feeling drained

[Xavier]

So recently I been doing a lot better with doing daily meditations and I was feeling a lot better because my energy levels were increasing. But I drained myself because I was getting pissed. And at the time it seemed like a good reason to be pissed off. For about 10 hours my anger kept increasing to where I even confronted the person. It was a dumb reason to be as pissed off as I was now that I think about it.

I'm not going to go into detail of what the reason was but I just want to tell people that don't know that this can be a tactic the enemy uses to drain your energy and weaken you. I feel fine now after doing a energy meditation but just keep in mind the enemy will always try and find new ways to fuck you up. They will even make you think they aren't messing with you so you will let your guard down.



Hail Satan!!!! Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!

 

[mysticgummy]

You're right about never letting gaurd down and always moving foward, being drained is caused by a lot of things and annoying thoughts. Keep kickin' ass, always look at every possible likely cause. I'm not sure if that's enemy. Protectin' yourself bro? always keepin' our chins up, hope it didn't get you down too bad.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Xavier" wrote:

So recently I been doing a lot better with doing daily meditations and I was feeling a lot better because my energy levels were increasing. But I drained myself because I was getting pissed. And at the time it seemed like a good reason to be pissed off. For about 10 hours my anger kept increasing to where I even confronted the person. It was a dumb reason to be as pissed off as I was now that I think about it.

I'm not going to go into detail of what the reason was but I just want to tell people that don't know that this can be a tactic the enemy uses to drain your energy and weaken you. I feel fine now after doing a energy meditation but just keep in mind the enemy will always try and find new ways to fuck you up. They will even make you think they aren't messing with you so you will let your guard down.



Hail Satan!!!! Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!

 

[taershieguet]

I feel that I should bump this. I'm a beginner, and I was attacked endlessly before my dedication. I'm the kind of person who second guesses themselves all the time, and I need to get to work on void meditation so I can banish the entities that get through. Since other beginners are likely going through the same thing, this is what they have tried to get me into thinking:

They made me doubt myself and my abilities
They made me doubt my friendships with people
they made me doubt the legitimacy of the JoS Ministries
they made me hate myself over things I've screwed up in the past

Additionally (I don't think many other people have this, but I'll include it just in case) they may try to get you to imagine conversations and arguments in your head and mess with you that way.

Again, this is only my newbie opionion, but if you find yourself thinking any thoughts that aren't explicitly "good" (seeming like they could go somewhere that allows thoughtforms/angels to drain your energy) then clean your aura and chakras IMMEDIATELY, perhaps charge/breathe some energy into your throat chakra to put yourself in a good mood.

 

[Xavier Skaggs]

I always make sure I build a aura of protection everyday and sever the enemy link twice a day. By the time I wake up and right before I go to sleep. I used to not do this starting off and it made things so hard that it even made me think I was nobody and should kill myself. I used to get nighttime paralysis all the time too not fun. But they will always find new ways to screw you over and try to find your weak points like Brian said. 
From: taershieguet <taershieguet@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Saturday, January 26, 2013 11:24 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: feeling drained

  I feel that I should bump this. I'm a beginner, and I was attacked endlessly before my dedication. I'm the kind of person who second guesses themselves all the time, and I need to get to work on void meditation so I can banish the entities that get through. Since other beginners are likely going through the same thing, this is what they have tried to get me into thinking:

They made me doubt myself and my abilities
They made me doubt my friendships with people
they made me doubt the legitimacy of the JoS Ministries
they made me hate myself over things I've screwed up in the past

Additionally (I don't think many other people have this, but I'll include it just in case) they may try to get you to imagine conversations and arguments in your head and mess with you that way.

Again, this is only my newbie opionion, but if you find yourself thinking any thoughts that aren't explicitly "good" (seeming like they could go somewhere that allows thoughtforms/angels to drain your energy) then clean your aura and chakras IMMEDIATELY, perhaps charge/breathe some energy into your throat chakra to put yourself in a good mood.