JackBlackJordan .
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[Big} Lately, well more like this morning (July 5) at around 8:00am I felt this weird sort of rush and I immediantly begin to have Strong thoughts and feelings about the demoness I asked a Love and Sexual Relationship to have with. I began to invision us having sexual intercourse with one another (I was actually playing a video game at the time) and I couldn't stop thinking about her. after a while I gave in too the thoughts and eventually masturbated about her. But once I hit orgasm there wasn't any pleasure or feeling, just nothing. Also while mastrubating I couldn't concentrate on anything, quite strange. Afterwards I still had strong thoughts and emotions on her. Throughout the day The feelings would pop up again leave then again (on and off), etc. Now the question what exactly does all this mean? Before today there really was no respond and no progress, then this happened.
[Big] The question, How would I master Spiritual Vampirism? I heard energy ripping is close, but I mean something closer to just touching the person and draining them without performing meditation.
[Small] Does anyone know a style of martial arts that focuses on attacking with Chi, energy, etc. Also a link or posted info that I could use to learn this style.
[Big] I wanted to start practicing Kundalini Yoga, would this be a good idea for a begginner that doesn't even know if his chakras are opened? Also would it really be affective for kundalini Stimulation?
[small] Is it possible to actually empower yourself too much in one day like hours upon hours of constant meditation?
[Big] On the magical name thing I have one but is there a way too get it like validated or imprinted on you and all spiritual beings will reconize you by that name. Kinda of like how we all know the Gods by there Name Like everyone calls Astaroth, Astaroth but isn't her real name like Innana (well you get the point). Is it possible too accomplish something these lines?
I appericate all the help I can get.
HAIL EA.
[Big] The question, How would I master Spiritual Vampirism? I heard energy ripping is close, but I mean something closer to just touching the person and draining them without performing meditation.
[Small] Does anyone know a style of martial arts that focuses on attacking with Chi, energy, etc. Also a link or posted info that I could use to learn this style.
[Big] I wanted to start practicing Kundalini Yoga, would this be a good idea for a begginner that doesn't even know if his chakras are opened? Also would it really be affective for kundalini Stimulation?
[small] Is it possible to actually empower yourself too much in one day like hours upon hours of constant meditation?
[Big] On the magical name thing I have one but is there a way too get it like validated or imprinted on you and all spiritual beings will reconize you by that name. Kinda of like how we all know the Gods by there Name Like everyone calls Astaroth, Astaroth but isn't her real name like Innana (well you get the point). Is it possible too accomplish something these lines?
I appericate all the help I can get.
HAIL EA.
