Fairly New Here. Just a minor question.

[praeloch]

Hi I'm fairly new to JOS and have been reading the website as much as I can. I have been practicing my power meditations as well as drawing and focusing my energys. My chakras were closed for many years until around a month ago. I am not new to magick and have used it much up until when my first child came into my life. At that time (around seven years ago) I stopped from fear. My weakness defeated me and I stopped all magickal dealings. I just recently found Father Satan, whom I had heard many lies about my entire life. I've never been a xian, though I was practically force fed their crap my whole child hood. I have not completed a dedication ceremony due to the fact I have ordered many supplies and are awaiting them to arrive in the mail. I wish my dedication to be timed perfectly and have all the proper supplies I feel I need. Father is not fully with me yet but I can feel him. I have had two very visual experiences since I have started my meditations. I do have one question concerning the precious stones and their meaning in Spiritual Satanism. Are there any charts available for reference?Thank you all and Hail Father SATAN!!