Façade

[damnplanetsaturn]

It has come to my realization of something. I would like to share it with you my Brothers and Sisters in Satan.


The Gods have been helping come to realize something. This has to do with everyone, Including myself. Ok let me break this down.

People feel insecure about themselves. This insecurity leads to much hardship. It come from anything. In my case a bunch of people told me I was a loser basically. A big part of me for whatever reason believed them. This created an insecurity in myself. One that I wanted to get rid of.

This Insecure feeling leads one to making a Façade. Which is basically puting a mask on. You try to convince yourself you are this certain person. In my case I tried to convince myself I was a Nazi speaker and a fighter for Hitler. You can try to deny it, but I see it alot on the groups. Most of us do something like this.

This is very weak. Because there is no real power in this. You feel insecure about yourself all the time. Someone may look at you, you look away ect.

The true self, which goes back to the true self merging with the kundalini. The self we need to bring out. Is your real self and is usually quite strong. My true self does not talk with the over emotional kind of speeches as my Nazi speaker Façade would. Over emotionalism is caused by this Façade making. Like someone may read this and over react. It offends only becuase deep down they know its true. Or they may try and say O yeah I knew that all along. The true self would have no need for this kind of ego boost. Its simply an effort to make one feel better themselves. Why? Because they are insecure.

I noticed whenever a God would talk to me. They were very normal and mellow. They talked with confidence and would discuss anything. They didnt get overly emotional. Or say things like, yeah I am such an amazing God. O I knew that already. If you knew half the things I have done. They have no need for that kind of ego boosting type of nonsense.

Anyone who is truly secure in themselves and able to access their true self. Would say, Yup man I have fallen to that more then once! Notice Brian Gibbon has this sort of attitude? Notice Maxine and Don have this sort of attitude? Brian Gibbons has been a huge hero type person to me, Someone I look up to. I do not know how to word it. O no I feel insecure because my grammar sucks!!! AhH!! Sorry kinda slipped there. I do not think he even knows how much of a... You know what I am trying to say.

He has never argued with anyone. He is always there with consoling wisdom. We ALL have to work on this. I do not have it perfect and down pat. This shows you I understand it. I have to work on it consistently. TO see with the eyes of humble wisdom and not inflated ego nonsense. Actually pride is alot better like this. Because when one is secure they have lots of pride and confidence in themselves.

They have no need to say so though. Or break others down to feel better about themselves. This happens alot on the groups.

Take this person who thought he was a prophet. He might be a dedicated and sincere, Our brother in Satan!! Who needs help! He feels insecure about himself. So thus he puts his Façade of being a prophet on. Its his crutch. His intentions are good though, he did it only to please all of us. He wanted the acceptance from us. That we so difficultly give to our own for some reason.

Then because that affected our Façade, we had to destroy his. Instead we could have said, Hey brother I dont mean to offend you. You have been tricked into a lie. The enemy does this kind of thing and you need assistance. There are no prophets in Satan. What you said was good though and we must appreciate you patronage! Lets just work together and see what we can do?

But this was not the way it was handled was it? No we had to get rid of him. Inability to admit that one was wrong shows this kind of thing as well.

What do I propose? I propose this.

We are all Brothers and Sisters in Satan. Please support me in this! Let us all come together! lets build each other up! Stop trying to destroy one another!

Each and everyone of you are my Brother and Sister in Satan. I love all of you as family! My only true motivation was to be accepted by all of you. To come together and work for Satan. For you to think highly of me. Yeah you know that damnplanetsaturn guy, he is a good guy. He is a hard working brother in Satan. Hey he really worked hard on this ritual! This looks really good! Yeah lets all come together and do this! Lets work for Satan! Thank you damnplanetsaturn for aiding in our cause!

Truth be told thats all I wanted. That is still what I want. Not to fullfill an ego. Rather to be given an exchange of love and acceptance by my peers. By my Family in Satan. I am human and this is something that I desire. Does not even Satan enjoy this from us? Is that not why we do Thanks Giving Rituals?

I am working on a destruction Ritual for this Saturday. I will post it later today. I hope that many of you will see this, understand this. So that we may become unified under Satan and learn from each other. Things need to be discussed. Allow people to disagree with you. That way we can find through experimentation what is the truth.

It seems that when someone says something the other doesnt like. It is met with insults from at least one side. Then when the other is proven wronge, It is time to shun them out forever. This makes no sense to me. If people would truly understand they would stop the hostility and discuss things out, find the answer and then move on.

I hope that when I post this weeks destruction Ritual we may all come together to fight our enemies.

There is much to learn on the way to being Risen. You have to study and question, constantly strive to understand things. There is alot more then just meditation. Reading tons and tons of books. Researching and studying to learn everything. Biology, Math, English, Science of all kinds, History. For those who do not like learning, they picked a very horrible path.


Hail Satan!!

 

[James Makela]

Great post DPsaturn! It was definetly worth reading and I look forward to do the destruction ritual

Hail Satan!

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On Dec 4, 2012, at 11:26 AM, "damnplanetsaturn" <damnplanetsaturn@... wrote:


It has come to my realization of something. I would like to share it with you my Brothers and Sisters in Satan.


The Gods have been helping come to realize something. This has to do with everyone, Including myself. Ok let me break this down.

People feel insecure about themselves. This insecurity leads to much hardship. It come from anything. In my case a bunch of people told me I was a loser basically. A big part of me for whatever reason believed them. This created an insecurity in myself. One that I wanted to get rid of.

This Insecure feeling leads one to making a Façade. Which is basically puting a mask on. You try to convince yourself you are this certain person. In my case I tried to convince myself I was a Nazi speaker and a fighter for Hitler. You can try to deny it, but I see it alot on the groups. Most of us do something like this.

This is very weak. Because there is no real power in this. You feel insecure about yourself all the time. Someone may look at you, you look away ect.

The true self, which goes back to the true self merging with the kundalini. The self we need to bring out. Is your real self and is usually quite strong. My true self does not talk with the over emotional kind of speeches as my Nazi speaker Façade would. Over emotionalism is caused by this Façade making. Like someone may read this and over react. It offends only becuase deep down they know its true. Or they may try and say O yeah I knew that all along. The true self would have no need for this kind of ego boost. Its simply an effort to make one feel better themselves. Why? Because they are insecure.

I noticed whenever a God would talk to me. They were very normal and mellow. They talked with confidence and would discuss anything. They didnt get overly emotional. Or say things like, yeah I am such an amazing God. O I knew that already. If you knew half the things I have done. They have no need for that kind of ego boosting type of nonsense.

Anyone who is truly secure in themselves and able to access their true self. Would say, Yup man I have fallen to that more then once! Notice Brian Gibbon has this sort of attitude? Notice Maxine and Don have this sort of attitude? Brian Gibbons has been a huge hero type person to me, Someone I look up to. I do not know how to word it. O no I feel insecure because my grammar sucks!!! AhH!! Sorry kinda slipped there. I do not think he even knows how much of a... You know what I am trying to say.

He has never argued with anyone. He is always there with consoling wisdom. We ALL have to work on this. I do not have it perfect and down pat. This shows you I understand it. I have to work on it consistently. TO see with the eyes of humble wisdom and not inflated ego nonsense. Actually pride is alot better like this. Because when one is secure they have lots of pride and confidence in themselves.

They have no need to say so though. Or break others down to feel better about themselves. This happens alot on the groups.

Take this person who thought he was a prophet. He might be a dedicated and sincere, Our brother in Satan!! Who needs help! He feels insecure about himself. So thus he puts his Façade of being a prophet on. Its his crutch. His intentions are good though, he did it only to please all of us. He wanted the acceptance from us. That we so difficultly give to our own for some reason.

Then because that affected our Façade, we had to destroy his. Instead we could have said, Hey brother I dont mean to offend you. You have been tricked into a lie. The enemy does this kind of thing and you need assistance. There are no prophets in Satan. What you said was good though and we must appreciate you patronage! Lets just work together and see what we can do?

But this was not the way it was handled was it? No we had to get rid of him. Inability to admit that one was wrong shows this kind of thing as well.

What do I propose? I propose this.

We are all Brothers and Sisters in Satan. Please support me in this! Let us all come together! lets build each other up! Stop trying to destroy one another!

Each and everyone of you are my Brother and Sister in Satan. I love all of you as family! My only true motivation was to be accepted by all of you. To come together and work for Satan. For you to think highly of me. Yeah you know that damnplanetsaturn guy, he is a good guy. He is a hard working brother in Satan. Hey he really worked hard on this ritual! This looks really good! Yeah lets all come together and do this! Lets work for Satan! Thank you damnplanetsaturn for aiding in our cause!

Truth be told thats all I wanted. That is still what I want. Not to fullfill an ego. Rather to be given an exchange of love and acceptance by my peers. By my Family in Satan. I am human and this is something that I desire. Does not even Satan enjoy this from us? Is that not why we do Thanks Giving Rituals?

I am working on a destruction Ritual for this Saturday. I will post it later today. I hope that many of you will see this, understand this. So that we may become unified under Satan and learn from each other. Things need to be discussed. Allow people to disagree with you. That way we can find through experimentation what is the truth.

It seems that when someone says something the other doesnt like. It is met with insults from at least one side. Then when the other is proven wronge, It is time to shun them out forever. This makes no sense to me. If people would truly understand they would stop the hostility and discuss things out, find the answer and then move on.

I hope that when I post this weeks destruction Ritual we may all come together to fight our enemies.

There is much to learn on the way to being Risen. You have to study and question, constantly strive to understand things. There is alot more then just meditation. Reading tons and tons of books. Researching and studying to learn everything. Biology, Math, English, Science of all kinds, History. For those who do not like learning, they picked a very horrible path.


Hail Satan!!





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[hoodedcobra666]

I believe its my own turn to do a little lay out so to say. This has come to my own realization too. I want to be brutally honest with myself and as brutal against my own crap as I have been [much more than this most probably] with other people. I apologize from my heart from it, if I offended any True Worker of Satan. But only to these. To the infiltrators, bastards and jews, my attitude will never change and I do not care how I'm called in the end. It must be kept in mind that there are many trolls in the groups, so being soft and all loving isn't always the best solution. There are fucked up assholes who only aim to misinform. I don't want any sympathy.

Aside from that,

I remember all my life I have been weak. Unwilling and other things. I remember a lot and very vividly how fucked up it is to be weak [not in the physical sense, but in mental and spiritual forms of weakness]. I remember very well being under the grasp of others and how deeply it hurt me. I know and I have understood how fucked up it is, where delusion and weakness can get you, in your life and moreso in Satanism. Many actions and much of my agressiveness, is mostly mistaken for me being a brat. I know some people won't believe this but this is straight from my soul and I have to lay it here to let other things clear themselves. I want none of us to be weak. I want none of us to be deluded. I, myself, have had the corrections the hard way. I truly and deeply suffered and this left me scars in the soul, that I payed twice the time to get rid off. I have been severely hurt both by others but above all from my own stupidity. So in a sense, and this might sound fucked up, I want to save the new ones from getting into this bullshit circle.

There are many stalkers outside of the groups aiming to misinform people and get people insane. This gets me worried. I want no son and daughter of Satan to suffer from these batshits. I have met with many batshits, pure insane people. These can do a lot of mental damage to people that are a bit impressionable, foolish, or plain innocent and thinking that anyone who claims Satan's name is a True one. I have been severely hurt and I have made it my personal aim to stop people from getting into this stuff. My relationship with Satan and my self esteem were totally fucked over and I felt very weak. The enemy took advantage of this and made me suffer further.

When I was new and I joined Satanism, as my nature was social and I had low self esteem, I feel into all these crap people and crap ideas that I was some sort of super duper Nazi in a past life too. My vanity needed this. I have tried to find things about my past lives or anything else. Thinking I would increase my position and my vain self esteem that way. I knew these were lies but I was like, come on its the enemy. So I kept on being ignorant and denying myself. After a while all this feel down on me. My relation with Satan had undergone much damage. I would feel shy and very ashamed to talk to my Father. To talk to my creator. I had created my utopic bullshit to please my mind and thinking thats how you advance in Satanism. In my first year of Satanism when I felt the Kundalini, I became oh so overconfident. I thought I was king of the hill and that in months I would be Risen and having all those powers. There has been a time that I was inventing all these crazy theories about myself being a god, parroting others whom I saw and thinking that this was Satanism. All this fell down on me. I do not care in anyway, if someone will think I am an idiot or how people's judgement on this will be. I was very sad about myself once I knew. Inside, I was very weak. I was damaged, alone, isolated and being called crazy everyday. I was mad at the world, I had no other people. But still in this I had Satan. I disobeyed my Satanic instict because it lead me strait towards the Truth. I was very afraid what I would face.

Turns out the only thing you need to be afraid is the lies you create. Nothing else.

I thought I would bond better with Him that way. I came into Satanism, me, myself being a lie.

In time I came to realize. I was working hard despite of my delusions, dedicating at least one hour a day for meditation. I was working for Satan, doing rituals. I wanted to help the cause despite of this. Other Satanists too have been harsh towards me since they were on this fucked up mind situation. Wanting to prove me wrong in a try to feel right. This made me develop very powerful defences. I wanted nobody. I had been in lies. I was suicidal and I had so much self hate, I wanted to take my life. I felt very bad and I was so deep in depression. I hated myself. I hated who I was. For things that I was only partially responsible. No matter how many times I feel on my knees asking Satan for forgiveness, I wouldn't feel relieved. I kept on this attitude. One day I heared Satan loudly in my head "I will not Forgive you, I am your teacher". Satan has been fine with me. Satan has took me out of this grave and put me in line. He saw in my fucking soul, that I would die for Him. I would die for what He represents and I transform all my gratitude to work and advancing myself. I know I have hurt some people. I apologize. I have done mistakes both in attitude and other areas. But I try to do my best. Another Satanist appeared into my life and weren't it for her, I would be nothing now. I know Satan looked out for me.


Today, I am nothing of this. All this died and with working more and more, I had to weed it out. You cannot live with lies. In Satanism I found out rewards come when you admit the Truth. Satan wants you to admit the Truth to yourself. I never lied to Satan but I have been lying to myself. How could I merge with Satan that way. I learned that in Satanism, Satanism only accepts you in your dedication. From there on you have to accept yourself. From there on you have to forgive yourself and from there on you have to BECOME yourself and KNOW yourself.

