kieithnightmare0
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I recently found out my elemental strengths and weaknesses through a natal chart interpretation. Wether I was led to find that out by the Gods or if it was just coincidence I am happy I found that information. I found that I have 1 sign of fire, 2 of air, 3 of earth, and 4 of water. I then looked up the "symptoms" of having weak fire element along with the info about it on the Jos.
Long story short, I decided to add invoking about 5 breaths of the fire element to my daily meditations in order to achieve balance. It has sort of worked so far, just kinda. And I've been having all kinds of problems since. I've only noticed a slight increase in body heat, which I wont push any further cause I"m sure being boiled alive is not fun. But problems with self esteem, more depression..etc and I don't know how I can get around this since I am plagued by on and off depression. I would like to know is this fire related? On the Jos it says that "you can get a backlash of water and this can manifest in depression" what exactly does that mean? Cause I'm thinking that is what happened to me, but then again, Water is my strong point. can anyone help me out? should I just invoke smaller amounts of fire? Or just stop all together?
HAIL FATHER SATAN!!!!!!
Long story short, I decided to add invoking about 5 breaths of the fire element to my daily meditations in order to achieve balance. It has sort of worked so far, just kinda. And I've been having all kinds of problems since. I've only noticed a slight increase in body heat, which I wont push any further cause I"m sure being boiled alive is not fun. But problems with self esteem, more depression..etc and I don't know how I can get around this since I am plagued by on and off depression. I would like to know is this fire related? On the Jos it says that "you can get a backlash of water and this can manifest in depression" what exactly does that mean? Cause I'm thinking that is what happened to me, but then again, Water is my strong point. can anyone help me out? should I just invoke smaller amounts of fire? Or just stop all together?
HAIL FATHER SATAN!!!!!!