Hey, my satanic brothers and sisters,
I have a deep problem with Neptune.
My natal Neptune is in my first house. So for a long time I had problems with staying consistent with a lot of stuff. At first I wasn't aware of how much of a problem it is.
Until this year my solar return chart intensified it really bad to the point I got really weak, lost, and naive. I am really struggling with it to the point it is messing with my mental health. The enemy also gives me thoughts that I am weak or I will give up satanism somehow or that I don't deserve being a satanist. I know these are attacks especially since my solar chakra is attacked I am doing my best to burn the enemy though.
I am trying to figure out info on how I can sublimate it or at least overcome it some way. But I can't seem to find much or anything practical. I really want to become stronger and will do what it takes.
I know because my Neptune was intensified so I can be aware then finally get rid of this underlying problem.
So Satanists, do you have any info on how to obliterate my Neptune?
Any reply is incredibly appreciated.
Thanks!
HAIL ZEUS!