Had I been stuck on this mindset forever I wouldn't be better than a 'rich' xian who thinks they are something, while in fact they are dust in the wind that doesn't even exist. Instead of being an agressive xian madam, I choose to be a person that will do mistakes, travel in their inner hell and inner heaven, reach the Gods and get to know themselves and fight for the cause of Satan. I care for nothing, fuck titles. The only honor and the only title I have is to fight for Satan and be His son. From there on nothing else concerns me. In closing I apologize for rude behavior or any outbursts like this.

I hope, by what I post below, what I mean will get understood.

“Just as I have worked tirelessly for fourteen years to build up this movement, and made it grow from seven men, to twelve million, So will I, So will we all, Toil and work! For the Resurrection of the German Volk!

People of Germany! Give us four years, and I swear, as I took office, so will I leave it! I didn¢t take it for Wages or Rewards! I took it for YOUR sake. “

-Adolf Hitler

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iZG9NXmuCaE


HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!
HEIL HITLER!!!!!

88

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "damnplanetsaturn" <damnplanetsaturn@... wrote:


It has come to my realization of something. I would like to share it with you my Brothers and Sisters in Satan.


The Gods have been helping come to realize something. This has to do with everyone, Including myself. Ok let me break this down.

People feel insecure about themselves. This insecurity leads to much hardship. It come from anything. In my case a bunch of people told me I was a loser basically. A big part of me for whatever reason believed them. This created an insecurity in myself. One that I wanted to get rid of.

This Insecure feeling leads one to making a Façade. Which is basically puting a mask on. You try to convince yourself you are this certain person. In my case I tried to convince myself I was a Nazi speaker and a fighter for Hitler. You can try to deny it, but I see it alot on the groups. Most of us do something like this.

This is very weak. Because there is no real power in this. You feel insecure about yourself all the time. Someone may look at you, you look away ect.

The true self, which goes back to the true self merging with the kundalini. The self we need to bring out. Is your real self and is usually quite strong. My true self does not talk with the over emotional kind of speeches as my Nazi speaker Façade would. Over emotionalism is caused by this Façade making. Like someone may read this and over react. It offends only becuase deep down they know its true. Or they may try and say O yeah I knew that all along. The true self would have no need for this kind of ego boost. Its simply an effort to make one feel better themselves. Why? Because they are insecure.

I noticed whenever a God would talk to me. They were very normal and mellow. They talked with confidence and would discuss anything. They didnt get overly emotional. Or say things like, yeah I am such an amazing God. O I knew that already. If you knew half the things I have done. They have no need for that kind of ego boosting type of nonsense.

Anyone who is truly secure in themselves and able to access their true self. Would say, Yup man I have fallen to that more then once! Notice Brian Gibbon has this sort of attitude? Notice Maxine and Don have this sort of attitude? Brian Gibbons has been a huge hero type person to me, Someone I look up to. I do not know how to word it. O no I feel insecure because my grammar sucks!!! AhH!! Sorry kinda slipped there. I do not think he even knows how much of a... You know what I am trying to say.

He has never argued with anyone. He is always there with consoling wisdom. We ALL have to work on this. I do not have it perfect and down pat. This shows you I understand it. I have to work on it consistently. TO see with the eyes of humble wisdom and not inflated ego nonsense. Actually pride is alot better like this. Because when one is secure they have lots of pride and confidence in themselves.

They have no need to say so though. Or break others down to feel better about themselves. This happens alot on the groups.

Take this person who thought he was a prophet. He might be a dedicated and sincere, Our brother in Satan!! Who needs help! He feels insecure about himself. So thus he puts his Façade of being a prophet on. Its his crutch. His intentions are good though, he did it only to please all of us. He wanted the acceptance from us. That we so difficultly give to our own for some reason.

Then because that affected our Façade, we had to destroy his. Instead we could have said, Hey brother I dont mean to offend you. You have been tricked into a lie. The enemy does this kind of thing and you need assistance. There are no prophets in Satan. What you said was good though and we must appreciate you patronage! Lets just work together and see what we can do?

But this was not the way it was handled was it? No we had to get rid of him. Inability to admit that one was wrong shows this kind of thing as well.

What do I propose? I propose this.

We are all Brothers and Sisters in Satan. Please support me in this! Let us all come together! lets build each other up! Stop trying to destroy one another!

Each and everyone of you are my Brother and Sister in Satan. I love all of you as family! My only true motivation was to be accepted by all of you. To come together and work for Satan. For you to think highly of me. Yeah you know that damnplanetsaturn guy, he is a good guy. He is a hard working brother in Satan. Hey he really worked hard on this ritual! This looks really good! Yeah lets all come together and do this! Lets work for Satan! Thank you damnplanetsaturn for aiding in our cause!

Truth be told thats all I wanted. That is still what I want. Not to fullfill an ego. Rather to be given an exchange of love and acceptance by my peers. By my Family in Satan. I am human and this is something that I desire. Does not even Satan enjoy this from us? Is that not why we do Thanks Giving Rituals?

I am working on a destruction Ritual for this Saturday. I will post it later today. I hope that many of you will see this, understand this. So that we may become unified under Satan and learn from each other. Things need to be discussed. Allow people to disagree with you. That way we can find through experimentation what is the truth.

It seems that when someone says something the other doesnt like. It is met with insults from at least one side. Then when the other is proven wronge, It is time to shun them out forever. This makes no sense to me. If people would truly understand they would stop the hostility and discuss things out, find the answer and then move on.

I hope that when I post this weeks destruction Ritual we may all come together to fight our enemies.

There is much to learn on the way to being Risen. You have to study and question, constantly strive to understand things. There is alot more then just meditation. Reading tons and tons of books. Researching and studying to learn everything. Biology, Math, English, Science of all kinds, History. For those who do not like learning, they picked a very horrible path.


Hail Satan!!

 

[Xavier Skaggs]

When I first came to Satanism I had different Facades where I tried being different people. It took me a long time to stop doing this and now since I came to a realization I can finally stop doing this after reading Damnplanetsaturn's post and Hoodedcobra's post. I always lied to myself and in the beginning I had low self-esteem and was stuck in depression saying things to myself like I'm worthless what can I do? I'm better off dead who would miss me? I can't even do simple things like meditation so what good am I to Satan? That was only a few things I would say to myself and yes I used to think about suicide a lot but I eventually realized my worth later on. I excepted myself more and more but not fully and that's why I still had problems doing things. But after reading these it really helped me and I thank you Damnplanetsaturn and Hoodedcobra for posting it really helped me.
I also always felt the same way Damnplanetsaturn all I always wanted was for people to accept me and look up to me and be like wow thanks Xavier! Or think I'm a very hard working Satanist that goes out of his way to help other brothers and sisters. Thats all I ever wanted I wanted Satan and the Gods to be proud of me and everyone else to be proud of me. I wanted to be friends with everyone on here and do what I can to help on these groups.
But I will continue to keep getting stronger and expand in knowledge and help out when I can. Anyone that reads this and is struggling don't give up Satan cares deeply about every Satanist and understands when one is stuck but keep trying and don't let the enemy win you're better than that! Every Satanist is better than that! Do what you can and never look down on yourself you are what you are and if someone can't except that then their either deluded or can't except themselves. Be free never listen to people that try to tell you how to live your life!


Hail Satan!!!! Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!
From: hoodedcobra666 <hoodedcobra666@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Tuesday, December 4, 2012 3:14 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Façade

  I believe its my own turn to do a little lay out so to say. This has come to my own realization too. I want to be brutally honest with myself and as brutal against my own crap as I have been [much more than this most probably] with other people. I apologize from my heart from it, if I offended any True Worker of Satan. But only to these. To the infiltrators, bastards and jews, my attitude will never change and I do not care how I'm called in the end. It must be kept in mind that there are many trolls in the groups, so being soft and all loving isn't always the best solution. There are fucked up assholes who only aim to misinform. I don't want any sympathy.

Aside from that,

I remember all my life I have been weak. Unwilling and other things. I remember a lot and very vividly how fucked up it is to be weak [not in the physical sense, but in mental and spiritual forms of weakness]. I remember very well being under the grasp of others and how deeply it hurt me. I know and I have understood how fucked up it is, where delusion and weakness can get you, in your life and moreso in Satanism. Many actions and much of my agressiveness, is mostly mistaken for me being a brat. I know some people won't believe this but this is straight from my soul and I have to lay it here to let other things clear themselves. I want none of us to be weak. I want none of us to be deluded. I, myself, have had the corrections the hard way. I truly and deeply suffered and this left me scars in the soul, that I payed twice the time to get rid off. I have been severely hurt both by others but above all from my own stupidity. So in a sense, and this might sound fucked up, I want to save the new ones from getting into this bullshit circle.

There are many stalkers outside of the groups aiming to misinform people and get people insane. This gets me worried. I want no son and daughter of Satan to suffer from these batshits. I have met with many batshits, pure insane people. These can do a lot of mental damage to people that are a bit impressionable, foolish, or plain innocent and thinking that anyone who claims Satan's name is a True one. I have been severely hurt and I have made it my personal aim to stop people from getting into this stuff. My relationship with Satan and my self esteem were totally fucked over and I felt very weak. The enemy took advantage of this and made me suffer further.

When I was new and I joined Satanism, as my nature was social and I had low self esteem, I feel into all these crap people and crap ideas that I was some sort of super duper Nazi in a past life too. My vanity needed this. I have tried to find things about my past lives or anything else. Thinking I would increase my position and my vain self esteem that way. I knew these were lies but I was like, come on its the enemy. So I kept on being ignorant and denying myself. After a while all this feel down on me. My relation with Satan had undergone much damage. I would feel shy and very ashamed to talk to my Father. To talk to my creator. I had created my utopic bullshit to please my mind and thinking thats how you advance in Satanism. In my first year of Satanism when I felt the Kundalini, I became oh so overconfident. I thought I was king of the hill and that in months I would be Risen and having all those powers. There has been a time that I was inventing all these crazy theories about myself being a god, parroting others whom I saw and thinking that this was Satanism. All this fell down on me. I do not care in anyway, if someone will think I am an idiot or how people's judgement on this will be. I was very sad about myself once I knew. Inside, I was very weak. I was damaged, alone, isolated and being called crazy everyday. I was mad at the world, I had no other people. But still in this I had Satan. I disobeyed my Satanic instict because it lead me strait towards the Truth. I was very afraid what I would face.

Turns out the only thing you need to be afraid is the lies you create. Nothing else.

I thought I would bond better with Him that way. I came into Satanism, me, myself being a lie.

In time I came to realize. I was working hard despite of my delusions, dedicating at least one hour a day for meditation. I was working for Satan, doing rituals. I wanted to help the cause despite of this. Other Satanists too have been harsh towards me since they were on this fucked up mind situation. Wanting to prove me wrong in a try to feel right. This made me develop very powerful defences. I wanted nobody. I had been in lies. I was suicidal and I had so much self hate, I wanted to take my life. I felt very bad and I was so deep in depression. I hated myself. I hated who I was. For things that I was only partially responsible. No matter how many times I feel on my knees asking Satan for forgiveness, I wouldn't feel relieved. I kept on this attitude. One day I heared Satan loudly in my head "I will not Forgive you, I am your teacher". Satan has been fine with me. Satan has took me out of this grave and put me in line. He saw in my fucking soul, that I would die for Him. I would die for what He represents and I transform all my gratitude to work and advancing myself. I know I have hurt some people. I apologize. I have done mistakes both in attitude and other areas. But I try to do my best. Another Satanist appeared into my life and weren't it for her, I would be nothing now. I know Satan looked out for me.

Today, I am nothing of this. All this died and with working more and more, I had to weed it out. You cannot live with lies. In Satanism I found out rewards come when you admit the Truth. Satan wants you to admit the Truth to yourself. I never lied to Satan but I have been lying to myself. How could I merge with Satan that way. I learned that in Satanism, Satanism only accepts you in your dedication. From there on you have to accept yourself. From there on you have to forgive yourself and from there on you have to BECOME yourself and KNOW yourself.

Had I been stuck on this mindset forever I wouldn't be better than a 'rich' xian who thinks they are something, while in fact they are dust in the wind that doesn't even exist. Instead of being an agressive xian madam, I choose to be a person that will do mistakes, travel in their inner hell and inner heaven, reach the Gods and get to know themselves and fight for the cause of Satan. I care for nothing, fuck titles. The only honor and the only title I have is to fight for Satan and be His son. From there on nothing else concerns me. In closing I apologize for rude behavior or any outbursts like this.

I hope, by what I post below, what I mean will get understood.

&#8220;Just as I have worked tirelessly for fourteen years to build up this movement, and made it grow from seven men, to twelve million, So will I, So will we all, Toil and work! For the Resurrection of the German Volk!

People of Germany! Give us four years, and I swear, as I took office, so will I leave it! I didn¢t take it for Wages or Rewards! I took it for YOUR sake. &#8220;

-Adolf Hitler

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iZG9NXmuCaE

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!
HEIL HITLER!!!!!

88

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "damnplanetsaturn" <damnplanetsaturn@... wrote:


It has come to my realization of something. I would like to share it with you my Brothers and Sisters in Satan.


The Gods have been helping come to realize something. This has to do with everyone, Including myself. Ok let me break this down.

People feel insecure about themselves. This insecurity leads to much hardship. It come from anything. In my case a bunch of people told me I was a loser basically. A big part of me for whatever reason believed them. This created an insecurity in myself. One that I wanted to get rid of.

This Insecure feeling leads one to making a Façade. Which is basically puting a mask on. You try to convince yourself you are this certain person. In my case I tried to convince myself I was a Nazi speaker and a fighter for Hitler. You can try to deny it, but I see it alot on the groups. Most of us do something like this.

This is very weak. Because there is no real power in this. You feel insecure about yourself all the time. Someone may look at you, you look away ect.

The true self, which goes back to the true self merging with the kundalini. The self we need to bring out. Is your real self and is usually quite strong. My true self does not talk with the over emotional kind of speeches as my Nazi speaker Façade would. Over emotionalism is caused by this Façade making. Like someone may read this and over react. It offends only becuase deep down they know its true. Or they may try and say O yeah I knew that all along. The true self would have no need for this kind of ego boost. Its simply an effort to make one feel better themselves. Why? Because they are insecure.

I noticed whenever a God would talk to me. They were very normal and mellow. They talked with confidence and would discuss anything. They didnt get overly emotional. Or say things like, yeah I am such an amazing God. O I knew that already. If you knew half the things I have done. They have no need for that kind of ego boosting type of nonsense.

