Ex

[enkisfriend]

The more I learn from the JOS site, the more amazed I am. Right now I am actually rather pissed. I just made the connection that a former boyfriend of mine was likely jewish. I made the connection when I saw a list of names in know the enemy, and a video about hollywood and if there were any gentiles at all. I was totally used, and I am still suffering from that relationship, if one can call it that. He had a high degree of western european blood so I wouldn't have suspected. But that name, and perhaps some of the physical and psychological features.

I have always wanted to have him somehow take responsibility for what he did, and for what he has done to others. A living parasite going from host to host. I have never done a blackmagic ritual, but I feel the need to do it. I haven't the slighest as to knowing the best way. But I want to be free of the past once and for all!
hail satan!

 

[High Priest Jake Carlson]

Forgive me for going completely off topic.

Truth be told, I am hoping to have a meditation for finding the roots of parasites, how to destroy that Jewish root, and whoever/whatever the Jews and their maggot "gods" use to attach these spiritual parasites to a person. A lot of times, it is enemy thought-forms, but in your case, it seems like that kike has left parasites from his spiritual self into your spiritual self. Anything from conversation, kissing, sex, or just being around the person, Jewish or not, can imbed these things into a person. I don't know how long it will take, but, I will have a technique that should be useful to all Gentiles. This is total war against the Christian-like "religions" and the kikes, themselves.

I have known kikes here in the so-called gay community, and all they do is try to attach themselves to you real fast and very strong with force, to suck your spiritual "blood" like leeches. They do this so they can live off of the Gentiles vicariously. Jews are generally very weak, passive, and cowardly, in the image of their reptilian "god" Jewhovah. The "god" of the Jews is a parasite, just like its children, the Jewish people. These "gay Jews" force-feed political correctness and the annihilation of humanity under the mirage of "love," "equality," "kindness," and "brotherhood." These slogans that the Jews use are the keywords that have been used by the the enemies of Satan for millenia that have sucked Gentiles into their cause only to die from it. It's a slow, painful [doesn't always hurt at first] way to kill Gentiles and everything Gentile.

I'm glad that you can see the Jewish poison. Although it seems, and it is, fairly easy to see the Jewish poison in one's lifetime, many people are so brainwashed that they just can't see it, and then they put up a futile war of name-calling and finger-pointing. There have been gays in this e-group who have tried to gain sympathy for the Jewish people. They have been leeched onto by the Jews throughout many lifetimes, or they THEMSELVES are at least part-Jewish, SO, OF COURSE THEY WILL DO THE KIKE'S BIDDINGS. These rotten scum know human psychology. While they do not have empathy, they have learned that things like how the human mind works, and how their organized "religion," have become the Achilles heal of the Gentiles.

Anyways, one fool in this e-group with a mouthful of poop tried to say that gays are more "Cthonic," as in chaotic and heterosexuals are more "Apollyon." What this bugger failed to realize is that it is ONLY OUR ASTRAL OFFSPRING from gay/bisexual sex, that is much more "hidden" and occult, that may seem chaotic from an Abrahamic-based mindset. We are NOT like the Jews in any way, shape or form, with the exception of the sad amount of Jew-lovers plaguing the GLBT world like cancer.

Anyways, back to the "Cthonic" versus "Apollyon." Whenever homo/bisexual intercourse takes place or sex among heterosexuals that is performed in ways that are accredited to homosexuals, children are not physically born, BUT, ASTRAL CHILDREN ARE BORN ON THE ASTRAL PLANE. Read "Sexual Alchemy" by Donald Tyson to catch a glimmer of this reality. This really should give Gentile GLBT's second-thought to the purpose of sex and about who one should sleep with or not. Astral offspring is just as real as physical offspring, only one can't see it with physical eyes.

