--- In , Walls of Teardrops <vampiregod1954@... wrote:
Welcome to the group!
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From: dani_fae666 <dani_fae666@...
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Sent: Sunday, May 20, 2012 12:40 PM
Subject: Hello.
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My name is Danielle. I am 21 years old. I had dedicated myself to Satanism about 6 months ago, a while after I had come across your website and have been reading up on religions and mythology. First of all I am adopted. I know nothing about my real family. My adoptive fathers side of the family is so catholic its not even funny. My Busha (grandma) went as far as saying she would disown my father if my mother did not convert from Lutheran to Catholic before they married. When I was little I was forced into going to church, CCD, and to go on to get my communion and confirmation. I remember always doing everything in my power not to go. It was like a deep hatred I could never explain. When I was old enough to say no I stopped going to church. Eventually I went on to study Wicca for about 5 years, where I had discovered my guardian Raven. I felt closer but something was still not right...Â
Egyptian mythology caught my eye in particular since I learned about Egypt in second grade, and I had become infatuated with it over the years, eventually getting a tattoo of the Ankh and the two eyes on either side of it on my back.  An interest peeked in Satanism, though, about 6 years ago after I read my friends "Necronomicon." I never read Anton LaVeys Satanic Bible, though she had that also. I dont know why, but I was actually never interested in reading it... One day I decided to read up on Satanism after hearing that my other friend turned Satanic, and she was wearing the Pentagram. It caught my attention. I started to research, and I came across your site. I started reading and I was instantly drawn in to it, also feeling like someone was watching me closely as I read. Things started to make sense finally.  Ive been looking for answers ever since i was a little girl, after being visited by a demon in the form of a large, black wolf/ dog.
This was shortly after my first communion. I never had any idea that everything i was about to find out tied into everything I went through over the years. I have many more stories that I may share at a later date that also tie in with everything... I learn more every day. For instance that my boyfriend was into Satanism in the past, and got back to it after he had met me. I was not Satanic when I first met him, but I was reading on it. He had literally just told me this the other day. I knew he had a bit of an interest in it considering the fact that he had "666" in his username, but I didnt know he followed and knew as much as he did about it. He kept it to himself. Now hes starting not to hide it anymore. Which is great! Sorry for the ramble, but anyways... I am really looking forward to chatting with everyone, and learning more!!!!!!!