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Hi. I've looked past some old searches regarding this line in the Al-Jilwah, when Satan says that He "does not allow friendly associations with other people". I understand that this means jews of course, but does it wholly include every Gentile who is not an SS?
The thing is, I'm someone who makes friends quickly due to just how I am, it's in my Natal chart at quite prominent extents, and I don't necessarily like it. Because I'm afraid of making friends with non-SS and that it goes against what Satan said in the Al-Jilwah. Yet at the same time, I can't help but feel that having friends to talk and laugh with is an enjoyable experience. Especially considering having experienced loneliness in the past. Do you know what I mean? Even despite the fact that friends may bear such different ideals and backgrounds and unfortunately religions. Perhaps it's selfish, and perhaps I should stop. It almost feels like I'm betraying. I know that social interaction creates bonds on the astral that can negatively affect you, which is bad for any SS, and I always care to be wary.
If I'm on the Internet, however, I can't exactly tell through text who is a jew, and through voice chats and the like I'm only kind of able to sense it. It's always till they suddenly say they're from israel and then my heart drops and I need to sever some threads. Which I fully get but it's just a short sense of disappointment after getting to have a fun and friendly talk with someone (not necessarily a jew). The same goes for IRL friends, getting to go out and do something fun is just... fun, you know? I always believed that it doesn't matter as long as no one knows I'm an SS and as long as the conversation doesn't move towards religion. And of course as long as they're not jewish.
I don't understand, because if what I'm feeling is bad, I would have absolutely no friends considering the sheer scarcity of Dedicated SS, and I would be very lonely. I'm sure I have had xians as friends in the past and muslims and unfortunately jews too (before I knew if they were jews).
To what extent does Satan's dictation regarding not allowing friendly associations with other people, truly go?
Hail Satan
The thing is, I'm someone who makes friends quickly due to just how I am, it's in my Natal chart at quite prominent extents, and I don't necessarily like it. Because I'm afraid of making friends with non-SS and that it goes against what Satan said in the Al-Jilwah. Yet at the same time, I can't help but feel that having friends to talk and laugh with is an enjoyable experience. Especially considering having experienced loneliness in the past. Do you know what I mean? Even despite the fact that friends may bear such different ideals and backgrounds and unfortunately religions. Perhaps it's selfish, and perhaps I should stop. It almost feels like I'm betraying. I know that social interaction creates bonds on the astral that can negatively affect you, which is bad for any SS, and I always care to be wary.
If I'm on the Internet, however, I can't exactly tell through text who is a jew, and through voice chats and the like I'm only kind of able to sense it. It's always till they suddenly say they're from israel and then my heart drops and I need to sever some threads. Which I fully get but it's just a short sense of disappointment after getting to have a fun and friendly talk with someone (not necessarily a jew). The same goes for IRL friends, getting to go out and do something fun is just... fun, you know? I always believed that it doesn't matter as long as no one knows I'm an SS and as long as the conversation doesn't move towards religion. And of course as long as they're not jewish.
I don't understand, because if what I'm feeling is bad, I would have absolutely no friends considering the sheer scarcity of Dedicated SS, and I would be very lonely. I'm sure I have had xians as friends in the past and muslims and unfortunately jews too (before I knew if they were jews).
To what extent does Satan's dictation regarding not allowing friendly associations with other people, truly go?
Hail Satan