GLBT people are NOT more "chaotic" than heterosexuals. Again, something like this would come from a pro-Christian mentality. Civilization is Apollyonic, and the destroyers of creation and order are more Cthonic. Homo/bisexuals have always been the creation builders, maintainers, and inventors of art and technology. This truth may be inconvenient for the GLBT's who prefer smoking meth over living their life in this death age, but I speak on behalf of Satan, and what HE wants me to speak, and I am very thankful for the helpful advice from the Demoness Morax/Ma'at a couple days ago.

ORDER WILL EMERGE FROM THE ASHES OF CHAOS! We are the torch-bearers of civilization and our purpose that we've been asleep to is laying out the ground work for everyone to follow.

666/88!!

High Priest Jake Carlson
http://www.joyofsatan.com

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "enkisfriend" <enkisfriend@... wrote:

The more I learn from the JOS site, the more amazed I am. Right now I am actually rather pissed. I just made the connection that a former boyfriend of mine was likely jewish. I made the connection when I saw a list of names in know the enemy, and a video about hollywood and if there were any gentiles at all. I was totally used, and I am still suffering from that relationship, if one can call it that. He had a high degree of western european blood so I wouldn't have suspected. But that name, and perhaps some of the physical and psychological features.

I have always wanted to have him somehow take responsibility for what he did, and for what he has done to others. A living parasite going from host to host. I have never done a blackmagic ritual, but I feel the need to do it. I haven't the slighest as to knowing the best way. But I want to be free of the past once and for all!
hail satan!

 

[Kael Meier]

Astral children? I did not know this. This is an amazing reality.
Some of us are chaotic, but so are some heterosexuals, I am chaotic, but that's because I have quite the control over black magick. I was even manipulating black energies before I knew what it was. I'm glad I left Christianity before I got too brainwashed. I see Christians now a days, and it makes me shudder down to the bone sometimes, thinking I could have been like that. And Jews are worst, they operate unlike any death cult I've ever seen, living in secrecy, sacrificing animals (They HAVE done this, I've seen many things to prove this.) Living in fear of so called anti-semetism. I don't call it anti-semetism. I just call it justice. And Jews talk about equality and love? They have to learn what those words mean first before they can use them....
I hope you perfect this meditation. It'd be nice knowing the source of these parasites that have plagued our world. You can kill a cockroach. But if you don't kill the source, they'll keep coming.
Anyways, on subject, you can always use your anger against your ex, like I do against those who anger me, but only when I know they are wrong. I'd recommend doing it while he is sleeping if you don't have as much abilities as I do, for me I can put a curse on people and it takes effect right away. The best way is putting black energy on to your ex (Visualize him) While letting your anger out in a relaxed manner, if you are powerful enough, it'll take effect very, VERY rapidly.
Hail Satan!

From: High Priest Jake Carlson <hammerofthegods_666@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Sunday, April 22, 2012 11:23:38 AM
Subject: [Satanicgaycommunity] Re: Ex

 

Forgive me for going completely off topic.

Truth be told, I am hoping to have a meditation for finding the roots of parasites, how to destroy that Jewish root, and whoever/whatever the Jews and their maggot "gods" use to attach these spiritual parasites to a person. A lot of times, it is enemy thought-forms, but in your case, it seems like that kike has left parasites from his spiritual self into your spiritual self. Anything from conversation, kissing, sex, or just being around the person, Jewish or not, can imbed these things into a person. I don't know how long it will take, but, I will have a technique that should be useful to all Gentiles. This is total war against the Christian-like "religions" and the kikes, themselves.

I have known kikes here in the so-called gay community, and all they do is try to attach themselves to you real fast and very strong with force, to suck your spiritual "blood" like leeches. They do this so they can live off of the Gentiles vicariously. Jews are generally very weak, passive, and cowardly, in the image of their reptilian "god" Jewhovah. The "god" of the Jews is a parasite, just like its children, the Jewish people. These "gay Jews" force-feed political correctness and the annihilation of humanity under the mirage of "love," "equality," "kindness," and "brotherhood." These slogans that the Jews use are the keywords that have been used by the the enemies of Satan for millenia that have sucked Gentiles into their cause only to die from it. It's a slow, painful [doesn't always hurt at first] way to kill Gentiles and everything Gentile.

