Feeling hesitant towards a ritual for Father Satan

[brandonmoreno321]

Since I dedicated to Father Satan, I haven't preformed a single ritual towards him. I read how important it is to do these rituals, as it establishes a strong bond between Father Satan and yourself. I don't have the finances to get the proper ritual items and to construct a proper alter. So, I went to create an astral temple.

I started to construct it in my mind, but then I started thinking about doing rituals in the temple, and I felt this hesitation. This hesitation was caused by feeling intimidated towards Father Satan, but not in a bad way. I have so much respect for him, that I don't want to even think about doing anything disrespectful towards him, and the thought of having one on one time with him is making me pretty much a nervous wreck. Every time I think about being in his presence I can only think of myself kneeling before him and not being able to form a proper sentence out of pure awe towards Father. He's our creator god and has done so much for us, I guess I just mentally feel unworthy to be in his presence you know? I'm viewing one on one time with Father as an extreme honor, and I feel so intimidated by it for some reason.

Every time I go to construct my astral temple, I get a few things visualized here and there, but as soon as I add in something related to Father, the thoughts come back and it significantly slows down the process. I, of course, try to not think about the thoughts, but they are lingering in the back of my mind regardless of my efforts towards ignoring them.

What can I do? I know I can practice Void Meditation more often to clear such thoughts away easier, but at the same time, what can I do to get past this intimidation towards Father?


HAIL SATAN!!!

 

[the_fire_starter666]

I know your situation, it's familiar. Simply all you need to do is stop thinking too much. You said the word "think" 5 times in a single paragraph. If you give no more thought into that and just do what you feel is right, it'll be much better. And do I need to mention the obvious? Stop trying not to think as well. To stop thinking, you need to focus on your direct experience instead of your thoughts. Your mind doesn't understand a negative "try not to think". All your mind gets from that is "try think" and focuses on thinking. Focus on what's happening now and what you're experiencing and find as many details of what's happening now.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "brandonmoreno321" <brandonmoreno321@... wrote:

Since I dedicated to Father Satan, I haven't preformed a single ritual towards him. I read how important it is to do these rituals, as it establishes a strong bond between Father Satan and yourself. I don't have the finances to get the proper ritual items and to construct a proper alter. So, I went to create an astral temple.

I started to construct it in my mind, but then I started thinking about doing rituals in the temple, and I felt this hesitation. This hesitation was caused by feeling intimidated towards Father Satan, but not in a bad way. I have so much respect for him, that I don't want to even think about doing anything disrespectful towards him, and the thought of having one on one time with him is making me pretty much a nervous wreck. Every time I think about being in his presence I can only think of myself kneeling before him and not being able to form a proper sentence out of pure awe towards Father. He's our creator god and has done so much for us, I guess I just mentally feel unworthy to be in his presence you know? I'm viewing one on one time with Father as an extreme honor, and I feel so intimidated by it for some reason.

Every time I go to construct my astral temple, I get a few things visualized here and there, but as soon as I add in something related to Father, the thoughts come back and it significantly slows down the process. I, of course, try to not think about the thoughts, but they are lingering in the back of my mind regardless of my efforts towards ignoring them.

What can I do? I know I can practice Void Meditation more often to clear such thoughts away easier, but at the same time, what can I do to get past this intimidation towards Father?


HAIL SATAN!!!

 

[brandonmoreno321]

Thanks for the response. I'll try to stop thinking in general, haha! Your words do ring true though, at first, I did think way too much and get to analytic. Then, after getting a reading from Tarot Cards saying I need to 'let go' in order to really advance, I've been trying to make changes in my life. One of the changes was not thinking so much, but I guess by constantly trying not to think, it caused me to think even more.


Will focus on the here and now. Gotta better myself, and I feel this is what I need to do now. Thanks again, brother.


HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@... wrote:

I know your situation, it's familiar. Simply all you need to do is stop thinking too much. You said the word "think" 5 times in a single paragraph. If you give no more thought into that and just do what you feel is right, it'll be much better. And do I need to mention the obvious? Stop trying not to think as well. To stop thinking, you need to focus on your direct experience instead of your thoughts. Your mind doesn't understand a negative "try not to think". All your mind gets from that is "try think" and focuses on thinking. Focus on what's happening now and what you're experiencing and find as many details of what's happening now.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "brandonmoreno321" <brandonmoreno321@ wrote:

Since I dedicated to Father Satan, I haven't preformed a single ritual towards him. I read how important it is to do these rituals, as it establishes a strong bond between Father Satan and yourself. I don't have the finances to get the proper ritual items and to construct a proper alter. So, I went to create an astral temple.

I started to construct it in my mind, but then I started thinking about doing rituals in the temple, and I felt this hesitation. This hesitation was caused by feeling intimidated towards Father Satan, but not in a bad way. I have so much respect for him, that I don't want to even think about doing anything disrespectful towards him, and the thought of having one on one time with him is making me pretty much a nervous wreck. Every time I think about being in his presence I can only think of myself kneeling before him and not being able to form a proper sentence out of pure awe towards Father. He's our creator god and has done so much for us, I guess I just mentally feel unworthy to be in his presence you know? I'm viewing one on one time with Father as an extreme honor, and I feel so intimidated by it for some reason.

Every time I go to construct my astral temple, I get a few things visualized here and there, but as soon as I add in something related to Father, the thoughts come back and it significantly slows down the process. I, of course, try to not think about the thoughts, but they are lingering in the back of my mind regardless of my efforts towards ignoring them.

What can I do? I know I can practice Void Meditation more often to clear such thoughts away easier, but at the same time, what can I do to get past this intimidation towards Father?


HAIL SATAN!!!