Sundara said:
That is concerning, kundalini can cause a lot of very rare health problems. You should work with the Gods on this issue AND doctors. They can appoint you to the right one. I have peed pitch black before, and have had seizures that froze my lungs. I didn’t know this was from serpent energy, but it was. Beware of any treatments that they will try to push on you unless you have good communications with the Gods and verify it. I got a health reading from HP HC that didn’t denote any of the health issues I was experiencing, so I finally got cued into this. I had prematurely activated my serpent very young, and didn’t have a strong line with the Gods and I was advised to just stop because I didn’t understand what I was doing. When I hit 20, the major physical symptoms really began. You could try finishing the flow of this energy, work with your GD. Based on the rarity of this, my first guess is dealing with the serpent. Get into contact with the Gods and they can help you figure out what you need to do.
I was not ready for some of the work I had to do and I had to wait some of the problems out for a period of time. It’s still a little bit of a mystery. I wasn’t open enough for an invocation but my GD waited until I was in the right position and came in HOT. This saved my life but was very intense and NOT Easy. Get a meditation schedule from them, and stay on it consistently. Don’t postpone this issue or wait until the last minute, slow and steady upwards growth.
Yes, Sundara, you are very right of the cause of the above-mentioned symptoms. I thank you and everyone who commented to help me, it matters a lot.
I figured out what the problem was and is (almost gone). The focus is a very unbalanced water of my sacral, which was at the influence of various actions spiritually of mine, coupled with the Serpent of Fire and rising of sexual energy, my whole water element ran out the window.
I have to thank enormously to my Guardian Anubis, if it weren't for his care my system would've failed completely.
As I said, the salt cravings were for the need of water retention, as well as having reaction to sour things which were of overload of fire element.
My element composition in natal chart shows also 0 water. (Ironically I am an artist)
Besides the water being affected in my system, my sexual energy rising repeatedly left me without sexual activity and desire in that sense.
Bowel movements became more and more harder. At one point I thought it was because of a surgery I had when I was a kid.
But with intuition and communicating with my Guardian almost at the sentence of damnation, I received the Varuna mantra, which I used and got to discover a whole new aspect of clarity and communication, from which I found out entirely about the danger I'm in with the lack of water at the sacral chakra.
For 2 months I only got to function with treatment and pills for the bowel movement, with no healing but barely necessary movements, that were even higher damaging to my health. Doctors were baffled as they didn't knew what was up. I was appointed for an open surgery check up and colonoscopy.
Right then I postponed and started slowly working with water. Got helped tremendously by the Gods.
Now what I have to do is further patch things up with water in the system. Another problem which I think counted for was ..that I was leaking energy out as soon as it regenerated in that area, as I like to experiment with electricity. Big failure and cringe chapter for me. So that is that.
Everything is fine and bearable now, this problem constructed itself in a long time to have this big of a deal in my life now. But with knowledge everything becomes easy to heal and not be stupid again :lol:
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And in respects to your experience with the Kundalini, I absolutely understand what you say at a premature awakening. I remember being 12 13 years old not being able to sit down because of the pain at the bone tail and the spikes. As you said, we got helped and tempered.
My case is very dubious to even believe, as when I was such a little kid, like 6 years old, I found out my fathers stash of yoga magazines. Like hundreds, as he was an yogi and a spiritual man. And since then I was opened to a whole world of sexual photos and different yantras. Around to that same age, I was very inspired to associate the orgasm to my imagination of desire. Basically I was programming my energy since then. Since then also, I felt a pressure on my tail bone, only to ask my father what was that...I am feeling there. He responded so simple and understanding to a little kid: "Kundalini". Since then I was obsessed and at around 12, 13 it awakened. Now I'm 22 and don't know how to master myself more efficiently for the Serpent, and I have kindergarten problems like the above I mentioned. :lol: