First off, I would like to mention that I am a very skeptical person when it comes to things like deities, magick, or anything paranormal or immeasurable by human beings. Or immeasurable things that humans claim to know all about. (eg: some made up new age crap)
Although I am clear in the head when it comes to the material and scientific world, I am very confused and cloudy when it comes to my deeper feelings. I feel like I need to find somewhere I belong, and I have been looking to spiritual answers: Satanism, Shamanism or Paganism being possibilities. I want to be aware of any higher power that exists, and expand my knowledge of the (currently) unknown.
A little bit about myself :
-I respect intelligence and productivity.
- I dislike blind or false optimism.
-I adore nature, and feel close connection to predatory creatures and the true brutality of mother nature.
-For some reason I absolutely hate it when people openly call themselves 'dark' ,'evil' , "insane" , "magical" or whatever else they can come up with in order to feel like a special little snowflake.
- I have a strong interest in darker aspects of the world, but I am not one of those people who want to be 'evil' , chaotic or murderous.
Now, I was wondering if I could turn to Satan, or any of the other gods of hell for assistance in answering my question:
" Do I belong as a Satanist? "
I just need to know if this is the right path for me.
Although I am clear in the head when it comes to the material and scientific world, I am very confused and cloudy when it comes to my deeper feelings. I feel like I need to find somewhere I belong, and I have been looking to spiritual answers: Satanism, Shamanism or Paganism being possibilities. I want to be aware of any higher power that exists, and expand my knowledge of the (currently) unknown.
A little bit about myself :
-I respect intelligence and productivity.
- I dislike blind or false optimism.
-I adore nature, and feel close connection to predatory creatures and the true brutality of mother nature.
-For some reason I absolutely hate it when people openly call themselves 'dark' ,'evil' , "insane" , "magical" or whatever else they can come up with in order to feel like a special little snowflake.
- I have a strong interest in darker aspects of the world, but I am not one of those people who want to be 'evil' , chaotic or murderous.
Now, I was wondering if I could turn to Satan, or any of the other gods of hell for assistance in answering my question:
" Do I belong as a Satanist? "
I just need to know if this is the right path for me.
