hello everyone I am new here... this is something that I have been thinking about for a while now because of the luck that I have had all my life has been and the dreams that I have had.. everything came together for me the other night when I realized that this is where I was suppose to be, no lie it is the truth. I was made to be a christian and not by choice but I always had interest in magic and powers of the mind and have actually done certain things by accident when I was meditating, this so called thing that the christians pray to has never helped me in any way, everything that I have done I have had to do myself. After being poisoned 2 times, falling off cliffs and drowning; after all of that I was thinking that my life was going nowhere and it was not. I lost my fiancee because of the problems that we were having I mean we are friends now but still I want to be back with her but there seems to be no hope there at all. but after reading on the website the information contained there it seems that my path had been headed in the wrong way and that this is where I should be I have had many questions about myself like the appearance of the letters that are on my palms the letter (E) on the right palm and the letter (a) on the left palm no one has ever been able to give me the answer that I ask for they always just turn away and never talk about it again and I was wondering what if you life in a town that does not sell different colored candles except the fragrance candles and the only candles you can get are white will that change the ritual in any way if anyone is online please message me on yahoo messenger because this is something that I am wanting to do tonight screen name is kyzhen thank you in advance for everything