Hi everyone!!
I have to first of all to say thanks for making the JoyOfSatan site. The minute i found it my mind was locked into everything there, i probably read like 3-4 hours in my first visit. I've watched almost every episode of ancient aliens before i knew about JoS, and finding Jos and reading about stories/gods, really fills in a lot of the blanks from the tv show.
I have to admit that i didnt feel any different(no joy/bliss) the 4 first days after i dedicated myself, thinking i did something wrong or worse. I made an account here a few hours ago and started reading through the topics, and i can sure say that it helped a lot.
Today is my 5th day only, and after meditating several times on earlier days and visualize my chakra/3rd eye open i didnt feel any different.
But after reading through some topics i decided to do the -opening the soul- with chants, and WOW what a difference. After going through the majors and a few minors i felt, like everything in life was fine and always had been and always will be, also felt like i was levitating almost. SO wierd!
Should i do the same a few more times over several days to make sure all are maximum opened? I read somewhere that a chakra can be to open??? As im sitting here feeling great now, i'm getting a bit worried at the same time, cause my chest is vibrating as hell right now(no pain though). Can that be because my heart chakra may have been closed or was most open of them all? Or that the chant worked best there?
And one last question: Does Beelzebub/enlil get "offended" if i call him Baal? I think sounds much cooler
(thank u diablo 2 game!) im not sure if gods care of my opinion of the name...
Freaklong post, and truckload of typo, so sorry for that. In norway we rarely use english@work so my knowledge keeps fading every year
Thanks and AVE LUCIFER!!
I have to first of all to say thanks for making the JoyOfSatan site. The minute i found it my mind was locked into everything there, i probably read like 3-4 hours in my first visit. I've watched almost every episode of ancient aliens before i knew about JoS, and finding Jos and reading about stories/gods, really fills in a lot of the blanks from the tv show.
I have to admit that i didnt feel any different(no joy/bliss) the 4 first days after i dedicated myself, thinking i did something wrong or worse. I made an account here a few hours ago and started reading through the topics, and i can sure say that it helped a lot.
Today is my 5th day only, and after meditating several times on earlier days and visualize my chakra/3rd eye open i didnt feel any different.
But after reading through some topics i decided to do the -opening the soul- with chants, and WOW what a difference. After going through the majors and a few minors i felt, like everything in life was fine and always had been and always will be, also felt like i was levitating almost. SO wierd!
Should i do the same a few more times over several days to make sure all are maximum opened? I read somewhere that a chakra can be to open??? As im sitting here feeling great now, i'm getting a bit worried at the same time, cause my chest is vibrating as hell right now(no pain though). Can that be because my heart chakra may have been closed or was most open of them all? Or that the chant worked best there?
And one last question: Does Beelzebub/enlil get "offended" if i call him Baal? I think sounds much cooler
(thank u diablo 2 game!) im not sure if gods care of my opinion of the name...Freaklong post, and truckload of typo, so sorry for that. In norway we rarely use english@work so my knowledge keeps fading every year
Thanks and AVE LUCIFER!!