I'm glad that you can see the Jewish poison. Although it seems, and it is, fairly easy to see the Jewish poison in one's lifetime, many people are so brainwashed that they just can't see it, and then they put up a futile war of name-calling and finger-pointing. There have been gays in this e-group who have tried to gain sympathy for the Jewish people. They have been leeched onto by the Jews throughout many lifetimes, or they THEMSELVES are at least part-Jewish, SO, OF COURSE THEY WILL DO THE KIKE'S BIDDINGS. These rotten scum know human psychology. While they do not have empathy, they have learned that things like how the human mind works, and how their organized "religion," have become the Achilles heal of the Gentiles.

Anyways, one fool in this e-group with a mouthful of poop tried to say that gays are more "Cthonic," as in chaotic and heterosexuals are more "Apollyon." What this bugger failed to realize is that it is ONLY OUR ASTRAL OFFSPRING from gay/bisexual sex, that is much more "hidden" and occult, that may seem chaotic from an Abrahamic-based mindset. We are NOT like the Jews in any way, shape or form, with the exception of the sad amount of Jew-lovers plaguing the GLBT world like cancer.

Anyways, back to the "Cthonic" versus "Apollyon." Whenever homo/bisexual intercourse takes place or sex among heterosexuals that is performed in ways that are accredited to homosexuals, children are not physically born, BUT, ASTRAL CHILDREN ARE BORN ON THE ASTRAL PLANE. Read "Sexual Alchemy" by Donald Tyson to catch a glimmer of this reality. This really should give Gentile GLBT's second-thought to the purpose of sex and about who one should sleep with or not. Astral offspring is just as real as physical offspring, only one can't see it with physical eyes.

GLBT people are NOT more "chaotic" than heterosexuals. Again, something like this would come from a pro-Christian mentality. Civilization is Apollyonic, and the destroyers of creation and order are more Cthonic. Homo/bisexuals have always been the creation builders, maintainers, and inventors of art and technology. This truth may be inconvenient for the GLBT's who prefer smoking meth over living their life in this death age, but I speak on behalf of Satan, and what HE wants me to speak, and I am very thankful for the helpful advice from the Demoness Morax/Ma'at a couple days ago.

ORDER WILL EMERGE FROM THE ASHES OF CHAOS! We are the torch-bearers of civilization and our purpose that we've been asleep to is laying out the ground work for everyone to follow.

666/88!!

High Priest Jake Carlson
http://www.joyofsatan.com

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "enkisfriend" <enkisfriend@... wrote:

The more I learn from the JOS site, the more amazed I am. Right now I am actually rather pissed. I just made the connection that a former boyfriend of mine was likely jewish. I made the connection when I saw a list of names in know the enemy, and a video about hollywood and if there were any gentiles at all. I was totally used, and I am still suffering from that relationship, if one can call it that. He had a high degree of western european blood so I wouldn't have suspected. But that name, and perhaps some of the physical and psychological features.

I have always wanted to have him somehow take responsibility for what he did, and for what he has done to others. A living parasite going from host to host. I have never done a blackmagic ritual, but I feel the need to do it. I haven't the slighest as to knowing the best way. But I want to be free of the past once and for all!
hail satan!

 

[hoodedcobra666]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Kael Meier <meierkael@... wrote:

Astral children? I did not know this. This is an amazing reality.

Some of us are chaotic, but so are some heterosexuals, I am chaotic, but that's because I have quite the control over black magick. I was even manipulating black energies before I knew what it was. I'm glad I left Christianity before I got too brainwashed. I see Christians now a days, and it makes me shudder down to the bone sometimes, thinking I could have been like that. And Jews are worst, they operate unlike any death cult I've ever seen, living in secrecy, sacrificing animals (They HAVE done this, I've seen many things to prove this.) Living in fear of so called anti-semetism. I don't call it anti-semetism. I just call it justice. And Jews talk about equality and love? They have to learn what those words mean first before they can use them....