Anyone who is truly secure in themselves and able to access their true self. Would say, Yup man I have fallen to that more then once! Notice Brian Gibbon has this sort of attitude? Notice Maxine and Don have this sort of attitude? Brian Gibbons has been a huge hero type person to me, Someone I look up to. I do not know how to word it. O no I feel insecure because my grammar sucks!!! AhH!! Sorry kinda slipped there. I do not think he even knows how much of a... You know what I am trying to say.

He has never argued with anyone. He is always there with consoling wisdom. We ALL have to work on this. I do not have it perfect and down pat. This shows you I understand it. I have to work on it consistently. TO see with the eyes of humble wisdom and not inflated ego nonsense. Actually pride is alot better like this. Because when one is secure they have lots of pride and confidence in themselves.

They have no need to say so though. Or break others down to feel better about themselves. This happens alot on the groups.

Take this person who thought he was a prophet. He might be a dedicated and sincere, Our brother in Satan!! Who needs help! He feels insecure about himself. So thus he puts his Façade of being a prophet on. Its his crutch. His intentions are good though, he did it only to please all of us. He wanted the acceptance from us. That we so difficultly give to our own for some reason.

Then because that affected our Façade, we had to destroy his. Instead we could have said, Hey brother I dont mean to offend you. You have been tricked into a lie. The enemy does this kind of thing and you need assistance. There are no prophets in Satan. What you said was good though and we must appreciate you patronage! Lets just work together and see what we can do?

But this was not the way it was handled was it? No we had to get rid of him. Inability to admit that one was wrong shows this kind of thing as well.

What do I propose? I propose this.

We are all Brothers and Sisters in Satan. Please support me in this! Let us all come together! lets build each other up! Stop trying to destroy one another!

Each and everyone of you are my Brother and Sister in Satan. I love all of you as family! My only true motivation was to be accepted by all of you. To come together and work for Satan. For you to think highly of me. Yeah you know that damnplanetsaturn guy, he is a good guy. He is a hard working brother in Satan. Hey he really worked hard on this ritual! This looks really good! Yeah lets all come together and do this! Lets work for Satan! Thank you damnplanetsaturn for aiding in our cause!

Truth be told thats all I wanted. That is still what I want. Not to fullfill an ego. Rather to be given an exchange of love and acceptance by my peers. By my Family in Satan. I am human and this is something that I desire. Does not even Satan enjoy this from us? Is that not why we do Thanks Giving Rituals?

I am working on a destruction Ritual for this Saturday. I will post it later today. I hope that many of you will see this, understand this. So that we may become unified under Satan and learn from each other. Things need to be discussed. Allow people to disagree with you. That way we can find through experimentation what is the truth.

It seems that when someone says something the other doesnt like. It is met with insults from at least one side. Then when the other is proven wronge, It is time to shun them out forever. This makes no sense to me. If people would truly understand they would stop the hostility and discuss things out, find the answer and then move on.

I hope that when I post this weeks destruction Ritual we may all come together to fight our enemies.

There is much to learn on the way to being Risen. You have to study and question, constantly strive to understand things. There is alot more then just meditation. Reading tons and tons of books. Researching and studying to learn everything. Biology, Math, English, Science of all kinds, History. For those who do not like learning, they picked a very horrible path.


Hail Satan!!

 

[[email protected]]

I've myself made this mistake , and I still do sometimes. And that's why I stand with you on your suggestions, as I myself need help with many things and lots of guidance. And learning that would mean that some of the things I know are not all true and so I need to be told what's right, meaning other people would put their input in my debates aswell, visa versa, and obviously not put me down and make one feel bad .. But instead inlighten them with a positive energy.

HAIL THE GODS OF DUAT! ! !Sent via my BlackBerry from Vodacom - let your email find you!From: "damnplanetsaturn" <damnplanetsaturn@... Sender: [email protected] Date: Tue, 04 Dec 2012 19:26:05 -0000To: <[email protected]ReplyTo: [email protected] Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Façade
 
It has come to my realization of something. I would like to share it with you my Brothers and Sisters in Satan.

The Gods have been helping come to realize something. This has to do with everyone, Including myself. Ok let me break this down.

People feel insecure about themselves. This insecurity leads to much hardship. It come from anything. In my case a bunch of people told me I was a loser basically. A big part of me for whatever reason believed them. This created an insecurity in myself. One that I wanted to get rid of.

This Insecure feeling leads one to making a Façade. Which is basically puting a mask on. You try to convince yourself you are this certain person. In my case I tried to convince myself I was a Nazi speaker and a fighter for Hitler. You can try to deny it, but I see it alot on the groups. Most of us do something like this.

This is very weak. Because there is no real power in this. You feel insecure about yourself all the time. Someone may look at you, you look away ect.

The true self, which goes back to the true self merging with the kundalini. The self we need to bring out. Is your real self and is usually quite strong. My true self does not talk with the over emotional kind of speeches as my Nazi speaker Façade would. Over emotionalism is caused by this Façade making. Like someone may read this and over react. It offends only becuase deep down they know its true. Or they may try and say O yeah I knew that all along. The true self would have no need for this kind of ego boost. Its simply an effort to make one feel better themselves. Why? Because they are insecure.

I noticed whenever a God would talk to me. They were very normal and mellow. They talked with confidence and would discuss anything. They didnt get overly emotional. Or say things like, yeah I am such an amazing God. O I knew that already. If you knew half the things I have done. They have no need for that kind of ego boosting type of nonsense.

Anyone who is truly secure in themselves and able to access their true self. Would say, Yup man I have fallen to that more then once! Notice Brian Gibbon has this sort of attitude? Notice Maxine and Don have this sort of attitude? Brian Gibbons has been a huge hero type person to me, Someone I look up to. I do not know how to word it. O no I feel insecure because my grammar sucks!!! AhH!! Sorry kinda slipped there. I do not think he even knows how much of a... You know what I am trying to say.

He has never argued with anyone. He is always there with consoling wisdom. We ALL have to work on this. I do not have it perfect and down pat. This shows you I understand it. I have to work on it consistently. TO see with the eyes of humble wisdom and not inflated ego nonsense. Actually pride is alot better like this. Because when one is secure they have lots of pride and confidence in themselves.

They have no need to say so though. Or break others down to feel better about themselves. This happens alot on the groups.

Take this person who thought he was a prophet. He might be a dedicated and sincere, Our brother in Satan!! Who needs help! He feels insecure about himself. So thus he puts his Façade of being a prophet on. Its his crutch. His intentions are good though, he did it only to please all of us. He wanted the acceptance from us. That we so difficultly give to our own for some reason.

Then because that affected our Façade, we had to destroy his. Instead we could have said, Hey brother I dont mean to offend you. You have been tricked into a lie. The enemy does this kind of thing and you need assistance. There are no prophets in Satan. What you said was good though and we must appreciate you patronage! Lets just work together and see what we can do?

But this was not the way it was handled was it? No we had to get rid of him. Inability to admit that one was wrong shows this kind of thing as well.

What do I propose? I propose this.

We are all Brothers and Sisters in Satan. Please support me in this! Let us all come together! lets build each other up! Stop trying to destroy one another!

Each and everyone of you are my Brother and Sister in Satan. I love all of you as family! My only true motivation was to be accepted by all of you. To come together and work for Satan. For you to think highly of me. Yeah you know that damnplanetsaturn guy, he is a good guy. He is a hard working brother in Satan. Hey he really worked hard on this ritual! This looks really good! Yeah lets all come together and do this! Lets work for Satan! Thank you damnplanetsaturn for aiding in our cause!

Truth be told thats all I wanted. That is still what I want. Not to fullfill an ego. Rather to be given an exchange of love and acceptance by my peers. By my Family in Satan. I am human and this is something that I desire. Does not even Satan enjoy this from us? Is that not why we do Thanks Giving Rituals?

I am working on a destruction Ritual for this Saturday. I will post it later today. I hope that many of you will see this, understand this. So that we may become unified under Satan and learn from each other. Things need to be discussed. Allow people to disagree with you. That way we can find through experimentation what is the truth.

It seems that when someone says something the other doesnt like. It is met with insults from at least one side. Then when the other is proven wronge, It is time to shun them out forever. This makes no sense to me. If people would truly understand they would stop the hostility and discuss things out, find the answer and then move on.

I hope that when I post this weeks destruction Ritual we may all come together to fight our enemies.

There is much to learn on the way to being Risen. You have to study and question, constantly strive to understand things. There is alot more then just meditation. Reading tons and tons of books. Researching and studying to learn everything. Biology, Math, English, Science of all kinds, History. For those who do not like learning, they picked a very horrible path.

Hail Satan!!

 

[wayne newton]

damnplanetsaturn, That was a very Honorable way to go! I loved reading your post. I am new to the group and I love it here. But your right. I wish to join with you on this, we should be together and not have clicks here and there. We should be unified, which doesnt mean we agree on everything, but that we can disagree and yet still be Brothers and Sisters. Thank you for this post! Just like the person who says he is a prophet, it didnt bother me for him to say that, maybe he realy beleives himself to be a prophet, or as you said he is seeking acceptence. Either way I would enjoy speaking with him as a brother. Thank you again for this post! Hail Satan!!!!!!! Wayne
From: damnplanetsaturn <damnplanetsaturn@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Tuesday, December 4, 2012 11:26 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Façade
 
It has come to my realization of something. I would like to share it with you my Brothers and Sisters in Satan.

The Gods have been helping come to realize something. This has to do with everyone, Including myself. Ok let me break this down.

People feel insecure about themselves. This insecurity leads to much hardship. It come from anything. In my case a bunch of people told me I was a loser basically. A big part of me for whatever reason believed them. This created an insecurity in myself. One that I wanted to get rid of.

This Insecure feeling leads one to making a Façade. Which is basically puting a mask on. You try to convince yourself you are this certain person. In my case I tried to convince myself I was a Nazi speaker and a fighter for Hitler. You can try to deny it, but I see it alot on the groups. Most of us do something like this.

This is very weak. Because there is no real power in this. You feel insecure about yourself all the time. Someone may look at you, you look away ect.

The true self, which goes back to the true self merging with the kundalini. The self we need to bring out. Is your real self and is usually quite strong. My true self does not talk with the over emotional kind of speeches as my Nazi speaker Façade would. Over emotionalism is caused by this Façade making. Like someone may read this and over react. It offends only becuase deep down they know its true. Or they may try and say O yeah I knew that all along. The true self would have no need for this kind of ego boost. Its simply an effort to make one feel better themselves. Why? Because they are insecure.

I noticed whenever a God would talk to me. They were very normal and mellow. They talked with confidence and would discuss anything. They didnt get overly emotional. Or say things like, yeah I am such an amazing God. O I knew that already. If you knew half the things I have done. They have no need for that kind of ego boosting type of nonsense.

Anyone who is truly secure in themselves and able to access their true self. Would say, Yup man I have fallen to that more then once! Notice Brian Gibbon has this sort of attitude? Notice Maxine and Don have this sort of attitude? Brian Gibbons has been a huge hero type person to me, Someone I look up to. I do not know how to word it. O no I feel insecure because my grammar sucks!!! AhH!! Sorry kinda slipped there. I do not think he even knows how much of a... You know what I am trying to say.

He has never argued with anyone. He is always there with consoling wisdom. We ALL have to work on this. I do not have it perfect and down pat. This shows you I understand it. I have to work on it consistently. TO see with the eyes of humble wisdom and not inflated ego nonsense. Actually pride is alot better like this. Because when one is secure they have lots of pride and confidence in themselves.

They have no need to say so though. Or break others down to feel better about themselves. This happens alot on the groups.

Take this person who thought he was a prophet. He might be a dedicated and sincere, Our brother in Satan!! Who needs help! He feels insecure about himself. So thus he puts his Façade of being a prophet on. Its his crutch. His intentions are good though, he did it only to please all of us. He wanted the acceptance from us. That we so difficultly give to our own for some reason.

Then because that affected our Façade, we had to destroy his. Instead we could have said, Hey brother I dont mean to offend you. You have been tricked into a lie. The enemy does this kind of thing and you need assistance. There are no prophets in Satan. What you said was good though and we must appreciate you patronage! Lets just work together and see what we can do?

But this was not the way it was handled was it? No we had to get rid of him. Inability to admit that one was wrong shows this kind of thing as well.

What do I propose? I propose this.

We are all Brothers and Sisters in Satan. Please support me in this! Let us all come together! lets build each other up! Stop trying to destroy one another!

Each and everyone of you are my Brother and Sister in Satan. I love all of you as family! My only true motivation was to be accepted by all of you. To come together and work for Satan. For you to think highly of me. Yeah you know that damnplanetsaturn guy, he is a good guy. He is a hard working brother in Satan. Hey he really worked hard on this ritual! This looks really good! Yeah lets all come together and do this! Lets work for Satan! Thank you damnplanetsaturn for aiding in our cause!

Truth be told thats all I wanted. That is still what I want. Not to fullfill an ego. Rather to be given an exchange of love and acceptance by my peers. By my Family in Satan. I am human and this is something that I desire. Does not even Satan enjoy this from us? Is that not why we do Thanks Giving Rituals?

I am working on a destruction Ritual for this Saturday. I will post it later today. I hope that many of you will see this, understand this. So that we may become unified under Satan and learn from each other. Things need to be discussed. Allow people to disagree with you. That way we can find through experimentation what is the truth.

It seems that when someone says something the other doesnt like. It is met with insults from at least one side. Then when the other is proven wronge, It is time to shun them out forever. This makes no sense to me. If people would truly understand they would stop the hostility and discuss things out, find the answer and then move on.

I hope that when I post this weeks destruction Ritual we may all come together to fight our enemies.

There is much to learn on the way to being Risen. You have to study and question, constantly strive to understand things. There is alot more then just meditation. Reading tons and tons of books. Researching and studying to learn everything. Biology, Math, English, Science of all kinds, History. For those who do not like learning, they picked a very horrible path.

Hail Satan!!

 

[damnplanetsaturn]

Thank you everyone for your support!

I noticed that the problems that were created were my fault. I made alot of mistakes and brought everything on myself. I choose to not go that way anymore. I realized how much the enemy can get in your head. There will be satanic unity. We will push on because we are the warriors of Hell. No one fucks with us.

