Feeling unworthy of things

[Ariadne the Scribe]

Hello. I have an issue, and I would love anyone's input on this.

I used to think I had a low self-confidence issue. In time, I realized that my problem was very specific. I believe I an not worthy of things (wealth, love, a good house, etc) because I haven't struggled enough.

"Other people have struggled more than me, and they still haven't been as lucky as I have in life. Those who go through trials deserve happy endings (regardless of what happens in reality) or are more worthy of receiving wealth, happiness, a good life, etc."

This belief is so imbedded in me that I cannot consciously think of why it shouldn't be that way.

Could you please give me a reason why it should be any other way?

I know that I'm not a bad person, I'm not a parasite leeching off of others, etc. But I still strongly believe that because I haven't suffered, I'm not worthy of having a good life, a good job, a good income, etc.

 

[Hs666]

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You have to clean your mind. This can lead you to have serious problems, in the subjects where you “feel that.” If you do not correct this you will not achieve your goals mentioned by you, at the time you want to.

For example, regarding money, in case you want to accumulate it, your mind will deny you to achieve it. Perform work to remove these society- or mass-induced mental limitations through Runes, Mantra and/or Trance.

It is no use talking about it, because the reasoning here does not work. Even if you would understand it your mind will win over your thinking/reasoning, logical/conscious. This is like in the case of people stuck in the enemy vortex, it is not enough to talk to them about it, because the issue is on another level. We are working on the mental level where they have been programmed , not on the “logical reasoning” that comes later.

It is enough for you to know that most of your beliefs are not real.

 

[Umun]

What you may not be taking into consideration are your previous incarnations. It is a factor that has a significant influence on how things play out in the current life. It's a complex subject and there's more to it than most of us understand.

Try to gradually reprogram into accepting the blessings bestowed on you as nothing comes without being earned in one way or another.

Just keep growing in power and knowledge to justify your good fortune and build upon it.

Hope this helps even a tiny bit

 

[Basileus]

We attract what we think.
Change your thinking and your life will become better. Don't need 1.000 paragraphs, its simple as that. You can do it!

 

[Ariadne the Scribe]

Thank you everyone for the answers. I am well aware of how detrimental this kind of thinking can be to one's life, but this is still not enough to persuade me to think otherwise.

You have a track history of being submissive and self sabotaging, and you need to do some serious introspection before this ruins you completely.

Reflect upon your past and see if there is some trauma or conditioning that is contributing to making you feel and think this way. When you've identified the source of this, work to fix it. You know the tools by now.

Brother, thank you for the response. I cannot consciously think of/remember any trauma or conditioning from childhood concerning this. Sure, I can think of situations that made me think badly of myself, but not to this specific degree and to this kind of thinking.

I will most likely use Munka or Anzus to get rid of this. I am just appalled on how deep this belief is ingrained in my soul.

 

[Gerecht_Ror]

Take figure of the past.
I am not expert of Nazi detailed history, but it seems to me he lived a good life in a middle-class family, went to the university, in WW1 he served without combat apparently. His soldiers in Russia suffered cold and freezing deadly conditions and starved to death. They suffered and fought - physically - more than figure of the past.

Did figure of the past deserve to be rewarded with a high ranking position as a Nazi Official ?
I'd say yes, because this is in His soul and the Gods gave him this power. This is not proportional to his suffering, to get this power.