match and that we fits as a whole.
Well....I got too deep intense emotions, turned obsessed. And well...It all turned in to this horrific nasty thing.

As he was an SS as well, I actually made it an obligation that he was going to become my soulmate. Poor man!

This was guided by Satan so both of us could get to know ourselves much better, and fix certain problems. On my side, it was to gain control on my emotions and become more objective along with other stuff.

Now, I understand better, this vicious cycle was continuing for about two years. I am freeing my soul, and no longer cares for him at all.
Although, I still get the signs everywhere that he still is The One, and we just have to grow a little bit more before Satan will bring us back together.
This however, I believe is just my subconscious that still hopes it is him. And that the enemy is pushing this a tiny bit.

Though, Satan told me "I've shown you hundreds of times, and will show you thousands more, that he is The One"

I ignore this by all costs and want to find myself a new one, due to the bad things he has done to me, and what I did to him, and also the other considerations that just point out a repeatingly bad relationship.

I believe Satan just brought me to him so I could convert him, and that's it.

Hope it works out for the two of you, and good luck further on your journeys.

HAIL SATAN!

 

[dypetrod]

It is legal. As I've stated before the conclusion, in my country the age of consent is 14. And it's not really his property, his home is in a city about 520 Kilometers away and he came to town weeks ago to look for a job. But it's her grandmother's property and she's the one who maintains the household and makes the rules. And as for losing my job for that, it was in fact a basic rule of the company that teachers couldn't have relationships with students or with other workers and my boss has once called my attention for that, but actually I've resigned from my job right after the first time she ran away from home and I'm currently on the search for a new one.Also, as I've stated before the conclusion, both he and her grandmother have peacefully accepted our relationship until this happened.
And as for being mature, everyone of us is continuously getting more and more mature with time, right? I personally believe myself to be more mature than the average 19 year-old person, I'm not the kind of person who wastes his time with video-games, drinking, horsing around etc. Despite her *very* young age, she has shown me how much she respects me and really wants to seriously be with me...and I've been teaching her what I know in all ways and helping her evolve into a more mature person. And I've been glad to see her grow with me.
I understand your point of view and thank you for your advice but, with all respect, it sounds like an easy point of view from someone who doesn't desire to be in a relationship (or doesn't really care to be in one) and has that "plenty of fish in the sea" attitute...Well of course, being in a relationship is a personal choice of each one, responsibility to the responsible. And, of course, I have to take care of myself first before others. But it's not been just about being with a girl for me, it's been about being with THAT girl. My ex has disappointed me enough to the point where I wouldn't really care to be in a relationship, but then I knew this girl...and damn, she is so different, so real to me, I could cite a huge list of things she has done for me. In my eyes, she is a wonderful gift from Father Satan! We've had a couple of disagreements, but that's part of any healthy relationship and in the end, we always reconcile greatly for there are no doubts we actually want to be together. She's never made me unhappy and I finally feel I've been in a relationship for the rightful reasons (unlike some who are unhappy and deny it or some who cheat, for instance her father)
We've trusted each other and made our efforts together to keep together since day one and despite what happened this friday, everything else has gone right for us in those 5 and a half months. But I wrote that one threat her father saw, and risked everything we have accomplished that way...if only I could go back in time, I'd still be talking to her right now and wouldn't feel empty. But I strongly believe it's not over, we went through a lot together and fought hard to be together. I think and hope it's a matter of time until we see again...I currently have no idea what's going on her mind and all I wanted was to let her know I won't give up on her. But we think so alike I believe she's thinking the same. She has school tomorrow and that's the chance she texts me from a friend's cell phone or something.
And yes I am considering getting into something of that sort, boxing, some martial art, etc
Than you for the attention and advice
Hail Satan!

 

[dark_pagan_666]

Then you fight for that girl! I just hope for your sake she is wanting the same thing, just as much as you do!

What I meant more "legal" terms, is that when she turnes 18, her grandmother and parents are no longer in control.

I would definetly ask Satan for help, you are very honest about this, so ask him for help so you can get back your girl!

Martial arts is definitely a good help!

HAIL SATAN!

 

[dypetrod]

@dark_pagan_666 I'm sorry, I should have marked names, my last reply was intended to @eu71992
Thank you for sharing your story, and yes I agree with you, I was damn unhappy with my ex (who turned out to be a jew) and I strongly believe Father Satan has brought me and my current gf together and has been keeping us together in a way everything goes right for us since day one, and I know Father Satan won't let us apart because this is for real! Our relationship even seems like it was actually planned in some aspects (we started dating the day following the day we've met, my ex broke up with me early on that same day we officially started dating, we have the same last names almost as if we were born married xD and, we officially started dating right on Valentines Day (here, June 12)
And yes, what happened was a good experience in a certain way, after all, what comes easy won't last long and what lasts longer won't come easy. It is kind of like a test, a trial by fire. We've gone through tough moments like that before, but we went trhough them strong and we won, and never ever turned our backs on each other. And I believe that the same is going on now. I sorely miss her and feel empty not being able to talk to her like I always used to until that day, and it's tough. But if you want easy, you can't go far. If I didn't really love her, I'd have already given up by now, in fact, I'd have already given up long ago when the first difficulties came up. But I'm seriously strong about what I really want, and yes, it may be a matter of time, long or short, but I will make it through yet this one. I've learned from what happened and it has made me stronger and also more certain that I really want her in my life!
And as for her, she was able to text me from her friend's cell phone at school and we talked and, happily (but not necessarily surprisingly), she still wants me and is willng to be with me even after that, and that's all I needed to hear! it was such a relief to know she still cares and won't give up on me easily. She has also explained on how it wasn't her fault that her father beat me, she wouldn't do that at her will.This week is her last week at school this year and maybe our last chance to talk behind the curtains (she's currently grounded after what happened and I don't know how long that gorunding may last), so now it's really a matter of time for us to work on that and be accepted by her family again.
I've been including visualizing us in a brilliant white-gold aura on my daily meditations and asking Satan for help.
And of course, in gratitude, I will lead her into getting spiritually stronger and fight for Satan along with me
Thank you for your advice and wishes
Hail Satan!