I got hit so hard by the enemy yesterday. Harder then my entire life. Alot of this is clearing out though as well. A brother in Satan really helped me last night. I was able to clear things out. That is what is interesting, when one ascends, they help the others. In the old days you did a ritual and the High Priest of the village just rose your serpent and bam you were Risen. Wouldnt that be great? As things progress, the faster they are going to pick up. Imagine when there is 50 Risen Satanist on here in the groups. Its going to happen.


The thing to remember here also is balance. Not one way or the other. There are some of us that turn towards a loving type of way. They become blinded by the enemy and turn into some form of Christian posing as a Satanist. The enemy blinds them with bullshit. O you dont have to fight. You dont have to come together, make your own way. Just love and embrace life and everything will work out. Bullshit.

On the same token we cannot be cold harded. We cannot allow outselves to turn into insensitive monsters. With no care for life, only to destroy. This can also happen. The term an iron fist but not an iron heart comes into play. Just remember we are the good guys.


Think of it as any good guy that fights. The old westerns. We stand for unity and the preserverance of love for life. We stand for our children. We stand for the animals. We stand for all that is right and just. Now as in the immortal names of Thomas Jefferson, Geroge Washington, Benjamin Franklin, Adolf Hitler, Heinrich Himmler, and many many others. We stand for all that is good and holy. This monster Christianity and its vermin the jews must be slain. They impede upon our freedom and our way of life! They are the foul odious ones that have corrupted our society!

They will fall before our swords! This is the Gentile God Satans Planet! Hail To Satan! Hail to our most certain Victory! Hail to Hells most certain victory! Hail to the Gentile Races!


Hail Victory!!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], wayne newton <boofwayne@... wrote:


damnplanetsaturn,
 
That was a very Honorable way to go! I loved reading your post. I am new to the group and I love it here. But your right. I wish to join with you on this, we should be together and not have clicks here and there. We should be unified, which doesnt mean we agree on everything, but that we can disagree and yet still be Brothers and Sisters. Thank you for this post! Just like the person who says he is a prophet, it didnt bother me for him to say that, maybe he realy beleives himself to be a prophet, or as you said he is seeking acceptence. Either way I would enjoy speaking with him as a brother. Thank you again for this post!
 
Hail Satan!!!!!!!
 
Wayne


________________________________
From: damnplanetsaturn <damnplanetsaturn@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Tuesday, December 4, 2012 11:26 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Façade


 


It has come to my realization of something. I would like to share it with you my Brothers and Sisters in Satan.

The Gods have been helping come to realize something. This has to do with everyone, Including myself. Ok let me break this down.

People feel insecure about themselves. This insecurity leads to much hardship. It come from anything. In my case a bunch of people told me I was a loser basically. A big part of me for whatever reason believed them. This created an insecurity in myself. One that I wanted to get rid of.

This Insecure feeling leads one to making a Façade. Which is basically puting a mask on. You try to convince yourself you are this certain person. In my case I tried to convince myself I was a Nazi speaker and a fighter for Hitler. You can try to deny it, but I see it alot on the groups. Most of us do something like this.

This is very weak. Because there is no real power in this. You feel insecure about yourself all the time. Someone may look at you, you look away ect.

The true self, which goes back to the true self merging with the kundalini. The self we need to bring out. Is your real self and is usually quite strong. My true self does not talk with the over emotional kind of speeches as my Nazi speaker Façade would. Over emotionalism is caused by this Façade making. Like someone may read this and over react. It offends only becuase deep down they know its true. Or they may try and say O yeah I knew that all along. The true self would have no need for this kind of ego boost. Its simply an effort to make one feel better themselves. Why? Because they are insecure.

I noticed whenever a God would talk to me. They were very normal and mellow. They talked with confidence and would discuss anything. They didnt get overly emotional. Or say things like, yeah I am such an amazing God. O I knew that already. If you knew half the things I have done. They have no need for that kind of ego boosting type of nonsense.

Anyone who is truly secure in themselves and able to access their true self. Would say, Yup man I have fallen to that more then once! Notice Brian Gibbon has this sort of attitude? Notice Maxine and Don have this sort of attitude? Brian Gibbons has been a huge hero type person to me, Someone I look up to. I do not know how to word it. O no I feel insecure because my grammar sucks!!! AhH!! Sorry kinda slipped there. I do not think he even knows how much of a... You know what I am trying to say.

He has never argued with anyone. He is always there with consoling wisdom. We ALL have to work on this. I do not have it perfect and down pat. This shows you I understand it. I have to work on it consistently. TO see with the eyes of humble wisdom and not inflated ego nonsense. Actually pride is alot better like this. Because when one is secure they have lots of pride and confidence in themselves.

They have no need to say so though. Or break others down to feel better about themselves. This happens alot on the groups.

Take this person who thought he was a prophet. He might be a dedicated and sincere, Our brother in Satan!! Who needs help! He feels insecure about himself. So thus he puts his Façade of being a prophet on. Its his crutch. His intentions are good though, he did it only to please all of us. He wanted the acceptance from us. That we so difficultly give to our own for some reason.

Then because that affected our Façade, we had to destroy his. Instead we could have said, Hey brother I dont mean to offend you. You have been tricked into a lie. The enemy does this kind of thing and you need assistance. There are no prophets in Satan. What you said was good though and we must appreciate you patronage! Lets just work together and see what we can do?

But this was not the way it was handled was it? No we had to get rid of him. Inability to admit that one was wrong shows this kind of thing as well.

What do I propose? I propose this.

We are all Brothers and Sisters in Satan. Please support me in this! Let us all come together! lets build each other up! Stop trying to destroy one another!

Each and everyone of you are my Brother and Sister in Satan. I love all of you as family! My only true motivation was to be accepted by all of you. To come together and work for Satan. For you to think highly of me. Yeah you know that damnplanetsaturn guy, he is a good guy. He is a hard working brother in Satan. Hey he really worked hard on this ritual! This looks really good! Yeah lets all come together and do this! Lets work for Satan! Thank you damnplanetsaturn for aiding in our cause!

Truth be told thats all I wanted. That is still what I want. Not to fullfill an ego. Rather to be given an exchange of love and acceptance by my peers. By my Family in Satan. I am human and this is something that I desire. Does not even Satan enjoy this from us? Is that not why we do Thanks Giving Rituals?

I am working on a destruction Ritual for this Saturday. I will post it later today. I hope that many of you will see this, understand this. So that we may become unified under Satan and learn from each other. Things need to be discussed. Allow people to disagree with you. That way we can find through experimentation what is the truth.

It seems that when someone says something the other doesnt like. It is met with insults from at least one side. Then when the other is proven wronge, It is time to shun them out forever. This makes no sense to me. If people would truly understand they would stop the hostility and discuss things out, find the answer and then move on.

I hope that when I post this weeks destruction Ritual we may all come together to fight our enemies.

There is much to learn on the way to being Risen. You have to study and question, constantly strive to understand things. There is alot more then just meditation. Reading tons and tons of books. Researching and studying to learn everything. Biology, Math, English, Science of all kinds, History. For those who do not like learning, they picked a very horrible path.

Hail Satan!!

 

[darrklady13]

Nice post DPSaturn.

I wasn't trying to hurt the one who posted about being the Prophet of Amon Ra.

IMO I understood he was speaking out in reply to what HP Maxine wrote....obviously Im wrong?.

You gotta admit, being too cocky is just not wise.

I think that RESPECT should be given to all members, especially the HP's and those who help lead and guide the newer or inexperienced members.

Now, as for Fasades....I can only think of one for myself.

When I first meet people, outside of my "social circle" I am friendy. IMO its a CURSE to be as friendly and KIND as I am.

I have often wondered if kindness is just a "fasade" to hide an insecurity, or rather, a FEAR of being rejected.

I have learned to throw away this fear of rejection, and to believe in myself and my opinions.
Rather, fuck it if someone doesn't like me.

I have become more confrontational....not as a bully, but as I STAND UP for myself, instead of letting people, mainly psychic vampires, walk all over me, TAKE ADVANTAGE OF MY KINDNESS.

I don't have an "inflated ego" on the outside, only on the inner part of me, that keeps it in, and yes, SILENCE IS GOLDEN.

I don't go around bragging about my abilities. I don't have to. Seems people notice my natural talents, respond, and I in turn thank them.

I have a very thick skin now, which helps. It comes with aging, and knowing myself better, accepting myself.

I don't like to post a short story online, so now I am finished.

haha hailz

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "damnplanetsaturn" <damnplanetsaturn@... wrote:


Thank you everyone for your support!

I noticed that the problems that were created were my fault. I made alot of mistakes and brought everything on myself. I choose to not go that way anymore. I realized how much the enemy can get in your head. There will be satanic unity. We will push on because we are the warriors of Hell. No one fucks with us.

I got hit so hard by the enemy yesterday. Harder then my entire life. Alot of this is clearing out though as well. A brother in Satan really helped me last night. I was able to clear things out. That is what is interesting, when one ascends, they help the others. In the old days you did a ritual and the High Priest of the village just rose your serpent and bam you were Risen. Wouldnt that be great? As things progress, the faster they are going to pick up. Imagine when there is 50 Risen Satanist on here in the groups. Its going to happen.


The thing to remember here also is balance. Not one way or the other. There are some of us that turn towards a loving type of way. They become blinded by the enemy and turn into some form of Christian posing as a Satanist. The enemy blinds them with bullshit. O you dont have to fight. You dont have to come together, make your own way. Just love and embrace life and everything will work out. Bullshit.

On the same token we cannot be cold harded. We cannot allow outselves to turn into insensitive monsters. With no care for life, only to destroy. This can also happen. The term an iron fist but not an iron heart comes into play. Just remember we are the good guys.


Think of it as any good guy that fights. The old westerns. We stand for unity and the preserverance of love for life. We stand for our children. We stand for the animals. We stand for all that is right and just. Now as in the immortal names of Thomas Jefferson, Geroge Washington, Benjamin Franklin, Adolf Hitler, Heinrich Himmler, and many many others. We stand for all that is good and holy. This monster Christianity and its vermin the jews must be slain. They impede upon our freedom and our way of life! They are the foul odious ones that have corrupted our society!

They will fall before our swords! This is the Gentile God Satans Planet! Hail To Satan! Hail to our most certain Victory! Hail to Hells most certain victory! Hail to the Gentile Races!


Hail Victory!!!!!!



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], wayne newton <boofwayne@ wrote:


damnplanetsaturn,
 
That was a very Honorable way to go! I loved reading your post. I am new to the group and I love it here. But your right. I wish to join with you on this, we should be together and not have clicks here and there. We should be unified, which doesnt mean we agree on everything, but that we can disagree and yet still be Brothers and Sisters. Thank you for this post! Just like the person who says he is a prophet, it didnt bother me for him to say that, maybe he realy beleives himself to be a prophet, or as you said he is seeking acceptence. Either way I would enjoy speaking with him as a brother. Thank you again for this post!
 
Hail Satan!!!!!!!
 
Wayne


________________________________
From: damnplanetsaturn <damnplanetsaturn@
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Tuesday, December 4, 2012 11:26 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Façade


 


It has come to my realization of something. I would like to share it with you my Brothers and Sisters in Satan.

The Gods have been helping come to realize something. This has to do with everyone, Including myself. Ok let me break this down.

People feel insecure about themselves. This insecurity leads to much hardship. It come from anything. In my case a bunch of people told me I was a loser basically. A big part of me for whatever reason believed them. This created an insecurity in myself. One that I wanted to get rid of.

This Insecure feeling leads one to making a Façade. Which is basically puting a mask on. You try to convince yourself you are this certain person. In my case I tried to convince myself I was a Nazi speaker and a fighter for Hitler. You can try to deny it, but I see it alot on the groups. Most of us do something like this.

This is very weak. Because there is no real power in this. You feel insecure about yourself all the time. Someone may look at you, you look away ect.

The true self, which goes back to the true self merging with the kundalini. The self we need to bring out. Is your real self and is usually quite strong. My true self does not talk with the over emotional kind of speeches as my Nazi speaker Façade would. Over emotionalism is caused by this Façade making. Like someone may read this and over react. It offends only becuase deep down they know its true. Or they may try and say O yeah I knew that all along. The true self would have no need for this kind of ego boost. Its simply an effort to make one feel better themselves. Why? Because they are insecure.

I noticed whenever a God would talk to me. They were very normal and mellow. They talked with confidence and would discuss anything. They didnt get overly emotional. Or say things like, yeah I am such an amazing God. O I knew that already. If you knew half the things I have done. They have no need for that kind of ego boosting type of nonsense.

Anyone who is truly secure in themselves and able to access their true self. Would say, Yup man I have fallen to that more then once! Notice Brian Gibbon has this sort of attitude? Notice Maxine and Don have this sort of attitude? Brian Gibbons has been a huge hero type person to me, Someone I look up to. I do not know how to word it. O no I feel insecure because my grammar sucks!!! AhH!! Sorry kinda slipped there. I do not think he even knows how much of a... You know what I am trying to say.

He has never argued with anyone. He is always there with consoling wisdom. We ALL have to work on this. I do not have it perfect and down pat. This shows you I understand it. I have to work on it consistently. TO see with the eyes of humble wisdom and not inflated ego nonsense. Actually pride is alot better like this. Because when one is secure they have lots of pride and confidence in themselves.

They have no need to say so though. Or break others down to feel better about themselves. This happens alot on the groups.

Take this person who thought he was a prophet. He might be a dedicated and sincere, Our brother in Satan!! Who needs help! He feels insecure about himself. So thus he puts his Façade of being a prophet on. Its his crutch. His intentions are good though, he did it only to please all of us. He wanted the acceptance from us. That we so difficultly give to our own for some reason.

Then because that affected our Façade, we had to destroy his. Instead we could have said, Hey brother I dont mean to offend you. You have been tricked into a lie. The enemy does this kind of thing and you need assistance. There are no prophets in Satan. What you said was good though and we must appreciate you patronage! Lets just work together and see what we can do?

But this was not the way it was handled was it? No we had to get rid of him. Inability to admit that one was wrong shows this kind of thing as well.

What do I propose? I propose this.

We are all Brothers and Sisters in Satan. Please support me in this! Let us all come together! lets build each other up! Stop trying to destroy one another!

Each and everyone of you are my Brother and Sister in Satan. I love all of you as family! My only true motivation was to be accepted by all of you. To come together and work for Satan. For you to think highly of me. Yeah you know that damnplanetsaturn guy, he is a good guy. He is a hard working brother in Satan. Hey he really worked hard on this ritual! This looks really good! Yeah lets all come together and do this! Lets work for Satan! Thank you damnplanetsaturn for aiding in our cause!

