Guardian Question

[guitar_god_wv]

This is a bit odd for me. I had a very strong vision in a trance state, in which I was with the presence of a demon. He showed me a few things, I didn't understand a lot of it, lots of random symbols and mathematical equations, a space ship of sorts, and a view of hell at the end, at least I assume it was hell, big city, with an odd blue haze rizing upwards into darkness. Anyway, I was meditating on finding my guardian demon at the time, during the trip, I asked him his name, I got a VERY strong impression of the word sloth. Should I assume that my guardian is Belphagor? Or was he calling me a sloth? I have been dedicated to Satan nearly 20 years, I just seem to have lost my ability to concentrate, and now many years later I am working hard once again. I know, go buy an Ouija board, or make a pendulum, I just don't have much freedom in my house to practice. I seem to have a strong psychic sort of connection to Satan and the Demons, can feel them with me a lot. I just don't want to call on belphagor constantly if he is not my guardian, though I do want to become his friend even if he isn't. Any suggestions? I really don't want to make him angry with me, as his friendship is important to me.

 

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i would suggest do a ritual and formally ask him there is no harm in asking if your respectful



On Monday, April 6, 2015 8:41 PM, "systematikdisorder@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  This is a bit odd for me. I had a very strong vision in a trance state, in which I was with the presence of a demon. He showed me a few things, I didn't understand a lot of it, lots of random symbols and mathematical equations, a space ship of sorts, and a view of hell at the end, at least I assume it was hell, big city, with an odd blue haze rizing upwards into darkness. Anyway, I was meditating on finding my guardian demon at the time, during the trip, I asked him his name, I got a VERY strong impression of the word sloth. Should I assume that my guardian is Belphagor? Or was he calling me a sloth? I have been dedicated to Satan nearly 20 years, I just seem to have lost my ability to concentrate, and now many years later I am working hard once again. I know, go buy an Ouija board, or make a pendulum, I just don't have much freedom in my house to practice. I seem to have a strong psychic sort of connection to Satan and the Demons, can feel them with me a lot. I just don't want to call on belphagor constantly if he is not my guardian, though I do want to become his friend even if he isn't. Any suggestions? I really don't want to make him angry with me, as his friendship is important to me.