Hey look, I'm sorry for flipping and losing my shit at you. It was just ultra-immature and uncalled for, not seeking forgiveness for my actions do not necessitate nor deserve for such a thing, but when I'm in the wrong, I'm in the wrong, period, I must man up and fess up and own up to it.
I just tend to have this cyclical behavior where
- I post something, feeling like "Know It All King" of the world, not knowing (or acknowledging) there are people more well-knowledged than I am
- I get proven wrong, and end viewing it through ultra-fucked up/ultra-emotional lense that leads to a lot of false misinterpretations and perceptions
- I lose my shit, and get my ass kicked
Sadly, this isn't limited to just JoS forums this is a cycle I've noticed in other forums of any niche you can think of. You know as they say, sometimes it's necessary to get one's ass kicked to learn a lesson, something which I've come to terms with.
I won't be online for a huge while, while I take the time to truly implement Satanism into my life.
....never even knew macademia nuts are from Hawaii...so I learned something new there......