Truth be told thats all I wanted. That is still what I want. Not to fullfill an ego. Rather to be given an exchange of love and acceptance by my peers. By my Family in Satan. I am human and this is something that I desire. Does not even Satan enjoy this from us? Is that not why we do Thanks Giving Rituals?

I am working on a destruction Ritual for this Saturday. I will post it later today. I hope that many of you will see this, understand this. So that we may become unified under Satan and learn from each other. Things need to be discussed. Allow people to disagree with you. That way we can find through experimentation what is the truth.

It seems that when someone says something the other doesnt like. It is met with insults from at least one side. Then when the other is proven wronge, It is time to shun them out forever. This makes no sense to me. If people would truly understand they would stop the hostility and discuss things out, find the answer and then move on.

I hope that when I post this weeks destruction Ritual we may all come together to fight our enemies.

There is much to learn on the way to being Risen. You have to study and question, constantly strive to understand things. There is alot more then just meditation. Reading tons and tons of books. Researching and studying to learn everything. Biology, Math, English, Science of all kinds, History. For those who do not like learning, they picked a very horrible path.

Hail Satan!!

 

[damnplanetsaturn]

No your not in the wronge. This person needed to be corrected.

Thats excelent. I can tell you are a stronge woman.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@... wrote:

Nice post DPSaturn.

I wasn't trying to hurt the one who posted about being the Prophet of Amon Ra.

IMO I understood he was speaking out in reply to what HP Maxine wrote....obviously Im wrong?.

You gotta admit, being too cocky is just not wise.

I think that RESPECT should be given to all members, especially the HP's and those who help lead and guide the newer or inexperienced members.

Now, as for Fasades....I can only think of one for myself.

When I first meet people, outside of my "social circle" I am friendy. IMO its a CURSE to be as friendly and KIND as I am.

I have often wondered if kindness is just a "fasade" to hide an insecurity, or rather, a FEAR of being rejected.

I have learned to throw away this fear of rejection, and to believe in myself and my opinions.
Rather, fuck it if someone doesn't like me.

I have become more confrontational....not as a bully, but as I STAND UP for myself, instead of letting people, mainly psychic vampires, walk all over me, TAKE ADVANTAGE OF MY KINDNESS.

I don't have an "inflated ego" on the outside, only on the inner part of me, that keeps it in, and yes, SILENCE IS GOLDEN.

I don't go around bragging about my abilities. I don't have to. Seems people notice my natural talents, respond, and I in turn thank them.

I have a very thick skin now, which helps. It comes with aging, and knowing myself better, accepting myself.

I don't like to post a short story online, so now I am finished.

haha hailz


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "damnplanetsaturn" <damnplanetsaturn@ wrote:


Thank you everyone for your support!

I noticed that the problems that were created were my fault. I made alot of mistakes and brought everything on myself. I choose to not go that way anymore. I realized how much the enemy can get in your head. There will be satanic unity. We will push on because we are the warriors of Hell. No one fucks with us.

I got hit so hard by the enemy yesterday. Harder then my entire life. Alot of this is clearing out though as well. A brother in Satan really helped me last night. I was able to clear things out. That is what is interesting, when one ascends, they help the others. In the old days you did a ritual and the High Priest of the village just rose your serpent and bam you were Risen. Wouldnt that be great? As things progress, the faster they are going to pick up. Imagine when there is 50 Risen Satanist on here in the groups. Its going to happen.


The thing to remember here also is balance. Not one way or the other. There are some of us that turn towards a loving type of way. They become blinded by the enemy and turn into some form of Christian posing as a Satanist. The enemy blinds them with bullshit. O you dont have to fight. You dont have to come together, make your own way. Just love and embrace life and everything will work out. Bullshit.

On the same token we cannot be cold harded. We cannot allow outselves to turn into insensitive monsters. With no care for life, only to destroy. This can also happen. The term an iron fist but not an iron heart comes into play. Just remember we are the good guys.


Think of it as any good guy that fights. The old westerns. We stand for unity and the preserverance of love for life. We stand for our children. We stand for the animals. We stand for all that is right and just. Now as in the immortal names of Thomas Jefferson, Geroge Washington, Benjamin Franklin, Adolf Hitler, Heinrich Himmler, and many many others. We stand for all that is good and holy. This monster Christianity and its vermin the jews must be slain. They impede upon our freedom and our way of life! They are the foul odious ones that have corrupted our society!

They will fall before our swords! This is the Gentile God Satans Planet! Hail To Satan! Hail to our most certain Victory! Hail to Hells most certain victory! Hail to the Gentile Races!


Hail Victory!!!!!!



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], wayne newton <boofwayne@ wrote:


damnplanetsaturn,
 
That was a very Honorable way to go! I loved reading your post. I am new to the group and I love it here. But your right. I wish to join with you on this, we should be together and not have clicks here and there. We should be unified, which doesnt mean we agree on everything, but that we can disagree and yet still be Brothers and Sisters. Thank you for this post! Just like the person who says he is a prophet, it didnt bother me for him to say that, maybe he realy beleives himself to be a prophet, or as you said he is seeking acceptence. Either way I would enjoy speaking with him as a brother. Thank you again for this post!
 
Hail Satan!!!!!!!
 
Wayne


________________________________
From: damnplanetsaturn <damnplanetsaturn@
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Tuesday, December 4, 2012 11:26 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Façade


 


It has come to my realization of something. I would like to share it with you my Brothers and Sisters in Satan.

The Gods have been helping come to realize something. This has to do with everyone, Including myself. Ok let me break this down.

People feel insecure about themselves. This insecurity leads to much hardship. It come from anything. In my case a bunch of people told me I was a loser basically. A big part of me for whatever reason believed them. This created an insecurity in myself. One that I wanted to get rid of.

This Insecure feeling leads one to making a Façade. Which is basically puting a mask on. You try to convince yourself you are this certain person. In my case I tried to convince myself I was a Nazi speaker and a fighter for Hitler. You can try to deny it, but I see it alot on the groups. Most of us do something like this.

This is very weak. Because there is no real power in this. You feel insecure about yourself all the time. Someone may look at you, you look away ect.

The true self, which goes back to the true self merging with the kundalini. The self we need to bring out. Is your real self and is usually quite strong. My true self does not talk with the over emotional kind of speeches as my Nazi speaker Façade would. Over emotionalism is caused by this Façade making. Like someone may read this and over react. It offends only becuase deep down they know its true. Or they may try and say O yeah I knew that all along. The true self would have no need for this kind of ego boost. Its simply an effort to make one feel better themselves. Why? Because they are insecure.

I noticed whenever a God would talk to me. They were very normal and mellow. They talked with confidence and would discuss anything. They didnt get overly emotional. Or say things like, yeah I am such an amazing God. O I knew that already. If you knew half the things I have done. They have no need for that kind of ego boosting type of nonsense.

Anyone who is truly secure in themselves and able to access their true self. Would say, Yup man I have fallen to that more then once! Notice Brian Gibbon has this sort of attitude? Notice Maxine and Don have this sort of attitude? Brian Gibbons has been a huge hero type person to me, Someone I look up to. I do not know how to word it. O no I feel insecure because my grammar sucks!!! AhH!! Sorry kinda slipped there. I do not think he even knows how much of a... You know what I am trying to say.

He has never argued with anyone. He is always there with consoling wisdom. We ALL have to work on this. I do not have it perfect and down pat. This shows you I understand it. I have to work on it consistently. TO see with the eyes of humble wisdom and not inflated ego nonsense. Actually pride is alot better like this. Because when one is secure they have lots of pride and confidence in themselves.

They have no need to say so though. Or break others down to feel better about themselves. This happens alot on the groups.

Take this person who thought he was a prophet. He might be a dedicated and sincere, Our brother in Satan!! Who needs help! He feels insecure about himself. So thus he puts his Façade of being a prophet on. Its his crutch. His intentions are good though, he did it only to please all of us. He wanted the acceptance from us. That we so difficultly give to our own for some reason.

Then because that affected our Façade, we had to destroy his. Instead we could have said, Hey brother I dont mean to offend you. You have been tricked into a lie. The enemy does this kind of thing and you need assistance. There are no prophets in Satan. What you said was good though and we must appreciate you patronage! Lets just work together and see what we can do?

But this was not the way it was handled was it? No we had to get rid of him. Inability to admit that one was wrong shows this kind of thing as well.

What do I propose? I propose this.

We are all Brothers and Sisters in Satan. Please support me in this! Let us all come together! lets build each other up! Stop trying to destroy one another!

Each and everyone of you are my Brother and Sister in Satan. I love all of you as family! My only true motivation was to be accepted by all of you. To come together and work for Satan. For you to think highly of me. Yeah you know that damnplanetsaturn guy, he is a good guy. He is a hard working brother in Satan. Hey he really worked hard on this ritual! This looks really good! Yeah lets all come together and do this! Lets work for Satan! Thank you damnplanetsaturn for aiding in our cause!

Truth be told thats all I wanted. That is still what I want. Not to fullfill an ego. Rather to be given an exchange of love and acceptance by my peers. By my Family in Satan. I am human and this is something that I desire. Does not even Satan enjoy this from us? Is that not why we do Thanks Giving Rituals?

I am working on a destruction Ritual for this Saturday. I will post it later today. I hope that many of you will see this, understand this. So that we may become unified under Satan and learn from each other. Things need to be discussed. Allow people to disagree with you. That way we can find through experimentation what is the truth.

It seems that when someone says something the other doesnt like. It is met with insults from at least one side. Then when the other is proven wronge, It is time to shun them out forever. This makes no sense to me. If people would truly understand they would stop the hostility and discuss things out, find the answer and then move on.

I hope that when I post this weeks destruction Ritual we may all come together to fight our enemies.

There is much to learn on the way to being Risen. You have to study and question, constantly strive to understand things. There is alot more then just meditation. Reading tons and tons of books. Researching and studying to learn everything. Biology, Math, English, Science of all kinds, History. For those who do not like learning, they picked a very horrible path.

Hail Satan!!

 

[Brian Gibbons]

Great post brother.The thing that comes to my mind is,if you have a problem with another brother or sister in the group and you fail to work it out with them,They could be the very one that has the encouraging word that could change your life or situation.So in that way we really need each other in the fight after all.We all have to agree that there have been times when what someone says in a post,is the very thing we need to here at the time.So we would be stopping the flow from someone that could be very important in our advancement at that moment. Hail Satan
Brian 

From: damnplanetsaturn <damnplanetsaturn@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Wednesday, December 5, 2012 1:53 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Façade

 
Thank you everyone for your support!

I noticed that the problems that were created were my fault. I made alot of mistakes and brought everything on myself. I choose to not go that way anymore. I realized how much the enemy can get in your head. There will be satanic unity. We will push on because we are the warriors of Hell. No one fucks with us.

I got hit so hard by the enemy yesterday. Harder then my entire life. Alot of this is clearing out though as well. A brother in Satan really helped me last night. I was able to clear things out. That is what is interesting, when one ascends, they help the others. In the old days you did a ritual and the High Priest of the village just rose your serpent and bam you were Risen. Wouldnt that be great? As things progress, the faster they are going to pick up. Imagine when there is 50 Risen Satanist on here in the groups. Its going to happen.

The thing to remember here also is balance. Not one way or the other. There are some of us that turn towards a loving type of way. They become blinded by the enemy and turn into some form of Christian posing as a Satanist. The enemy blinds them with bullshit. O you dont have to fight. You dont have to come together, make your own way. Just love and embrace life and everything will work out. Bullshit.

On the same token we cannot be cold harded. We cannot allow outselves to turn into insensitive monsters. With no care for life, only to destroy. This can also happen. The term an iron fist but not an iron heart comes into play. Just remember we are the good guys.

Think of it as any good guy that fights. The old westerns. We stand for unity and the preserverance of love for life. We stand for our children. We stand for the animals. We stand for all that is right and just. Now as in the immortal names of Thomas Jefferson, Geroge Washington, Benjamin Franklin, Adolf Hitler, Heinrich Himmler, and many many others. We stand for all that is good and holy. This monster Christianity and its vermin the jews must be slain. They impede upon our freedom and our way of life! They are the foul odious ones that have corrupted our society!

They will fall before our swords! This is the Gentile God Satans Planet! Hail To Satan! Hail to our most certain Victory! Hail to Hells most certain victory! Hail to the Gentile Races!

Hail Victory!!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], wayne newton <boofwayne@... wrote:


damnplanetsaturn,
 
That was a very Honorable way to go! I loved reading your post. I am new to the group and I love it here. But your right. I wish to join with you on this, we should be together and not have clicks here and there. We should be unified, which doesnt mean we agree on everything, but that we can disagree and yet still be Brothers and Sisters. Thank you for this post! Just like the person who says he is a prophet, it didnt bother me for him to say that, maybe he realy beleives himself to be a prophet, or as you said he is seeking acceptence. Either way I would enjoy speaking with him as a brother. Thank you again for this post!
 
Hail Satan!!!!!!!
 
Wayne


________________________________
From: damnplanetsaturn <damnplanetsaturn@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Tuesday, December 4, 2012 11:26 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Façade


 


It has come to my realization of something. I would like to share it with you my Brothers and Sisters in Satan.

The Gods have been helping come to realize something. This has to do with everyone, Including myself. Ok let me break this down.

People feel insecure about themselves. This insecurity leads to much hardship. It come from anything. In my case a bunch of people told me I was a loser basically. A big part of me for whatever reason believed them. This created an insecurity in myself. One that I wanted to get rid of.

This Insecure feeling leads one to making a Façade. Which is basically puting a mask on. You try to convince yourself you are this certain person. In my case I tried to convince myself I was a Nazi speaker and a fighter for Hitler. You can try to deny it, but I see it alot on the groups. Most of us do something like this.

This is very weak. Because there is no real power in this. You feel insecure about yourself all the time. Someone may look at you, you look away ect.

The true self, which goes back to the true self merging with the kundalini. The self we need to bring out. Is your real self and is usually quite strong. My true self does not talk with the over emotional kind of speeches as my Nazi speaker Façade would. Over emotionalism is caused by this Façade making. Like someone may read this and over react. It offends only becuase deep down they know its true. Or they may try and say O yeah I knew that all along. The true self would have no need for this kind of ego boost. Its simply an effort to make one feel better themselves. Why? Because they are insecure.

