Growing up to be a Satanist.

[High Priest Zevios Metathronos]

Satanism is a very longterm and positive investment, in every way.

Many people waste time with escapism and doing nothing to invest in their soul. As it happens when people don't invest in the material realm and in their necessities, and so this creates problem, such is the case with not investing in your soul, only that it leaves people devoid or very problematic on the inside.

Now that you have a better perspective you can see on the longterm aspect and just do what you have to do to better things.

 

[luis]

My experience was similar to you in some way. There is really nothing you can do about it, just start to meditate and do your best!

 

[Braun666]

Satanism is not a "religion" by todays standards at all. It is more a way of life. Eternal living. In fact Spiritual Satanism has a similar term Sanatana Dharma(though hinduism is corrupted of course) which means the Eternal Way. This perspective might help shift how you view this path.

We've all had similar experiences to greater or lesser extremes of what you've mentioned. It shouldn't come as a shock if one looks at the state of this world where lies literally equate truths at this point. Thus to follow this path of Eternal Truth, in a world where lies have gained prominence can lead to many truths about oneself and the world to surface. Some are willing to face these, accept and go on. Others retreat where it's most comfortable. But in the end this will only delay true spiritual fulfillment, which they know they need. Also past a point skipping will literally give one the feeling of not showering for 3 month, LITERALLY. You might not be at this level yet but, at this point one can only go forward. So might as well start now, avoid the delays and focus on the path.

It's a good you know that it was wasted time and that you could have spent your time elsewhere, this is a good quality and can really propel you forward once you get a proper footing on how to manage your time and prioritize what matter most.

It's a "roller coaster" but a straight path nonetheless. The more your cup gets filled with truths(meditating, yoga, communion with the Satan and the Gods), the more the truth comes out and the dross/lies gets removed with time as well.

You can really only fill this cup by staying consistent with the practices all of which are found in the JoS. You may feel you have wasted time, but all you can really do is look back and ask yourself what you learned from those past mistakes in the last decade. Next you can dwell on the next 10 years, having a couple of spiritual goals, a daily routines, future routines, levels and what you hope to spiritually achieve as central focus this time around. Have everything else in life come around this. That is a decision that will have to inevitably get made sooner or later.

 

[Wayofthegods]

Satanism is not a "religion" by todays standards at all. It is more a way of life. Eternal living. In fact Spiritual Satanism has a similar term Sanatana Dharma(though hinduism is corrupted of course) which means the Eternal Way. This perspective might help shift how you view this path.

We've all had similar experiences to greater or lesser extremes of what you've mentioned. It shouldn't come as a shock if one looks at the state of this world where lies literally equate truths at this point. Thus to follow this path of Eternal Truth, in a world where lies have gained prominence can lead to many truths about oneself and the world to surface. Some are willing to face these, accept and go on. Others retreat where it's most comfortable. But in the end this will only delay true spiritual fulfillment, which they know they need. Also past a point skipping will literally give one the feeling of not showering for 3 month, LITERALLY. You might not be at this level yet but, at this point one can only go forward. So might as well start now, avoid the delays and focus on the path.

It's a good you know that it was wasted time and that you could have spent your time elsewhere, this is a good quality and can really propel you forward once you get a proper footing on how to manage your time and prioritize what matter most.

It's a "roller coaster" but a straight path nonetheless. The more your cup gets filled with truths(meditating, yoga, communion with the Satan and the Gods), the more the truth comes out and the dross/lies gets removed with time as well.

You can really only fill this cup by staying consistent with the practices all of which are found in the JoS. You may feel you have wasted time, but all you can really do is look back and ask yourself what you learned from those past mistakes in the last decade. Next you can dwell on the next 10 years, having a couple of spiritual goals, a daily routines, future routines, levels and what you hope to spiritually achieve as central focus this time around. Have everything else in life come around this. That is a decision that will have to inevitably get made sooner or later.

I found this very Motivating and Moving. Thank you for your Wisdom Braun.

 

[Gearshift]

Satanism is not a "religion" by todays standards at all. It is more a way of life. Eternal living. In fact Spiritual Satanism has a similar term Sanatana Dharma(though hinduism is corrupted of course) which means the Eternal Way. This perspective might help shift how you view this path.

Just to update you to some new knowledge of the "Eternal way/living", what is politics and religion is a way of life for us.

It's Sanatama Dharma, the corrupted name is Sanatana Dharma notice double-death: Na-Na, it's kinda like Satanama it's not double-death. Decorrupted knowledge from Mageson if I remember correctly who brought it up. Stated Sanatama Dharma.

I guess on some level you can also call it: Satanama Dharma i.e. Satan's highest K-Yoga name. Don't think there is anything wrong with it besides a certain understanding of Sanatama and Satanama. I guess in the end it's a matter of president of calling it either Satan or Sanat.

Can't go wrong with either one, unless of course both have a meaning behind it and one is preferred over the other.

 

[Braun666]

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I found this very Motivating and Moving. Thank you for your Wisdom Braun.

Not a problem at all brother!