Goodbye Dear brothers and thank you!

[Kramer]

I come here to say goodbye to the brothers. I can't stay in the same place where I get insults for free just because the person thinks they have the right to do that to me. I am a very sensitive person, I have to deal with my low self-esteem on a daily basis and an inferiority complex, apart from another problem that I have that is the real reason for all of this. It made me really bad because I really can't deal with this kind of thing, I've already created trauma because of people like that. Anyway, I thank the true brothers who hugged me here and went out of their way to help and support me when I needed it. May Father Satan greatly bless all of you with good hearts. ♡

 

[Blitzkreig [TG]]

I come here to say goodbye to the brothers. I can't stay in the same place where I get insults for free just because the person thinks they have the right to do that to me. I am a very sensitive person, I have to deal with my low self-esteem on a daily basis and an inferiority complex, apart from another problem that I have that is the real reason for all of this. It made me really bad because I really can't deal with this kind of thing, I've already created trauma because of people like that. Anyway, I thank the true brothers who hugged me here and went out of their way to help and support me when I needed it. May Father Satan greatly bless all of you with good hearts. ♡

I genuinely think what happened in the other thread was a misunderstanding and not something meant to insult you.

When you open the door to advice, it is only natural that people will tell you what you have done wrong and right. That is not the same as a blatant insult.

Also understand that these people did not know you are sensitive and dealing with these problems, so they had no chance to adjust their speech accordingly. They are used to talking to people who may not listen to them, as opposed to sensitive people who are usually always listening.

I think you are doing fine, especially considering how you started. Would you be in a better position if you left a community of Satanists? You would be missing out on all the helpful people here.

If there are people genuinely insulting you, then you can block or report them.

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As for your question about the coding program: It is important if you actually like coding, because this is what you will do on a daily basis for a long time. As others mentioned, there are other options that can allow you to both learn AND test your interest without paying a large amount of money.

Yes, you can likely find a job if you complete that course, but we are trying to determine whether it is worth the money or not. Coding is not the only job that would fit your criteria, so that is why it is important to research this.

 

[Henu the Great]

I come here to say goodbye to the brothers.

You would be leaving the only place where you can get legitimate help to overcome your trauma and other deficiencies. Trust me, everything you have going wrong can be fixed with concentrated effort over time. You have barely begun. Take a step back, evaluate the situation and reconsider your view.

 

[Kramer]

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I come here to say goodbye to the brothers. I can't stay in the same place where I get insults for free just because the person thinks they have the right to do that to me. I am a very sensitive person, I have to deal with my low self-esteem on a daily basis and an inferiority complex, apart from another problem that I have that is the real reason for all of this. It made me really bad because I really can't deal with this kind of thing, I've already created trauma because of people like that. Anyway, I thank the true brothers who hugged me here and went out of their way to help and support me when I needed it. May Father Satan greatly bless all of you with good hearts. ♡

I genuinely think what happened in the other thread was a misunderstanding and not something meant to insult you.

When you open the door to advice, it is only natural that people will tell you what you have done wrong and right. That is not the same as a blatant insult.

Also understand that these people did not know you are sensitive and dealing with these problems, so they had no chance to adjust their speech accordingly. They are used to talking to people who may not listen to them, as opposed to sensitive people who are usually always listening.

I think you are doing fine, especially considering how you started. Would you be in a better position if you left a community of Satanists? You would be missing out on all the helpful people here.

If there are people genuinely insulting you, then you can block or report them.

-----------------

As for your question about the coding program: It is important if you actually like coding, because this is what you will do on a daily basis for a long time. As others mentioned, there are other options that can allow you to both learn AND test your interest without paying a large amount of money.

Yes, you can likely find a job if you complete that course, but we are trying to determine whether it is worth the money or not. Coding is not the only job that would fit your criteria, so that is why it is important to research this.