I noticed whenever a God would talk to me. They were very normal and mellow. They talked with confidence and would discuss anything. They didnt get overly emotional. Or say things like, yeah I am such an amazing God. O I knew that already. If you knew half the things I have done. They have no need for that kind of ego boosting type of nonsense.

Anyone who is truly secure in themselves and able to access their true self. Would say, Yup man I have fallen to that more then once! Notice Brian Gibbon has this sort of attitude? Notice Maxine and Don have this sort of attitude? Brian Gibbons has been a huge hero type person to me, Someone I look up to. I do not know how to word it. O no I feel insecure because my grammar sucks!!! AhH!! Sorry kinda slipped there. I do not think he even knows how much of a... You know what I am trying to say.

He has never argued with anyone. He is always there with consoling wisdom. We ALL have to work on this. I do not have it perfect and down pat. This shows you I understand it. I have to work on it consistently. TO see with the eyes of humble wisdom and not inflated ego nonsense. Actually pride is alot better like this. Because when one is secure they have lots of pride and confidence in themselves.

They have no need to say so though. Or break others down to feel better about themselves. This happens alot on the groups.

Take this person who thought he was a prophet. He might be a dedicated and sincere, Our brother in Satan!! Who needs help! He feels insecure about himself. So thus he puts his Façade of being a prophet on. Its his crutch. His intentions are good though, he did it only to please all of us. He wanted the acceptance from us. That we so difficultly give to our own for some reason.

Then because that affected our Façade, we had to destroy his. Instead we could have said, Hey brother I dont mean to offend you. You have been tricked into a lie. The enemy does this kind of thing and you need assistance. There are no prophets in Satan. What you said was good though and we must appreciate you patronage! Lets just work together and see what we can do?

But this was not the way it was handled was it? No we had to get rid of him. Inability to admit that one was wrong shows this kind of thing as well.

What do I propose? I propose this.

We are all Brothers and Sisters in Satan. Please support me in this! Let us all come together! lets build each other up! Stop trying to destroy one another!

Each and everyone of you are my Brother and Sister in Satan. I love all of you as family! My only true motivation was to be accepted by all of you. To come together and work for Satan. For you to think highly of me. Yeah you know that damnplanetsaturn guy, he is a good guy. He is a hard working brother in Satan. Hey he really worked hard on this ritual! This looks really good! Yeah lets all come together and do this! Lets work for Satan! Thank you damnplanetsaturn for aiding in our cause!

Truth be told thats all I wanted. That is still what I want. Not to fullfill an ego. Rather to be given an exchange of love and acceptance by my peers. By my Family in Satan. I am human and this is something that I desire. Does not even Satan enjoy this from us? Is that not why we do Thanks Giving Rituals?

I am working on a destruction Ritual for this Saturday. I will post it later today. I hope that many of you will see this, understand this. So that we may become unified under Satan and learn from each other. Things need to be discussed. Allow people to disagree with you. That way we can find through experimentation what is the truth.

It seems that when someone says something the other doesnt like. It is met with insults from at least one side. Then when the other is proven wronge, It is time to shun them out forever. This makes no sense to me. If people would truly understand they would stop the hostility and discuss things out, find the answer and then move on.

I hope that when I post this weeks destruction Ritual we may all come together to fight our enemies.

There is much to learn on the way to being Risen. You have to study and question, constantly strive to understand things. There is alot more then just meditation. Reading tons and tons of books. Researching and studying to learn everything. Biology, Math, English, Science of all kinds, History. For those who do not like learning, they picked a very horrible path.

Hail Satan!!

 

[damnplanetsaturn]

Whats really bad is the enemy can worm their way into your mind. They manipulate emotions. Emotions control thoughts and thoughts control actions. In essence you become possessed and doing their work.

Emotions that control us. Will turn us against the world and our sense of reality. They will try to convince us that everyone and everything is against us. They are like a drug to the mind, no longer being able to see reality clearly.

Caught in an endless cycle of conditioned responses. Through learning how to ignore these responses one begins to regain control. Its intersting isn't that emotions would make us think that everyone is out to get us. Why?

This thinking that everyone is out to get us is due to caring what these people think about us. So, what people think about you triggers this feel of them being against you. Well since you cannot control what others think, how do you get rid of this problem. Its not what they think that really matters, you have to get to the root of the problem. Its caring what people think about you. Were still scratching the surface however.

The real problem is trying to CHANGE what people think about you. You want to control them. To make them think what you want. Here lies the real problem. Continuously trying and trying to make them think what you want them too. too no avail. This creates the frustration.

Thus the end result is to no longer try and change or control what others think. Allow them to think whatever they want. Once you do this, you no longer care about what people think about you. Because the only reason you did in the first place was because you were trying to change or control it.

Interesting, much has to be cleared out of the way in order to truely reach the serpent. All these things are being brought to the forefront of my soul. So I can deal with them. If I do not deal with everything and my Kundalini were to try and rise. It would result in insanity. This is the path of being Risen. Which is just the beginning.

Preparing For The Path.


This is so very important. This needs to be done as soon as possible.

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/JoSNewsletter/message/244

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Great post brother.The thing that comes to my mind is,if you have a problem with another brother or sister in the group and you fail to work it out with them,They could be the very one that has the encouraging word that could change your life or situation.So in that way we really need each other in the fight after all.We all have to agree that there have been times when what someone says in a post,is the very thing we need to here at the time.So we would be stopping the flow from someone that could be very important in our advancement at that moment.
 
Hail Satan
Brian 



________________________________
From: damnplanetsaturn <damnplanetsaturn@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Wednesday, December 5, 2012 1:53 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Façade


 

Thank you everyone for your support!

I noticed that the problems that were created were my fault. I made alot of mistakes and brought everything on myself. I choose to not go that way anymore. I realized how much the enemy can get in your head. There will be satanic unity. We will push on because we are the warriors of Hell. No one fucks with us.

I got hit so hard by the enemy yesterday. Harder then my entire life. Alot of this is clearing out though as well. A brother in Satan really helped me last night. I was able to clear things out. That is what is interesting, when one ascends, they help the others. In the old days you did a ritual and the High Priest of the village just rose your serpent and bam you were Risen. Wouldnt that be great? As things progress, the faster they are going to pick up. Imagine when there is 50 Risen Satanist on here in the groups. Its going to happen.

The thing to remember here also is balance. Not one way or the other. There are some of us that turn towards a loving type of way. They become blinded by the enemy and turn into some form of Christian posing as a Satanist. The enemy blinds them with bullshit. O you dont have to fight. You dont have to come together, make your own way. Just love and embrace life and everything will work out. Bullshit.

On the same token we cannot be cold harded. We cannot allow outselves to turn into insensitive monsters. With no care for life, only to destroy. This can also happen. The term an iron fist but not an iron heart comes into play. Just remember we are the good guys.

Think of it as any good guy that fights. The old westerns. We stand for unity and the preserverance of love for life. We stand for our children. We stand for the animals. We stand for all that is right and just. Now as in the immortal names of Thomas Jefferson, Geroge Washington, Benjamin Franklin, Adolf Hitler, Heinrich Himmler, and many many others. We stand for all that is good and holy. This monster Christianity and its vermin the jews must be slain. They impede upon our freedom and our way of life! They are the foul odious ones that have corrupted our society!

They will fall before our swords! This is the Gentile God Satans Planet! Hail To Satan! Hail to our most certain Victory! Hail to Hells most certain victory! Hail to the Gentile Races!

Hail Victory!!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], wayne newton <boofwayne@ wrote:


damnplanetsaturn,
 
That was a very Honorable way to go! I loved reading your post. I am new to the group and I love it here. But your right. I wish to join with you on this, we should be together and not have clicks here and there. We should be unified, which doesnt mean we agree on everything, but that we can disagree and yet still be Brothers and Sisters. Thank you for this post! Just like the person who says he is a prophet, it didnt bother me for him to say that, maybe he realy beleives himself to be a prophet, or as you said he is seeking acceptence. Either way I would enjoy speaking with him as a brother. Thank you again for this post!
 
Hail Satan!!!!!!!
 
Wayne


________________________________
From: damnplanetsaturn <damnplanetsaturn@
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Tuesday, December 4, 2012 11:26 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Façade


 


It has come to my realization of something. I would like to share it with you my Brothers and Sisters in Satan.

The Gods have been helping come to realize something. This has to do with everyone, Including myself. Ok let me break this down.

People feel insecure about themselves. This insecurity leads to much hardship. It come from anything. In my case a bunch of people told me I was a loser basically. A big part of me for whatever reason believed them. This created an insecurity in myself. One that I wanted to get rid of.

This Insecure feeling leads one to making a Façade. Which is basically puting a mask on. You try to convince yourself you are this certain person. In my case I tried to convince myself I was a Nazi speaker and a fighter for Hitler. You can try to deny it, but I see it alot on the groups. Most of us do something like this.

This is very weak. Because there is no real power in this. You feel insecure about yourself all the time. Someone may look at you, you look away ect.

The true self, which goes back to the true self merging with the kundalini. The self we need to bring out. Is your real self and is usually quite strong. My true self does not talk with the over emotional kind of speeches as my Nazi speaker Façade would. Over emotionalism is caused by this Façade making. Like someone may read this and over react. It offends only becuase deep down they know its true. Or they may try and say O yeah I knew that all along. The true self would have no need for this kind of ego boost. Its simply an effort to make one feel better themselves. Why? Because they are insecure.

I noticed whenever a God would talk to me. They were very normal and mellow. They talked with confidence and would discuss anything. They didnt get overly emotional. Or say things like, yeah I am such an amazing God. O I knew that already. If you knew half the things I have done. They have no need for that kind of ego boosting type of nonsense.

Anyone who is truly secure in themselves and able to access their true self. Would say, Yup man I have fallen to that more then once! Notice Brian Gibbon has this sort of attitude? Notice Maxine and Don have this sort of attitude? Brian Gibbons has been a huge hero type person to me, Someone I look up to. I do not know how to word it. O no I feel insecure because my grammar sucks!!! AhH!! Sorry kinda slipped there. I do not think he even knows how much of a... You know what I am trying to say.

He has never argued with anyone. He is always there with consoling wisdom. We ALL have to work on this. I do not have it perfect and down pat. This shows you I understand it. I have to work on it consistently. TO see with the eyes of humble wisdom and not inflated ego nonsense. Actually pride is alot better like this. Because when one is secure they have lots of pride and confidence in themselves.

They have no need to say so though. Or break others down to feel better about themselves. This happens alot on the groups.

Take this person who thought he was a prophet. He might be a dedicated and sincere, Our brother in Satan!! Who needs help! He feels insecure about himself. So thus he puts his Façade of being a prophet on. Its his crutch. His intentions are good though, he did it only to please all of us. He wanted the acceptance from us. That we so difficultly give to our own for some reason.

Then because that affected our Façade, we had to destroy his. Instead we could have said, Hey brother I dont mean to offend you. You have been tricked into a lie. The enemy does this kind of thing and you need assistance. There are no prophets in Satan. What you said was good though and we must appreciate you patronage! Lets just work together and see what we can do?

But this was not the way it was handled was it? No we had to get rid of him. Inability to admit that one was wrong shows this kind of thing as well.

What do I propose? I propose this.

We are all Brothers and Sisters in Satan. Please support me in this! Let us all come together! lets build each other up! Stop trying to destroy one another!

Each and everyone of you are my Brother and Sister in Satan. I love all of you as family! My only true motivation was to be accepted by all of you. To come together and work for Satan. For you to think highly of me. Yeah you know that damnplanetsaturn guy, he is a good guy. He is a hard working brother in Satan. Hey he really worked hard on this ritual! This looks really good! Yeah lets all come together and do this! Lets work for Satan! Thank you damnplanetsaturn for aiding in our cause!

Truth be told thats all I wanted. That is still what I want. Not to fullfill an ego. Rather to be given an exchange of love and acceptance by my peers. By my Family in Satan. I am human and this is something that I desire. Does not even Satan enjoy this from us? Is that not why we do Thanks Giving Rituals?

I am working on a destruction Ritual for this Saturday. I will post it later today. I hope that many of you will see this, understand this. So that we may become unified under Satan and learn from each other. Things need to be discussed. Allow people to disagree with you. That way we can find through experimentation what is the truth.

It seems that when someone says something the other doesnt like. It is met with insults from at least one side. Then when the other is proven wronge, It is time to shun them out forever. This makes no sense to me. If people would truly understand they would stop the hostility and discuss things out, find the answer and then move on.

I hope that when I post this weeks destruction Ritual we may all come together to fight our enemies.

There is much to learn on the way to being Risen. You have to study and question, constantly strive to understand things. There is alot more then just meditation. Reading tons and tons of books. Researching and studying to learn everything. Biology, Math, English, Science of all kinds, History. For those who do not like learning, they picked a very horrible path.

Hail Satan!!

 

[darrklady13]

thanks darlin. Hailz!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "damnplanetsaturn" <damnplanetsaturn@... wrote:


No your not in the wronge. This person needed to be corrected.

Thats excelent. I can tell you are a stronge woman.



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@ wrote:

Nice post DPSaturn.

I wasn't trying to hurt the one who posted about being the Prophet of Amon Ra.

IMO I understood he was speaking out in reply to what HP Maxine wrote....obviously Im wrong?.

You gotta admit, being too cocky is just not wise.

I think that RESPECT should be given to all members, especially the HP's and those who help lead and guide the newer or inexperienced members.

Now, as for Fasades....I can only think of one for myself.

When I first meet people, outside of my "social circle" I am friendy. IMO its a CURSE to be as friendly and KIND as I am.

I have often wondered if kindness is just a "fasade" to hide an insecurity, or rather, a FEAR of being rejected.

I have learned to throw away this fear of rejection, and to believe in myself and my opinions.
Rather, fuck it if someone doesn't like me.

I have become more confrontational....not as a bully, but as I STAND UP for myself, instead of letting people, mainly psychic vampires, walk all over me, TAKE ADVANTAGE OF MY KINDNESS.

I don't have an "inflated ego" on the outside, only on the inner part of me, that keeps it in, and yes, SILENCE IS GOLDEN.

I don't go around bragging about my abilities. I don't have to. Seems people notice my natural talents, respond, and I in turn thank them.

I have a very thick skin now, which helps. It comes with aging, and knowing myself better, accepting myself.

I don't like to post a short story online, so now I am finished.

haha hailz


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "damnplanetsaturn" <damnplanetsaturn@ wrote:


Thank you everyone for your support!