I hope you perfect this meditation. It'd be nice knowing the source of these parasites that have plagued our world. You can kill a cockroach. But if you don't kill the source, they'll keep coming.

Anyways, on subject, you can always use your anger against your ex, like I do against those who anger me, but only when I know they are wrong. I'd recommend doing it while he is sleeping if you don't have as much abilities as I do, for me I can put a curse on people and it takes effect right away. The best way is putting black energy on to your ex (Visualize him) While letting your anger out in a relaxed manner, if you are powerful enough, it'll take effect very, VERY rapidly.

Hail Satan!



________________________________
From: High Priest Jake Carlson <hammerofthegods_666@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, April 22, 2012 11:23:38 AM
Subject: [Satanicgaycommunity] Re: Ex


 


Forgive me for going completely off topic.

Truth be told, I am hoping to have a meditation for finding the roots of parasites, how to destroy that Jewish root, and whoever/whatever the Jews and their maggot "gods" use to attach these spiritual parasites to a person. A lot of times, it is enemy thought-forms, but in your case, it seems like that kike has left parasites from his spiritual self into your spiritual self. Anything from conversation, kissing, sex, or just being around the person, Jewish or not, can imbed these things into a person. I don't know how long it will take, but, I will have a technique that should be useful to all Gentiles. This is total war against the Christian-like "religions" and the kikes, themselves.

I have known kikes here in the so-called gay community, and all they do is try to attach themselves to you real fast and very strong with force, to suck your spiritual "blood" like leeches. They do this so they can live off of the Gentiles vicariously. Jews are generally very weak, passive, and cowardly, in the image of their reptilian "god" Jewhovah. The "god" of the Jews is a parasite, just like its children, the Jewish people. These "gay Jews" force-feed political correctness and the annihilation of humanity under the mirage of "love," "equality," "kindness," and "brotherhood." These slogans that the Jews use are the keywords that have been used by the the enemies of Satan for millenia that have sucked Gentiles into their cause only to die from it. It's a slow, painful [doesn't always hurt at first] way to kill Gentiles and everything Gentile.

I'm glad that you can see the Jewish poison. Although it seems, and it is, fairly easy to see the Jewish poison in one's lifetime, many people are so brainwashed that they just can't see it, and then they put up a futile war of name-calling and finger-pointing. There have been gays in this e-group who have tried to gain sympathy for the Jewish people. They have been leeched onto by the Jews throughout many lifetimes, or they THEMSELVES are at least part-Jewish, SO, OF COURSE THEY WILL DO THE KIKE'S BIDDINGS. These rotten scum know human psychology. While they do not have empathy, they have learned that things like how the human mind works, and how their organized "religion," have become the Achilles heal of the Gentiles.

Anyways, one fool in this e-group with a mouthful of poop tried to say that gays are more "Cthonic," as in chaotic and heterosexuals are more "Apollyon." What this bugger failed to realize is that it is ONLY OUR ASTRAL OFFSPRING from gay/bisexual sex, that is much more "hidden" and occult, that may seem chaotic from an Abrahamic-based mindset. We are NOT like the Jews in any way, shape or form, with the exception of the sad amount of Jew-lovers plaguing the GLBT world like cancer.

Anyways, back to the "Cthonic" versus "Apollyon." Whenever homo/bisexual intercourse takes place or sex among heterosexuals that is performed in ways that are accredited to homosexuals, children are not physically born, BUT, ASTRAL CHILDREN ARE BORN ON THE ASTRAL PLANE. Read "Sexual Alchemy" by Donald Tyson to catch a glimmer of this reality. This really should give Gentile GLBT's second-thought to the purpose of sex and about who one should sleep with or not. Astral offspring is just as real as physical offspring, only one can't see it with physical eyes.

