Feeling stupid for my desires

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I have been practicing several kinds of yoga and following Franz Bardon's, initiation into hermetics for a couple of years now before I dedicated and there are a few things I can't seem to get out of my mind. One is that a lot of the Gurus I have listened to haven't exactly said the typical desires cause suffering or are evil or whatever but have sort of made me feel like they are immature and have told me "not to be ruled by the limitations of the body" that's a common thing another is that certain desires are egotistical and only based on what we see around us and that we need to go after "the ultimate" or something, that's what we should desire.

So I sort of feel like my desire for things like finding a man who will love me and attracting money is stupid and I should aim for something higher. Another thing is that I can't stop worrying that there will be some kind of consequence if I use my powers to influence things, especially other peoples thoughts and feelings. I am scared something bad will happen if I do. I have heard all sorts from things like I am damaging my own karma, to Saturn punishing me badly next time he makes a transit to one of my main planets and I just don't know what to believe now. I am scared to use my powers and feel stupid for the things I would use them for.

 

[Michael1]

Using your powers to attract a man is not a bad thing. We as humans NEED love to survive in this world and it is not a feeble thing to ask for.

As for money. in the olden days a bow, hunting skill, arrows and time were equivalent to survival and trade value. Now we use money as our source for trading time and commodity for our survival.

If you still worry about attracting money or a man in the end, better yourself and use your powers to attract success in life. Nothing can really outdo success.

Hail Satan!
-Michael

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I have been practicing several kinds of yoga and following Franz Bardon's, initiation into hermetics for a couple of years now before I dedicated and there are a few things I can't seem to get out of my mind. One is that a lot of the Gurus I have listened to haven't exactly said the typical desires cause suffering or are evil or whatever but have sort of made me feel like they are immature and have told me "not to be ruled by the limitations of the body" that's a common thing another is that certain desires are egotistical and only based on what we see around us and that we need to go after "the ultimate" or something, that's what we should desire.

So I sort of feel like my desire for things like finding a man who will love me and attracting money is stupid and I should aim for something higher. Another thing is that I can't stop worrying that there will be some kind of consequence if I use my powers to influence things, especially other peoples thoughts and feelings. I am scared something bad will happen if I do. I have heard all sorts from things like I am damaging my own karma, to Saturn punishing me badly next time he makes a transit to one of my main planets and I just don't know what to believe now. I am scared to use my powers and feel stupid for the things I would use them for.