Greetings!
Recently I slowly but surely started enjoying the road, instead of fixing my eye to the destination. I dont exactly know how I did it, since I was only focused on achieving things, but I did ask the gods a few months ago, "Great Gods, please, help me, so that my journey is not a struggle, but of ease and joy".
Different power meditations cause enjoyment, now long sessions seems like a wellness. Doing things because I would like to, not because I have to. For example, one day I was too tired, so I only did some void meditation, other day long kundalini yoga, other just staying in my garden, on the sun and power meditating, because I felt like it.
Like in the start of Thus spoke Zarathustra, one transform into a camel, than a lion, and finally into a child, who sees everything as a game(for any other Nietzsche-nerds here).
Sure, only downside is that Ill advance a bit slower for a while, but thats just because a part of me still dont belive that progress can be fun and enjoyable. Its a bit uneasy feeling to loosen, or even let go my control.
Just wanted to share this.
Have a lovely day!
“Out of life's school of war—what doesn't kill me, makes me stronger.”
“Have I been understood?—*Dionysus versus the crucified*.—“