I noticed that the problems that were created were my fault. I made alot of mistakes and brought everything on myself. I choose to not go that way anymore. I realized how much the enemy can get in your head. There will be satanic unity. We will push on because we are the warriors of Hell. No one fucks with us.

I got hit so hard by the enemy yesterday. Harder then my entire life. Alot of this is clearing out though as well. A brother in Satan really helped me last night. I was able to clear things out. That is what is interesting, when one ascends, they help the others. In the old days you did a ritual and the High Priest of the village just rose your serpent and bam you were Risen. Wouldnt that be great? As things progress, the faster they are going to pick up. Imagine when there is 50 Risen Satanist on here in the groups. Its going to happen.


The thing to remember here also is balance. Not one way or the other. There are some of us that turn towards a loving type of way. They become blinded by the enemy and turn into some form of Christian posing as a Satanist. The enemy blinds them with bullshit. O you dont have to fight. You dont have to come together, make your own way. Just love and embrace life and everything will work out. Bullshit.

On the same token we cannot be cold harded. We cannot allow outselves to turn into insensitive monsters. With no care for life, only to destroy. This can also happen. The term an iron fist but not an iron heart comes into play. Just remember we are the good guys.


Think of it as any good guy that fights. The old westerns. We stand for unity and the preserverance of love for life. We stand for our children. We stand for the animals. We stand for all that is right and just. Now as in the immortal names of Thomas Jefferson, Geroge Washington, Benjamin Franklin, Adolf Hitler, Heinrich Himmler, and many many others. We stand for all that is good and holy. This monster Christianity and its vermin the jews must be slain. They impede upon our freedom and our way of life! They are the foul odious ones that have corrupted our society!

They will fall before our swords! This is the Gentile God Satans Planet! Hail To Satan! Hail to our most certain Victory! Hail to Hells most certain victory! Hail to the Gentile Races!


Hail Victory!!!!!!



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], wayne newton <boofwayne@ wrote:


damnplanetsaturn,
 
That was a very Honorable way to go! I loved reading your post. I am new to the group and I love it here. But your right. I wish to join with you on this, we should be together and not have clicks here and there. We should be unified, which doesnt mean we agree on everything, but that we can disagree and yet still be Brothers and Sisters. Thank you for this post! Just like the person who says he is a prophet, it didnt bother me for him to say that, maybe he realy beleives himself to be a prophet, or as you said he is seeking acceptence. Either way I would enjoy speaking with him as a brother. Thank you again for this post!
 
Hail Satan!!!!!!!
 
Wayne


________________________________
From: damnplanetsaturn <damnplanetsaturn@
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Tuesday, December 4, 2012 11:26 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Façade


 


It has come to my realization of something. I would like to share it with you my Brothers and Sisters in Satan.

The Gods have been helping come to realize something. This has to do with everyone, Including myself. Ok let me break this down.

People feel insecure about themselves. This insecurity leads to much hardship. It come from anything. In my case a bunch of people told me I was a loser basically. A big part of me for whatever reason believed them. This created an insecurity in myself. One that I wanted to get rid of.

This Insecure feeling leads one to making a Façade. Which is basically puting a mask on. You try to convince yourself you are this certain person. In my case I tried to convince myself I was a Nazi speaker and a fighter for Hitler. You can try to deny it, but I see it alot on the groups. Most of us do something like this.

This is very weak. Because there is no real power in this. You feel insecure about yourself all the time. Someone may look at you, you look away ect.

The true self, which goes back to the true self merging with the kundalini. The self we need to bring out. Is your real self and is usually quite strong. My true self does not talk with the over emotional kind of speeches as my Nazi speaker Façade would. Over emotionalism is caused by this Façade making. Like someone may read this and over react. It offends only becuase deep down they know its true. Or they may try and say O yeah I knew that all along. The true self would have no need for this kind of ego boost. Its simply an effort to make one feel better themselves. Why? Because they are insecure.

I noticed whenever a God would talk to me. They were very normal and mellow. They talked with confidence and would discuss anything. They didnt get overly emotional. Or say things like, yeah I am such an amazing God. O I knew that already. If you knew half the things I have done. They have no need for that kind of ego boosting type of nonsense.

Anyone who is truly secure in themselves and able to access their true self. Would say, Yup man I have fallen to that more then once! Notice Brian Gibbon has this sort of attitude? Notice Maxine and Don have this sort of attitude? Brian Gibbons has been a huge hero type person to me, Someone I look up to. I do not know how to word it. O no I feel insecure because my grammar sucks!!! AhH!! Sorry kinda slipped there. I do not think he even knows how much of a... You know what I am trying to say.

He has never argued with anyone. He is always there with consoling wisdom. We ALL have to work on this. I do not have it perfect and down pat. This shows you I understand it. I have to work on it consistently. TO see with the eyes of humble wisdom and not inflated ego nonsense. Actually pride is alot better like this. Because when one is secure they have lots of pride and confidence in themselves.

They have no need to say so though. Or break others down to feel better about themselves. This happens alot on the groups.

Take this person who thought he was a prophet. He might be a dedicated and sincere, Our brother in Satan!! Who needs help! He feels insecure about himself. So thus he puts his Façade of being a prophet on. Its his crutch. His intentions are good though, he did it only to please all of us. He wanted the acceptance from us. That we so difficultly give to our own for some reason.

Then because that affected our Façade, we had to destroy his. Instead we could have said, Hey brother I dont mean to offend you. You have been tricked into a lie. The enemy does this kind of thing and you need assistance. There are no prophets in Satan. What you said was good though and we must appreciate you patronage! Lets just work together and see what we can do?

But this was not the way it was handled was it? No we had to get rid of him. Inability to admit that one was wrong shows this kind of thing as well.

What do I propose? I propose this.

We are all Brothers and Sisters in Satan. Please support me in this! Let us all come together! lets build each other up! Stop trying to destroy one another!

Each and everyone of you are my Brother and Sister in Satan. I love all of you as family! My only true motivation was to be accepted by all of you. To come together and work for Satan. For you to think highly of me. Yeah you know that damnplanetsaturn guy, he is a good guy. He is a hard working brother in Satan. Hey he really worked hard on this ritual! This looks really good! Yeah lets all come together and do this! Lets work for Satan! Thank you damnplanetsaturn for aiding in our cause!

Truth be told thats all I wanted. That is still what I want. Not to fullfill an ego. Rather to be given an exchange of love and acceptance by my peers. By my Family in Satan. I am human and this is something that I desire. Does not even Satan enjoy this from us? Is that not why we do Thanks Giving Rituals?

I am working on a destruction Ritual for this Saturday. I will post it later today. I hope that many of you will see this, understand this. So that we may become unified under Satan and learn from each other. Things need to be discussed. Allow people to disagree with you. That way we can find through experimentation what is the truth.

It seems that when someone says something the other doesnt like. It is met with insults from at least one side. Then when the other is proven wronge, It is time to shun them out forever. This makes no sense to me. If people would truly understand they would stop the hostility and discuss things out, find the answer and then move on.

I hope that when I post this weeks destruction Ritual we may all come together to fight our enemies.

There is much to learn on the way to being Risen. You have to study and question, constantly strive to understand things. There is alot more then just meditation. Reading tons and tons of books. Researching and studying to learn everything. Biology, Math, English, Science of all kinds, History. For those who do not like learning, they picked a very horrible path.

Hail Satan!!

 

[damnplanetsaturn]

No problem. Also yes it is true you have to have your guard up. You have learned how to do it without a precieved act. You can have your guard up while smiling.

People trying to be nice and then notice they get used. Only because they let their guard down and feel like they in some way have been dominated.

You dont have to have a stern look with piercing eyes to have your guard up. Rather its a mind set of being secure with your self and controlling your emotions.

Example.

Mundane:Hey buddy!

Satanist: Hello! How Are You Today?

Mundane: O Not so good my car broke down and my rent is late.

Satanist: O I am sorry to hear that. Life can be tough sometimes.

Mundane: Yet it sure can! Hey would you mind spotting me fifty bucks!

Satanist: Yes unfortunately I do mind. As I myself have my own needs.

Mundane: Thats messed up! Were friends! I would help you!

Satanist: So you are not asking me for money, your demanding?

Mundane: No a friend would just have to ask!

Satanist: So, what your saying is I owe you money for friendship?

Mundane: No, it would just be common sense.

Satanist: Well I do apologize if you thought that. Smiles.

Mundane: You know what! The hell with you! I see how it is!

Satanist: The hell with me? I see how you treat your friends. If you

are going to treat your friends this way, perhaps we should move on.

I do apologize However I do not appreciate people that treat me with

Such disrespect and disdain because they cannot get something from

me. Good day.

Mundane: Go fuck yourself!

Satanist: Walks away whistling.

This is a prime example of how to control emotions. To respond rather then react. To choose your words. To be kind and nice and yourself, while not giving in to others.

Ofcourse most of this comes through meditation. Repressed emotions make this difficult. As when an oppurunity arises to release them, your soul with trying doing so. You need to remove such repressed emotions first.

I can tell you have learned this over time. It takes failures to learn successes.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@... wrote:

thanks darlin. Hailz!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "damnplanetsaturn" <damnplanetsaturn@ wrote:


No your not in the wronge. This person needed to be corrected.

Thats excelent. I can tell you are a stronge woman.



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@ wrote:

Nice post DPSaturn.

I wasn't trying to hurt the one who posted about being the Prophet of Amon Ra.

IMO I understood he was speaking out in reply to what HP Maxine wrote....obviously Im wrong?.

You gotta admit, being too cocky is just not wise.

I think that RESPECT should be given to all members, especially the HP's and those who help lead and guide the newer or inexperienced members.

Now, as for Fasades....I can only think of one for myself.

When I first meet people, outside of my "social circle" I am friendy. IMO its a CURSE to be as friendly and KIND as I am.

I have often wondered if kindness is just a "fasade" to hide an insecurity, or rather, a FEAR of being rejected.

I have learned to throw away this fear of rejection, and to believe in myself and my opinions.
Rather, fuck it if someone doesn't like me.

I have become more confrontational....not as a bully, but as I STAND UP for myself, instead of letting people, mainly psychic vampires, walk all over me, TAKE ADVANTAGE OF MY KINDNESS.

I don't have an "inflated ego" on the outside, only on the inner part of me, that keeps it in, and yes, SILENCE IS GOLDEN.

I don't go around bragging about my abilities. I don't have to. Seems people notice my natural talents, respond, and I in turn thank them.

I have a very thick skin now, which helps. It comes with aging, and knowing myself better, accepting myself.

I don't like to post a short story online, so now I am finished.

haha hailz


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "damnplanetsaturn" <damnplanetsaturn@ wrote:


Thank you everyone for your support!

I noticed that the problems that were created were my fault. I made alot of mistakes and brought everything on myself. I choose to not go that way anymore. I realized how much the enemy can get in your head. There will be satanic unity. We will push on because we are the warriors of Hell. No one fucks with us.

I got hit so hard by the enemy yesterday. Harder then my entire life. Alot of this is clearing out though as well. A brother in Satan really helped me last night. I was able to clear things out. That is what is interesting, when one ascends, they help the others. In the old days you did a ritual and the High Priest of the village just rose your serpent and bam you were Risen. Wouldnt that be great? As things progress, the faster they are going to pick up. Imagine when there is 50 Risen Satanist on here in the groups. Its going to happen.


The thing to remember here also is balance. Not one way or the other. There are some of us that turn towards a loving type of way. They become blinded by the enemy and turn into some form of Christian posing as a Satanist. The enemy blinds them with bullshit. O you dont have to fight. You dont have to come together, make your own way. Just love and embrace life and everything will work out. Bullshit.

On the same token we cannot be cold harded. We cannot allow outselves to turn into insensitive monsters. With no care for life, only to destroy. This can also happen. The term an iron fist but not an iron heart comes into play. Just remember we are the good guys.


Think of it as any good guy that fights. The old westerns. We stand for unity and the preserverance of love for life. We stand for our children. We stand for the animals. We stand for all that is right and just. Now as in the immortal names of Thomas Jefferson, Geroge Washington, Benjamin Franklin, Adolf Hitler, Heinrich Himmler, and many many others. We stand for all that is good and holy. This monster Christianity and its vermin the jews must be slain. They impede upon our freedom and our way of life! They are the foul odious ones that have corrupted our society!

They will fall before our swords! This is the Gentile God Satans Planet! Hail To Satan! Hail to our most certain Victory! Hail to Hells most certain victory! Hail to the Gentile Races!


Hail Victory!!!!!!



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], wayne newton <boofwayne@ wrote:


damnplanetsaturn,
 
That was a very Honorable way to go! I loved reading your post. I am new to the group and I love it here. But your right. I wish to join with you on this, we should be together and not have clicks here and there. We should be unified, which doesnt mean we agree on everything, but that we can disagree and yet still be Brothers and Sisters. Thank you for this post! Just like the person who says he is a prophet, it didnt bother me for him to say that, maybe he realy beleives himself to be a prophet, or as you said he is seeking acceptence. Either way I would enjoy speaking with him as a brother. Thank you again for this post!
 
Hail Satan!!!!!!!
 
Wayne


________________________________
From: damnplanetsaturn <damnplanetsaturn@
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Tuesday, December 4, 2012 11:26 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Façade


 


It has come to my realization of something. I would like to share it with you my Brothers and Sisters in Satan.

The Gods have been helping come to realize something. This has to do with everyone, Including myself. Ok let me break this down.

People feel insecure about themselves. This insecurity leads to much hardship. It come from anything. In my case a bunch of people told me I was a loser basically. A big part of me for whatever reason believed them. This created an insecurity in myself. One that I wanted to get rid of.

This Insecure feeling leads one to making a Façade. Which is basically puting a mask on. You try to convince yourself you are this certain person. In my case I tried to convince myself I was a Nazi speaker and a fighter for Hitler. You can try to deny it, but I see it alot on the groups. Most of us do something like this.

This is very weak. Because there is no real power in this. You feel insecure about yourself all the time. Someone may look at you, you look away ect.

The true self, which goes back to the true self merging with the kundalini. The self we need to bring out. Is your real self and is usually quite strong. My true self does not talk with the over emotional kind of speeches as my Nazi speaker Façade would. Over emotionalism is caused by this Façade making. Like someone may read this and over react. It offends only becuase deep down they know its true. Or they may try and say O yeah I knew that all along. The true self would have no need for this kind of ego boost. Its simply an effort to make one feel better themselves. Why? Because they are insecure.

I noticed whenever a God would talk to me. They were very normal and mellow. They talked with confidence and would discuss anything. They didnt get overly emotional. Or say things like, yeah I am such an amazing God. O I knew that already. If you knew half the things I have done. They have no need for that kind of ego boosting type of nonsense.

Anyone who is truly secure in themselves and able to access their true self. Would say, Yup man I have fallen to that more then once! Notice Brian Gibbon has this sort of attitude? Notice Maxine and Don have this sort of attitude? Brian Gibbons has been a huge hero type person to me, Someone I look up to. I do not know how to word it. O no I feel insecure because my grammar sucks!!! AhH!! Sorry kinda slipped there. I do not think he even knows how much of a... You know what I am trying to say.

He has never argued with anyone. He is always there with consoling wisdom. We ALL have to work on this. I do not have it perfect and down pat. This shows you I understand it. I have to work on it consistently. TO see with the eyes of humble wisdom and not inflated ego nonsense. Actually pride is alot better like this. Because when one is secure they have lots of pride and confidence in themselves.

They have no need to say so though. Or break others down to feel better about themselves. This happens alot on the groups.

Take this person who thought he was a prophet. He might be a dedicated and sincere, Our brother in Satan!! Who needs help! He feels insecure about himself. So thus he puts his Façade of being a prophet on. Its his crutch. His intentions are good though, he did it only to please all of us. He wanted the acceptance from us. That we so difficultly give to our own for some reason.

Then because that affected our Façade, we had to destroy his. Instead we could have said, Hey brother I dont mean to offend you. You have been tricked into a lie. The enemy does this kind of thing and you need assistance. There are no prophets in Satan. What you said was good though and we must appreciate you patronage! Lets just work together and see what we can do?

But this was not the way it was handled was it? No we had to get rid of him. Inability to admit that one was wrong shows this kind of thing as well.

What do I propose? I propose this.

We are all Brothers and Sisters in Satan. Please support me in this! Let us all come together! lets build each other up! Stop trying to destroy one another!

Each and everyone of you are my Brother and Sister in Satan. I love all of you as family! My only true motivation was to be accepted by all of you. To come together and work for Satan. For you to think highly of me. Yeah you know that damnplanetsaturn guy, he is a good guy. He is a hard working brother in Satan. Hey he really worked hard on this ritual! This looks really good! Yeah lets all come together and do this! Lets work for Satan! Thank you damnplanetsaturn for aiding in our cause!

Truth be told thats all I wanted. That is still what I want. Not to fullfill an ego. Rather to be given an exchange of love and acceptance by my peers. By my Family in Satan. I am human and this is something that I desire. Does not even Satan enjoy this from us? Is that not why we do Thanks Giving Rituals?

I am working on a destruction Ritual for this Saturday. I will post it later today. I hope that many of you will see this, understand this. So that we may become unified under Satan and learn from each other. Things need to be discussed. Allow people to disagree with you. That way we can find through experimentation what is the truth.

It seems that when someone says something the other doesnt like. It is met with insults from at least one side. Then when the other is proven wronge, It is time to shun them out forever. This makes no sense to me. If people would truly understand they would stop the hostility and discuss things out, find the answer and then move on.

I hope that when I post this weeks destruction Ritual we may all come together to fight our enemies.

There is much to learn on the way to being Risen. You have to study and question, constantly strive to understand things. There is alot more then just meditation. Reading tons and tons of books. Researching and studying to learn everything. Biology, Math, English, Science of all kinds, History. For those who do not like learning, they picked a very horrible path.

Hail Satan!!

 

[darrklady13]

haha yes.

But I never have any money to loan, Im always struggling.

There are other ways....like friends wanting to stay too long in my home, psychic vampires....

I get you. And I appreciate your being so candid with me.

hailz

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "damnplanetsaturn" <damnplanetsaturn@... wrote:


No problem. Also yes it is true you have to have your guard up. You have learned how to do it without a precieved act. You can have your guard up while smiling.

People trying to be nice and then notice they get used. Only because they let their guard down and feel like they in some way have been dominated.

You dont have to have a stern look with piercing eyes to have your guard up. Rather its a mind set of being secure with your self and controlling your emotions.

Example.

Mundane:Hey buddy!

Satanist: Hello! How Are You Today?

Mundane: O Not so good my car broke down and my rent is late.

Satanist: O I am sorry to hear that. Life can be tough sometimes.

Mundane: Yet it sure can! Hey would you mind spotting me fifty bucks!

Satanist: Yes unfortunately I do mind. As I myself have my own needs.

Mundane: Thats messed up! Were friends! I would help you!

Satanist: So you are not asking me for money, your demanding?

Mundane: No a friend would just have to ask!

Satanist: So, what your saying is I owe you money for friendship?

Mundane: No, it would just be common sense.

Satanist: Well I do apologize if you thought that. Smiles.

Mundane: You know what! The hell with you! I see how it is!

Satanist: The hell with me? I see how you treat your friends. If you

are going to treat your friends this way, perhaps we should move on.

I do apologize However I do not appreciate people that treat me with

Such disrespect and disdain because they cannot get something from

me. Good day.

Mundane: Go fuck yourself!

Satanist: Walks away whistling.

This is a prime example of how to control emotions. To respond rather then react. To choose your words. To be kind and nice and yourself, while not giving in to others.

Ofcourse most of this comes through meditation. Repressed emotions make this difficult. As when an oppurunity arises to release them, your soul with trying doing so. You need to remove such repressed emotions first.

I can tell you have learned this over time. It takes failures to learn successes.




--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@ wrote:

thanks darlin. Hailz!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "damnplanetsaturn" <damnplanetsaturn@ wrote:


No your not in the wronge. This person needed to be corrected.

Thats excelent. I can tell you are a stronge woman.



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@ wrote:

Nice post DPSaturn.

I wasn't trying to hurt the one who posted about being the Prophet of Amon Ra.

IMO I understood he was speaking out in reply to what HP Maxine wrote....obviously Im wrong?.

You gotta admit, being too cocky is just not wise.

I think that RESPECT should be given to all members, especially the HP's and those who help lead and guide the newer or inexperienced members.

Now, as for Fasades....I can only think of one for myself.

When I first meet people, outside of my "social circle" I am friendy. IMO its a CURSE to be as friendly and KIND as I am.

I have often wondered if kindness is just a "fasade" to hide an insecurity, or rather, a FEAR of being rejected.

I have learned to throw away this fear of rejection, and to believe in myself and my opinions.
Rather, fuck it if someone doesn't like me.

I have become more confrontational....not as a bully, but as I STAND UP for myself, instead of letting people, mainly psychic vampires, walk all over me, TAKE ADVANTAGE OF MY KINDNESS.

I don't have an "inflated ego" on the outside, only on the inner part of me, that keeps it in, and yes, SILENCE IS GOLDEN.

I don't go around bragging about my abilities. I don't have to. Seems people notice my natural talents, respond, and I in turn thank them.

I have a very thick skin now, which helps. It comes with aging, and knowing myself better, accepting myself.

I don't like to post a short story online, so now I am finished.

haha hailz


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "damnplanetsaturn" <damnplanetsaturn@ wrote:


Thank you everyone for your support!

I noticed that the problems that were created were my fault. I made alot of mistakes and brought everything on myself. I choose to not go that way anymore. I realized how much the enemy can get in your head. There will be satanic unity. We will push on because we are the warriors of Hell. No one fucks with us.

I got hit so hard by the enemy yesterday. Harder then my entire life. Alot of this is clearing out though as well. A brother in Satan really helped me last night. I was able to clear things out. That is what is interesting, when one ascends, they help the others. In the old days you did a ritual and the High Priest of the village just rose your serpent and bam you were Risen. Wouldnt that be great? As things progress, the faster they are going to pick up. Imagine when there is 50 Risen Satanist on here in the groups. Its going to happen.


The thing to remember here also is balance. Not one way or the other. There are some of us that turn towards a loving type of way. They become blinded by the enemy and turn into some form of Christian posing as a Satanist. The enemy blinds them with bullshit. O you dont have to fight. You dont have to come together, make your own way. Just love and embrace life and everything will work out. Bullshit.

On the same token we cannot be cold harded. We cannot allow outselves to turn into insensitive monsters. With no care for life, only to destroy. This can also happen. The term an iron fist but not an iron heart comes into play. Just remember we are the good guys.


Think of it as any good guy that fights. The old westerns. We stand for unity and the preserverance of love for life. We stand for our children. We stand for the animals. We stand for all that is right and just. Now as in the immortal names of Thomas Jefferson, Geroge Washington, Benjamin Franklin, Adolf Hitler, Heinrich Himmler, and many many others. We stand for all that is good and holy. This monster Christianity and its vermin the jews must be slain. They impede upon our freedom and our way of life! They are the foul odious ones that have corrupted our society!

They will fall before our swords! This is the Gentile God Satans Planet! Hail To Satan! Hail to our most certain Victory! Hail to Hells most certain victory! Hail to the Gentile Races!


Hail Victory!!!!!!



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], wayne newton <boofwayne@ wrote:


damnplanetsaturn,
 
That was a very Honorable way to go! I loved reading your post. I am new to the group and I love it here. But your right. I wish to join with you on this, we should be together and not have clicks here and there. We should be unified, which doesnt mean we agree on everything, but that we can disagree and yet still be Brothers and Sisters. Thank you for this post! Just like the person who says he is a prophet, it didnt bother me for him to say that, maybe he realy beleives himself to be a prophet, or as you said he is seeking acceptence. Either way I would enjoy speaking with him as a brother. Thank you again for this post!
 
Hail Satan!!!!!!!
 
Wayne


________________________________
From: damnplanetsaturn <damnplanetsaturn@
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Tuesday, December 4, 2012 11:26 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Façade


 


It has come to my realization of something. I would like to share it with you my Brothers and Sisters in Satan.

The Gods have been helping come to realize something. This has to do with everyone, Including myself. Ok let me break this down.

People feel insecure about themselves. This insecurity leads to much hardship. It come from anything. In my case a bunch of people told me I was a loser basically. A big part of me for whatever reason believed them. This created an insecurity in myself. One that I wanted to get rid of.

This Insecure feeling leads one to making a Façade. Which is basically puting a mask on. You try to convince yourself you are this certain person. In my case I tried to convince myself I was a Nazi speaker and a fighter for Hitler. You can try to deny it, but I see it alot on the groups. Most of us do something like this.

This is very weak. Because there is no real power in this. You feel insecure about yourself all the time. Someone may look at you, you look away ect.

The true self, which goes back to the true self merging with the kundalini. The self we need to bring out. Is your real self and is usually quite strong. My true self does not talk with the over emotional kind of speeches as my Nazi speaker Façade would. Over emotionalism is caused by this Façade making. Like someone may read this and over react. It offends only becuase deep down they know its true. Or they may try and say O yeah I knew that all along. The true self would have no need for this kind of ego boost. Its simply an effort to make one feel better themselves. Why? Because they are insecure.

I noticed whenever a God would talk to me. They were very normal and mellow. They talked with confidence and would discuss anything. They didnt get overly emotional. Or say things like, yeah I am such an amazing God. O I knew that already. If you knew half the things I have done. They have no need for that kind of ego boosting type of nonsense.

Anyone who is truly secure in themselves and able to access their true self. Would say, Yup man I have fallen to that more then once! Notice Brian Gibbon has this sort of attitude? Notice Maxine and Don have this sort of attitude? Brian Gibbons has been a huge hero type person to me, Someone I look up to. I do not know how to word it. O no I feel insecure because my grammar sucks!!! AhH!! Sorry kinda slipped there. I do not think he even knows how much of a... You know what I am trying to say.

He has never argued with anyone. He is always there with consoling wisdom. We ALL have to work on this. I do not have it perfect and down pat. This shows you I understand it. I have to work on it consistently. TO see with the eyes of humble wisdom and not inflated ego nonsense. Actually pride is alot better like this. Because when one is secure they have lots of pride and confidence in themselves.

They have no need to say so though. Or break others down to feel better about themselves. This happens alot on the groups.

Take this person who thought he was a prophet. He might be a dedicated and sincere, Our brother in Satan!! Who needs help! He feels insecure about himself. So thus he puts his Façade of being a prophet on. Its his crutch. His intentions are good though, he did it only to please all of us. He wanted the acceptance from us. That we so difficultly give to our own for some reason.

Then because that affected our Façade, we had to destroy his. Instead we could have said, Hey brother I dont mean to offend you. You have been tricked into a lie. The enemy does this kind of thing and you need assistance. There are no prophets in Satan. What you said was good though and we must appreciate you patronage! Lets just work together and see what we can do?

But this was not the way it was handled was it? No we had to get rid of him. Inability to admit that one was wrong shows this kind of thing as well.

What do I propose? I propose this.

We are all Brothers and Sisters in Satan. Please support me in this! Let us all come together! lets build each other up! Stop trying to destroy one another!

Each and everyone of you are my Brother and Sister in Satan. I love all of you as family! My only true motivation was to be accepted by all of you. To come together and work for Satan. For you to think highly of me. Yeah you know that damnplanetsaturn guy, he is a good guy. He is a hard working brother in Satan. Hey he really worked hard on this ritual! This looks really good! Yeah lets all come together and do this! Lets work for Satan! Thank you damnplanetsaturn for aiding in our cause!

Truth be told thats all I wanted. That is still what I want. Not to fullfill an ego. Rather to be given an exchange of love and acceptance by my peers. By my Family in Satan. I am human and this is something that I desire. Does not even Satan enjoy this from us? Is that not why we do Thanks Giving Rituals?

I am working on a destruction Ritual for this Saturday. I will post it later today. I hope that many of you will see this, understand this. So that we may become unified under Satan and learn from each other. Things need to be discussed. Allow people to disagree with you. That way we can find through experimentation what is the truth.

It seems that when someone says something the other doesnt like. It is met with insults from at least one side. Then when the other is proven wronge, It is time to shun them out forever. This makes no sense to me. If people would truly understand they would stop the hostility and discuss things out, find the answer and then move on.

I hope that when I post this weeks destruction Ritual we may all come together to fight our enemies.

There is much to learn on the way to being Risen. You have to study and question, constantly strive to understand things. There is alot more then just meditation. Reading tons and tons of books. Researching and studying to learn everything. Biology, Math, English, Science of all kinds, History. For those who do not like learning, they picked a very horrible path.

Hail Satan!!