Extremities of existence

[Bravera]

In some moments I have clarity of the future, I have advancement and peace, Hapiness and contentment. In these moments I close my eyes. But I am mistaken, and the enemy bites me in the ass again and again.
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I again have clarity, but this time it is of extreme ferocity, anger and determination. How can I retain this ferociousness? I know the actions of my enemy but again and again I fall into the mindset that they are already defeated...