GLBT people are NOT more "chaotic" than heterosexuals. Again, something like this would come from a pro-Christian mentality. Civilization is Apollyonic, and the destroyers of creation and order are more Cthonic. Homo/bisexuals have always been the creation builders, maintainers, and inventors of art and technology. This truth may be inconvenient for the GLBT's who prefer smoking meth over living their life in this death age, but I speak on behalf of Satan, and what HE wants me to speak, and I am very thankful for the helpful advice from the Demoness Morax/Ma'at a couple days ago.

ORDER WILL EMERGE FROM THE ASHES OF CHAOS! We are the torch-bearers of civilization and our purpose that we've been asleep to is laying out the ground work for everyone to follow.

666/88!!

High Priest Jake Carlson
http://www.joyofsatan.com

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "enkisfriend" <enkisfriend@ wrote:

The more I learn from the JOS site, the more amazed I am. Right now I am actually rather pissed. I just made the connection that a former boyfriend of mine was likely jewish. I made the connection when I saw a list of names in know the enemy, and a video about hollywood and if there were any gentiles at all. I was totally used, and I am still suffering from that relationship, if one can call it that. He had a high degree of western european blood so I wouldn't have suspected. But that name, and perhaps some of the physical and psychological features.

I have always wanted to have him somehow take responsibility for what he did, and for what he has done to others. A living parasite going from host to host. I have never done a blackmagic ritual, but I feel the need to do it. I haven't the slighest as to knowing the best way. But I want to be free of the past once and for all!
hail satan!

Chaos is of the enemies of Satan and being a complex character and not having adequedate knowledge over yourself doesn't make you chaotic. Chaos is complete loss of order. Chaos parasitism and cowardice are all qualities of Satan's enemies. Don't call yourself chaotic breathen.

HAIL SATAN!

 

[hoodedcobra666]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Kael Meier <meierkael@... wrote:

Astral children? I did not know this. This is an amazing reality.

Some of us are chaotic, but so are some heterosexuals, I am chaotic, but that's because I have quite the control over black magick. I was even manipulating black energies before I knew what it was. I'm glad I left Christianity before I got too brainwashed. I see Christians now a days, and it makes me shudder down to the bone sometimes, thinking I could have been like that. And Jews are worst, they operate unlike any death cult I've ever seen, living in secrecy, sacrificing animals (They HAVE done this, I've seen many things to prove this.) Living in fear of so called anti-semetism. I don't call it anti-semetism. I just call it justice. And Jews talk about equality and love? They have to learn what those words mean first before they can use them....

I hope you perfect this meditation. It'd be nice knowing the source of these parasites that have plagued our world. You can kill a cockroach. But if you don't kill the source, they'll keep coming.

Anyways, on subject, you can always use your anger against your ex, like I do against those who anger me, but only when I know they are wrong. I'd recommend doing it while he is sleeping if you don't have as much abilities as I do, for me I can put a curse on people and it takes effect right away. The best way is putting black energy on to your ex (Visualize him) While letting your anger out in a relaxed manner, if you are powerful enough, it'll take effect very, VERY rapidly.

Hail Satan!



________________________________
From: High Priest Jake Carlson <hammerofthegods_666@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, April 22, 2012 11:23:38 AM
Subject: [Satanicgaycommunity] Re: Ex


 


Forgive me for going completely off topic.

Truth be told, I am hoping to have a meditation for finding the roots of parasites, how to destroy that Jewish root, and whoever/whatever the Jews and their maggot "gods" use to attach these spiritual parasites to a person. A lot of times, it is enemy thought-forms, but in your case, it seems like that kike has left parasites from his spiritual self into your spiritual self. Anything from conversation, kissing, sex, or just being around the person, Jewish or not, can imbed these things into a person. I don't know how long it will take, but, I will have a technique that should be useful to all Gentiles. This is total war against the Christian-like "religions" and the kikes, themselves.

I have known kikes here in the so-called gay community, and all they do is try to attach themselves to you real fast and very strong with force, to suck your spiritual "blood" like leeches. They do this so they can live off of the Gentiles vicariously. Jews are generally very weak, passive, and cowardly, in the image of their reptilian "god" Jewhovah. The "god" of the Jews is a parasite, just like its children, the Jewish people. These "gay Jews" force-feed political correctness and the annihilation of humanity under the mirage of "love," "equality," "kindness," and "brotherhood." These slogans that the Jews use are the keywords that have been used by the the enemies of Satan for millenia that have sucked Gentiles into their cause only to die from it. It's a slow, painful [doesn't always hurt at first] way to kill Gentiles and everything Gentile.

I'm glad that you can see the Jewish poison. Although it seems, and it is, fairly easy to see the Jewish poison in one's lifetime, many people are so brainwashed that they just can't see it, and then they put up a futile war of name-calling and finger-pointing. There have been gays in this e-group who have tried to gain sympathy for the Jewish people. They have been leeched onto by the Jews throughout many lifetimes, or they THEMSELVES are at least part-Jewish, SO, OF COURSE THEY WILL DO THE KIKE'S BIDDINGS. These rotten scum know human psychology. While they do not have empathy, they have learned that things like how the human mind works, and how their organized "religion," have become the Achilles heal of the Gentiles.

Anyways, one fool in this e-group with a mouthful of poop tried to say that gays are more "Cthonic," as in chaotic and heterosexuals are more "Apollyon." What this bugger failed to realize is that it is ONLY OUR ASTRAL OFFSPRING from gay/bisexual sex, that is much more "hidden" and occult, that may seem chaotic from an Abrahamic-based mindset. We are NOT like the Jews in any way, shape or form, with the exception of the sad amount of Jew-lovers plaguing the GLBT world like cancer.

Anyways, back to the "Cthonic" versus "Apollyon." Whenever homo/bisexual intercourse takes place or sex among heterosexuals that is performed in ways that are accredited to homosexuals, children are not physically born, BUT, ASTRAL CHILDREN ARE BORN ON THE ASTRAL PLANE. Read "Sexual Alchemy" by Donald Tyson to catch a glimmer of this reality. This really should give Gentile GLBT's second-thought to the purpose of sex and about who one should sleep with or not. Astral offspring is just as real as physical offspring, only one can't see it with physical eyes.

GLBT people are NOT more "chaotic" than heterosexuals. Again, something like this would come from a pro-Christian mentality. Civilization is Apollyonic, and the destroyers of creation and order are more Cthonic. Homo/bisexuals have always been the creation builders, maintainers, and inventors of art and technology. This truth may be inconvenient for the GLBT's who prefer smoking meth over living their life in this death age, but I speak on behalf of Satan, and what HE wants me to speak, and I am very thankful for the helpful advice from the Demoness Morax/Ma'at a couple days ago.

ORDER WILL EMERGE FROM THE ASHES OF CHAOS! We are the torch-bearers of civilization and our purpose that we've been asleep to is laying out the ground work for everyone to follow.

666/88!!

High Priest Jake Carlson
http://www.joyofsatan.com

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "enkisfriend" <enkisfriend@ wrote:

The more I learn from the JOS site, the more amazed I am. Right now I am actually rather pissed. I just made the connection that a former boyfriend of mine was likely jewish. I made the connection when I saw a list of names in know the enemy, and a video about hollywood and if there were any gentiles at all. I was totally used, and I am still suffering from that relationship, if one can call it that. He had a high degree of western european blood so I wouldn't have suspected. But that name, and perhaps some of the physical and psychological features.

I have always wanted to have him somehow take responsibility for what he did, and for what he has done to others. A living parasite going from host to host. I have never done a blackmagic ritual, but I feel the need to do it. I haven't the slighest as to knowing the best way. But I want to be free of the past once and for all!
hail satan!

Not saying you lack knowledge about yourself, don't take it that way but you know what I mean. Real chaos is scary and is negative, deathlike and of the enemy.

HAIL SATAN!!!!

 

[Don1]

The jews inject a victim pathology into GLBT groups and then pretend to connect with them on this level. As part of this they bind them to defend jews as awhole. Tricking them that on the unconscious-conscious level that "anti-semtism" equals homophobia and once they are done kicking out the jews they will come for the gays or insert general name of other group they spin this spell on.

So the Gentile is fooled into a extended self-defense postion.

This is how the jews also get them into the cultural marxist camp. The tolerance camp we are the world, thought police mentality GLBT communities push with gusto. Its not noble or heroic like they pretend [maybe they believe thier own bullshit] its self serving ideology based in personal advantage.

The jews have taught them if can use this ideology they can force society to tolerate everything and everyone then you will be forced to tolerate them. Using others as a buffer zone to protect your own interest.

And of course this all rides on creating a counterfiet ego based soley on your sexual attraction. Which capitalizes on the reactionary psychology their mark is suffering from. Which is generated by the paradigm they grew up in. All fashioned by kikery.

Just being gay is not a vaild political-cultural identity. Any more then being a trekkie is.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "High Priest Jake Carlson" <hammerofthegods_666@... wrote:



Forgive me for going completely off topic.

Truth be told, I am hoping to have a meditation for finding the roots of parasites, how to destroy that Jewish root, and whoever/whatever the Jews and their maggot "gods" use to attach these spiritual parasites to a person. A lot of times, it is enemy thought-forms, but in your case, it seems like that kike has left parasites from his spiritual self into your spiritual self. Anything from conversation, kissing, sex, or just being around the person, Jewish or not, can imbed these things into a person. I don't know how long it will take, but, I will have a technique that should be useful to all Gentiles. This is total war against the Christian-like "religions" and the kikes, themselves.

I have known kikes here in the so-called gay community, and all they do is try to attach themselves to you real fast and very strong with force, to suck your spiritual "blood" like leeches. They do this so they can live off of the Gentiles vicariously. Jews are generally very weak, passive, and cowardly, in the image of their reptilian "god" Jewhovah. The "god" of the Jews is a parasite, just like its children, the Jewish people. These "gay Jews" force-feed political correctness and the annihilation of humanity under the mirage of "love," "equality," "kindness," and "brotherhood." These slogans that the Jews use are the keywords that have been used by the the enemies of Satan for millenia that have sucked Gentiles into their cause only to die from it. It's a slow, painful [doesn't always hurt at first] way to kill Gentiles and everything Gentile.

I'm glad that you can see the Jewish poison. Although it seems, and it is, fairly easy to see the Jewish poison in one's lifetime, many people are so brainwashed that they just can't see it, and then they put up a futile war of name-calling and finger-pointing. There have been gays in this e-group who have tried to gain sympathy for the Jewish people. They have been leeched onto by the Jews throughout many lifetimes, or they THEMSELVES are at least part-Jewish, SO, OF COURSE THEY WILL DO THE KIKE'S BIDDINGS. These rotten scum know human psychology. While they do not have empathy, they have learned that things like how the human mind works, and how their organized "religion," have become the Achilles heal of the Gentiles.

Anyways, one fool in this e-group with a mouthful of poop tried to say that gays are more "Cthonic," as in chaotic and heterosexuals are more "Apollyon." What this bugger failed to realize is that it is ONLY OUR ASTRAL OFFSPRING from gay/bisexual sex, that is much more "hidden" and occult, that may seem chaotic from an Abrahamic-based mindset. We are NOT like the Jews in any way, shape or form, with the exception of the sad amount of Jew-lovers plaguing the GLBT world like cancer.

