Family tradition

[Katie Blundell]

Hi,
I am 19 so I'm not underage to be a satanist, I dedicated myself about 2 months ago and have been meditating and reading the joy of satan site a lot and I do love being a satanist, I finally have something to believe in.


Anyway I live in a family of Christians and I live with my mom sister and brother who are all practising Christians, I use to be brainwashed by all that Christian crap but I am now on the amazing path of satanism.
None of them know I'm now a satanist, and it is extremely hard to keep it that way, anyway Christmas is coming and I wanted to know on Christmas Day we have a couple traditions one of them being having a Christmas meal at my Nan's house and usually prayer to the false god called Jesus (always never felt right doing it) anyway, how can I still keep it a secret on Christmas Day so family won't know when they pray to there false stupid god?


Can I still celebrate Christmas with my family or is it against satanism? Because although they're all Christians they have kept me alive and going my whole life.


Also although I meditate every day and night and when I get a chance through the day I try my hardest but can not do void meditation for any more than 30secs maybe a min because I have autism so my head is always very busy and very hard to keep blank for long, will this be a problem or will void meditation still work even though I can do it for long?


Any reply will be appreciated (just no nasty replies please).


Thanks,




Katie


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[call_me_something_else]

Oh yeah. I don't really recommend chuckling when your hear people say, "Amen!" Fortunately I sat next to a guy who kept talking to himself. So I had some cover.

 

[Christelle Lamothe]

Hello! You can still celebrate Christmas, because I'm pretty sure that will raise suspicions in your family. Christmas can be a fun time, but there's that xian background story that comes from it. Gradually increased your void meditation time and you'll see progress. [:

 

[Pedro Faria]

i understand what you feel
yes, you can celebrate christmas, don't worry, father Satan is very understanding, and what is in your heart is the most important. Christmas it's a corrupted version of Yule's Day the name of our true pagan holiday. Yule stands for Winter Solstice and it's celebrated in days 22nd and 23rd, you should dedicate the night of 22nd to father Satan.http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... IDAYS.html check this link of jos for more info about our holidays
try do the yogic breath before the void meditation http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... reath.htmland how do you do the void meditation? with open eyes or closed? i do both and i think it's easier with open eyes, try find out what is more confortable to you,
 
hope i've helped you
Stay safe,Cheers,
2014-11-17 2:25 GMT+00:00 Katie Blundell katie.b.1995@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]:

  Hi,
I am 19 so I'm not underage to be a satanist, I dedicated myself about 2 months ago and have been meditating and reading the joy of satan site a lot and I do love being a satanist, I finally have something to believe in.

Anyway I live in a family of Christians and I live with my mom sister and brother who are all practising Christians, I use to be brainwashed by all that Christian crap but I am now on the amazing path of satanism.
None of them know I'm now a satanist, and it is extremely hard to keep it that way, anyway Christmas is coming and I wanted to know on Christmas Day we have a couple traditions one of them being having a Christmas meal at my Nan's house and usually prayer to the false god called Jesus (always never felt right doing it) anyway, how can I still keep it a secret on Christmas Day so family won't know when they pray to there false stupid god?

Can I still celebrate Christmas with my family or is it against satanism? Because although they're all Christians they have kept me alive and going my whole life.

Also although I meditate every day and night and when I get a chance through the day I try my hardest but can not do void meditation for any more than 30secs maybe a min because I have autism so my head is always very busy and very hard to keep blank for long, will this be a problem or will void meditation still work even though I can do it for long?

Any reply will be appreciated (just no nasty replies please).

Thanks,

Katie

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[shantikami]

I find it hard to do void meditation, too....but it gets a little easier if I think of the thoughts as clouds, and let them drift by me instead of focusing on them. Hope this helps!

Hail Satan

 

[frizzard56]

As I said, ANY amount of void meditation builds on itself. If done daily, you WILL get better. You totally will.

I used to have shit for an attention span, and racing thoughts like someone with hypomania.

Still there, but, I've actually improved A LOT. You can do it!!

Go tackle that void meditation like a boss!!

Hail Satan!