Having Troubles and my dedication experience!

[iplaywithdeadthings]

Hello my family!

Well.. i am having some troubles. About a year ago i did my dedication ritual but i kinda wasnt serious bout it and i was in a pretty fucked up state. I was severly depressed my head was just fucked up. So bout 6 months later i did it again. This time i did from my heart and soul. About five mins after i did the ritual a beautiful shimmering golden figure came out of nowhere! It walked up to me and kissed me and the forehead then touched my chest where my heart is and dissapeared! After this figure left i felt energized and extremely happy! I felt amazing! Im not sure who it was but wow it was amazing!

Its now been another 6 months and i feel like shit. i cant seem to do any meditations or anything! I used to be able to fall into a trance in seconds now i cant fall in a trance at all! Its seems like my chakras and energy has gone! Maybe i pissed someone or something off. Maybe i just need to try harder with my meditations. Can anyone give a confused guy some help??

Thanx!

HAIL FATHER SATAN!
MAY YOU REIGN FOREVER AND EVER!

 

[allforenki]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "iplaywithdeadthings" <iplaywithdeadthings@... wrote:

Hello my family!

Well.. i am having some troubles. About a year ago i did my dedication ritual but i kinda wasnt serious bout it and i was in a pretty fucked up state. I was severly depressed my head was just fucked up. So bout 6 months later i did it again. This time i did from my heart and soul. About five mins after i did the ritual a beautiful shimmering golden figure came out of nowhere! It walked up to me and kissed me and the forehead then touched my chest where my heart is and dissapeared! After this figure left i felt energized and extremely happy! I felt amazing! Im not sure who it was but wow it was amazing!

Its now been another 6 months and i feel like shit. i cant seem to do any meditations or anything! I used to be able to fall into a trance in seconds now i cant fall in a trance at all! Its seems like my chakras and energy has gone! Maybe i pissed someone or something off. Maybe i just need to try harder with my meditations. Can anyone give a confused guy some help??

Thanx!

HAIL FATHER SATAN!
MAY YOU REIGN FOREVER AND EVER!

Get back on track. Do a Ritual to Satan to Thank him for accepting you and thank him for other stuff and also ask him to bring more Satanic energy into your life and to guide to Spiritual empowerment. This is like a reminder to Satan that your still serious about Satanism and you show him thanks. Then Clean your Chakras and Aura to make sure nothing is stopping you from meditation. Then Begin with energy breathing to elevate your mood and make you feel powerful. From here on you should be able to trance and meditate. Never stop meditating because its even harder to catch up where you used to be.

Hail Satan!

 

[gianni062991]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "iplaywithdeadthings" <iplaywithdeadthings@... wrote:

Hello my family!

Well.. i am having some troubles. About a year ago i did my dedication ritual but i kinda wasnt serious bout it and i was in a pretty fucked up state. I was severly depressed my head was just fucked up. So bout 6 months later i did it again. This time i did from my heart and soul. About five mins after i did the ritual a beautiful shimmering golden figure came out of nowhere! It walked up to me and kissed me and the forehead then touched my chest where my heart is and dissapeared! After this figure left i felt energized and extremely happy! I felt amazing! Im not sure who it was but wow it was amazing!

Its now been another 6 months and i feel like shit. i cant seem to do any meditations or anything! I used to be able to fall into a trance in seconds now i cant fall in a trance at all! Its seems like my chakras and energy has gone! Maybe i pissed someone or something off. Maybe i just need to try harder with my meditations. Can anyone give a confused guy some help??

Thanx!

HAIL FATHER SATAN!
MAY YOU REIGN FOREVER AND EVER!

you should have total faith in whatever means possible