Honestly, I can't stand being attacked by people anymore. I really thought that here I would be embraced and understood. But until here I have to go through this. It looks like a chase. I really can't take it anymore. I am tired. If I don't try, they judge me and when I try, they judge me anyway. The will I have is to just give up once and for all. You really embraced me here in the community and were patient with me when I posted questions. But now that I see that I'm going to be attacked here too, I better keep living alone anyway. I've lived my whole life like this, I'm tired of trying to get out of it. Please, if you know any way to delete account here, please let me know.

 

[Maya]

I come here to say goodbye to the brothers. I can't stay in the same place where I get insults for free just because the person thinks they have the right to do that to me. I am a very sensitive person, I have to deal with my low self-esteem on a daily basis and an inferiority complex, apart from another problem that I have that is the real reason for all of this. It made me really bad because I really can't deal with this kind of thing, I've already created trauma because of people like that. Anyway, I thank the true brothers who hugged me here and went out of their way to help and support me when I needed it. May Father Satan greatly bless all of you with good hearts. ♡

Just like the real world, here you will find people with different characters, different tempers, different experiences, different way of thinking. So when someone expresses themselves it doesn't mean they want to be mean to you and insult you. I understand that you might got hurt, but when we post anything here, be it a question, a realization etc. people are welcome to say their honest opinions. And this happens in real life to. You think you will earn something if you leave from here? The comfort you will earn will be short-term, and this is the easy way.

My advice to you would be not to take things personally, work on yourself, work on your advancement, be present here if you believe this helps you and realize that reading some honest words, written not in the way you would express yourself, doesn't mean people want to hurt you.

 

[Blitzkreig [TG]]

Honestly, I can't stand being attacked by people anymore. I really thought that here I would be embraced and understood. But until here I have to go through this. It looks like a chase. I really can't take it anymore. I am tired. If I don't try, they judge me and when I try, they judge me anyway. The will I have is to just give up once and for all. You really embraced me here in the community and were patient with me when I posted questions. But now that I see that I'm going to be attacked here too, I better keep living alone anyway. I've lived my whole life like this, I'm tired of trying to get out of it. Please, if you know any way to delete account here, please let me know.

You made a post about karma earlier, and I think what you are experiencing now is negative karma pertaining to your social standing. This can come from your Mercury placement, 11th house placements, negative pluto placements, etc.

You will want to do a freeing working for this, and while it may pull some negative feelings out of you, you will definitely feel much better and happier afterwards. Freeing the soul: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=76661

Although you may not know it, most people have some sort of emotional or social trauma to deal with, so you are not alone here. However, what is really important is being brave and not doing destructive actions as a result of this.

I would suggest that you simply take a break if you feel stressed, but please do not delete your account or run away from here entirely. There is no other community for Satanists, and the Gods will often use these forums to direct answers to you.

By pushing against our negative karma, we break the cycle. We cannot just run away from it.

 

[Kramer]

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Honestly, I can't stand being attacked by people anymore. I really thought that here I would be embraced and understood. But until here I have to go through this. It looks like a chase. I really can't take it anymore. I am tired. If I don't try, they judge me and when I try, they judge me anyway. The will I have is to just give up once and for all. You really embraced me here in the community and were patient with me when I posted questions. But now that I see that I'm going to be attacked here too, I better keep living alone anyway. I've lived my whole life like this, I'm tired of trying to get out of it. Please, if you know any way to delete account here, please let me know.

You made a post about karma earlier, and I think what you are experiencing now is negative karma pertaining to your social standing. This can come from your Mercury placement, 11th house placements, negative pluto placements, etc.

You will want to do a freeing working for this, and while it may pull some negative feelings out of you, you will definitely feel much better and happier afterwards. Freeing the soul: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=76661

Although you may not know it, most people have some sort of emotional or social trauma to deal with, so you are not alone here. However, what is really important is being brave and not doing destructive actions as a result of this.

I would suggest that you simply take a break if you feel stressed, but please do not delete your account or run away from here entirely. There is no other community for Satanists, and the Gods will often use these forums to direct answers to you.

By pushing against our negative karma, we break the cycle. We cannot just run away from it.

I need to think if I'm going to keep trying. because the will that I really have is just to give up everything. I need to think...