Finally DEDICATED !!!!

[marshjohn30]

well,I dedicated myself last night. It went not so good. After writing prayer i really dont know from and how i got guts to cut my left index finger. It has got little wide cut,got enough blood,blood wasnt stopping to come out so i had to end the ritual at the time. Wanted to stay and meditate until candle has burnt out. But honestly I felt very very good. Got an inner happiness and strength. HAILLL Our FATHER SATAN !
LOVE YOU GOD.

 

[Lord Kayle]

Congratulations!~ 
 As long as you got your DNA on the prayer paper and burned it at some point, then I think you're good.
~ Hail Enki!~ Hail Father Satan!~ Heil Hitler!~ Heil Heinrich Himmler!~ Hail the Mighty Gods of Duat!~ Heil the Ascended Master St. Germaine!~ 

On Sun, Feb 26, 2012 at 6:44 PM, marshjohn30 <marshjohn30@... wrote:

  well,I dedicated myself last night. It went not so good. After writing prayer i really dont know from and how i got guts to cut my left index finger. It has got little wide cut,got enough blood,blood wasnt stopping to come out so i had to end the ritual at the time. Wanted to stay and meditate until candle has burnt out. But honestly I felt very very good. Got an inner happiness and strength. HAILLL Our FATHER SATAN !
LOVE YOU GOD.

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<[/IMG]<font>~ Hail Enki!~ Hail Father Satan!~ Heil Hitler! ~ Heil Himmler!~ Hail the Mighty Gods of Duat!~    ~ Heil the Ascended Master St. Germaine! ~[/I]

 

[wellness60]

Hi, and welcome to the family my brother! HAIL ENKI!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "marshjohn30" <marshjohn30@... wrote:

well,I dedicated myself last night. It went not so good. After writing prayer i really dont know from and how i got guts to cut my left index finger. It has got little wide cut,got enough blood,blood wasnt stopping to come out so i had to end the ritual at the time. Wanted to stay and meditate until candle has burnt out. But honestly I felt very very good. Got an inner happiness and strength. HAILLL Our FATHER SATAN !
LOVE YOU GOD.

 

[Brian Gibbons]

Very good news indeed.Congrats and Welcome.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 Hail Satan
Brian 
"I will crush Christianity under my boot like a poisonous toad." - Adolf Hitler

From: wellness60 <wellness60@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Sunday, February 26, 2012 11:46 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Finally DEDICATED !!!!

  Hi, and welcome to the family my brother! HAIL ENKI!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "marshjohn30" <marshjohn30@... wrote:

well,I dedicated myself last night. It went not so good. After writing prayer i really dont know from and how i got guts to cut my left index finger. It has got little wide cut,got enough blood,blood wasnt stopping to come out so i had to end the ritual at the time. Wanted to stay and meditate until candle has burnt out. But honestly I felt very very good. Got an inner happiness and strength. HAILLL Our FATHER SATAN !
LOVE YOU GOD.

 

[marshjohn30]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "wellness60" <wellness60@... wrote:

Hi, and welcome to the family my brother! HAIL ENKI!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "marshjohn30" <marshjohn30@ wrote:

well,I dedicated myself last night. It went not so good. After writing prayer i really dont know from and how i got guts to cut my left index finger. It has got little wide cut,got enough blood,blood wasnt stopping to come out so i had to end the ritual at the time. Wanted to stay and meditate until candle has burnt out. But honestly I felt very very good. Got an inner happiness and strength. HAILLL Our FATHER SATAN !
LOVE YOU GOD.

im feeling so good and very some little changes in me .Thank you brothers. Hail Satan !

 

[Allison P]

The amount of blood does not matter. The important thing is, you did
it. Welcome to the family, my Brother! Hail Father Satan!

On 2/26/12, marshjohn30 <marshjohn30@... wrote:


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "wellness60" <wellness60@... wrote:

Hi, and welcome to the family my brother! HAIL ENKI!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "marshjohn30" <marshjohn30@ wrote:

well,I dedicated myself last night. It went not so good. After writing
prayer i really dont know from and how i got guts to cut my left index
finger. It has got little wide cut,got enough blood,blood wasnt stopping
to come out so i had to end the ritual at the time. Wanted to stay and
meditate until candle has burnt out. But honestly I felt very very good.
Got an inner happiness and strength. HAILLL Our FATHER SATAN !
LOVE YOU GOD.

im feeling so good and very some little changes in me .Thank you brothers.
Hail Satan !

 

[Hot Guy]

yer lucky as i got mine done right in the nick of time before i got kicked out of my previous place of living due to the damn smoke detector being so sensitive.  so i had wished i had time to meditate. yes i was very defensive when confronted by the owner of the adult family home i used to live in and he may have called the cops because i threatened to beat his ass if he told people.  which unfortunately people were told anyways.  but the thing is despite it all i had never had that kind of courage ever before in my life before that night. i btw was not going to beat anyone's ass i jsut wanted to be left alone to do my thing but some people are jsut assholes about it. well that and the fact that the caregivers there are catholic and shit and that may have had something to do with it as RHP people are ASSHOLES (all of them).  despite it all i knew that that courage had to come from somewhere/some source i had not previously had before that night as before in life i feared confrontation in allot of ways as i was that kinda guy.
do not get me wrong if that had not happened i would have meditated after it went out if i had that much time.

BUT NO LONGER.

but then at the same time meditation is something i also seek to learn more and more about here as i am new to this as well and may take me some time before i am somewhat good at it but as long as i keep at it i am sure i will make progress eventually.
Anyway where i am now i am not sure if they are tolerant of fire but i found away around it.  if i use the bathroom late at night i can do anything to do with lighting candles and incense in there. and when im in my room i can use a flameless battery operated candle and these reed defusers which i beleive do not require lighting if i wanna do stuff in there.

so overall i am doing much better these days
i practice meditation in my spare time during the evenings and even know a few different locations of which i can purchase candles.

i did have one question on my mind well a few actually
aside from large red flameless candles are tea lights and other flameless candles good too?
also some of these are white but i am not sure if white is good in satanism or not
if not then is it okay if one like myself where to simply purchase some paint and paint over the white or otherwise undesired color?
overall to wrap this up i just have to say you are lucky to be able to meditate at all.  man i envy you.


From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Monday, February 27, 2012 12:48 AM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Finally DEDICATED !!!!

  Very good news indeed.Congrats and Welcome.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 Hail Satan
Brian 
"I will crush Christianity under my boot like a poisonous toad." - Adolf Hitler

From: wellness60 <wellness60@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Sunday, February 26, 2012 11:46 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Finally DEDICATED !!!!

  Hi, and welcome to the family my brother! HAIL ENKI!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "marshjohn30" <marshjohn30@... wrote:

well,I dedicated myself last night. It went not so good. After writing prayer i really dont know from and how i got guts to cut my left index finger. It has got little wide cut,got enough blood,blood wasnt stopping to come out so i had to end the ritual at the time. Wanted to stay and meditate until candle has burnt out. But honestly I felt very very good. Got an inner happiness and strength. HAILLL Our FATHER SATAN !
LOVE YOU GOD.