Hello and welcome! I hope you take the knowledge from here and the TOZ site deep into your soul and that your glow helps others find the Path. Again Welcome!!
Welcome! Your nickname Enima666 makes me think of enigma. Good choice However, it would be better if you didn't introduce yourself with a name. I know it is a rather common name in that region, still, giving both a name and a country may make it difficult for you to protect your anonymity.
Theistic Zevism is nowhere enough to encompass our Father. My personal favorite is this article: https://templeofzeus.org/SatanOdin.php He has been here with us since the dawn of humanity, long before yehuborim and their byproducts islam and christianity existed, and we have to make people remember. Don't forget to read the main website to learn more about him.
As dedicated followers of our Father, we don't have the right to passively wait for him to save us. We have to do the saving, following his dictates and with his guidance. Thank you for your heartfelt prayers.