First calm down. Satan has told me this before. If you worry you are far more prone to failure, literally. Second, there is always another way. Know, if you saw colors you are actually quite gifted.
Seeing colors and or visualizing them are not the only means for performing magick. Actually colors are anologous to sound. If you double the octave continuously you will eventually get the color analogous to the sound. They are actually the same thing. Simply different octaves. There are actually electrical impulses analogous to colors and sound as well. This is also the reason why letters of different alphabets have been assigned colors in some traditions and them to tarot cards. This comes from modern science and ancient greek and egyptian schools of magic. This is why there are people who simply use cabbalic formulas and concentration and reap success. Remember everything vibrates and everything is vibration. So, you can use sound to fix the problem and to have success in magick, such as with the runes. This information is the foundation for systems such as the key to the true kabbalah, colors to chakras, visualization, etc.
Breathing techniques have also been employed in situations as this because airactually is comprised of aspects which are analogous to the elements.
So you can use techniques such as breathing and orvis
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Subject: help 3rd eye wont let me see colors
I used to be able to get a pulsing sensation when meditating on my 3rd eye and then push into it and eventually see colors and shapes etc. now I can't. I can release tension at it but I cannot see colors etc and if I exhale and hold my breath for some reason i cannot feel tension at it anymore at all. I think my 3rd eye is completely fucked up and this makes me very pissed off because i have no idea on what to do about it. If i cant fix it theres no point in being a satanist anymore because i wont be able to do meditations etc properly and improve. or see stuff properly through my 3rd eye. i'll just be a fucking fail if i cant fix it.