HP. Zevios Metathronos said:
I also personally believe you are overly influenced from hanging around with people who, when you will be past surgery and if you change your mind, will not be there for you, but are only tampering with your mind today.
Hanging around the modern trans community appears to solve way less than it fixes, and breeds all the more confusion for anyone involved in there.
Anyway, in the end of the day your decisions are your own. You need to be careful.