Anyways, back to the "Cthonic" versus "Apollyon." Whenever homo/bisexual intercourse takes place or sex among heterosexuals that is performed in ways that are accredited to homosexuals, children are not physically born, BUT, ASTRAL CHILDREN ARE BORN ON THE ASTRAL PLANE. Read "Sexual Alchemy" by Donald Tyson to catch a glimmer of this reality. This really should give Gentile GLBT's second-thought to the purpose of sex and about who one should sleep with or not. Astral offspring is just as real as physical offspring, only one can't see it with physical eyes.

GLBT people are NOT more "chaotic" than heterosexuals. Again, something like this would come from a pro-Christian mentality. Civilization is Apollyonic, and the destroyers of creation and order are more Cthonic. Homo/bisexuals have always been the creation builders, maintainers, and inventors of art and technology. This truth may be inconvenient for the GLBT's who prefer smoking meth over living their life in this death age, but I speak on behalf of Satan, and what HE wants me to speak, and I am very thankful for the helpful advice from the Demoness Morax/Ma'at a couple days ago.

ORDER WILL EMERGE FROM THE ASHES OF CHAOS! We are the torch-bearers of civilization and our purpose that we've been asleep to is laying out the ground work for everyone to follow.

666/88!!

High Priest Jake Carlson
http://www.joyofsatan.com

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "enkisfriend" <enkisfriend@ wrote:

The more I learn from the JOS site, the more amazed I am. Right now I am actually rather pissed. I just made the connection that a former boyfriend of mine was likely jewish. I made the connection when I saw a list of names in know the enemy, and a video about hollywood and if there were any gentiles at all. I was totally used, and I am still suffering from that relationship, if one can call it that. He had a high degree of western european blood so I wouldn't have suspected. But that name, and perhaps some of the physical and psychological features.

I have always wanted to have him somehow take responsibility for what he did, and for what he has done to others. A living parasite going from host to host. I have never done a blackmagic ritual, but I feel the need to do it. I haven't the slighest as to knowing the best way. But I want to be free of the past once and for all!
hail satan!

 

[Anonymous]

Interesting idea,however in that case heterosexuality isn't a cultural or political identity either. However, at times it seems to behave like it.  People vote with that in mind, passing doma etc...
From: Don <mageson6666@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Sunday, April 22, 2012 9:28 PM
Subject: [Satanicgaycommunity] Re: Ex

  The jews inject a victim pathology into GLBT groups and then pretend to connect with them on this level. As part of this they bind them to defend jews as awhole. Tricking them that on the unconscious-conscious level that "anti-semtism" equals homophobia and once they are done kicking out the jews they will come for the gays or insert general name of other group they spin this spell on.

So the Gentile is fooled into a extended self-defense postion.

This is how the jews also get them into the cultural marxist camp. The tolerance camp we are the world, thought police mentality GLBT communities push with gusto. Its not noble or heroic like they pretend [maybe they believe thier own bullshit] its self serving ideology based in personal advantage.

The jews have taught them if can use this ideology they can force society to tolerate everything and everyone then you will be forced to tolerate them. Using others as a buffer zone to protect your own interest.

And of course this all rides on creating a counterfiet ego based soley on your sexual attraction. Which capitalizes on the reactionary psychology their mark is suffering from. Which is generated by the paradigm they grew up in. All fashioned by kikery.

Just being gay is not a vaild political-cultural identity. Any more then being a trekkie is.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "High Priest Jake Carlson" <hammerofthegods_666@... wrote:



Forgive me for going completely off topic.

Truth be told, I am hoping to have a meditation for finding the roots of parasites, how to destroy that Jewish root, and whoever/whatever the Jews and their maggot "gods" use to attach these spiritual parasites to a person. A lot of times, it is enemy thought-forms, but in your case, it seems like that kike has left parasites from his spiritual self into your spiritual self. Anything from conversation, kissing, sex, or just being around the person, Jewish or not, can imbed these things into a person. I don't know how long it will take, but, I will have a technique that should be useful to all Gentiles. This is total war against the Christian-like "religions" and the kikes, themselves.

I have known kikes here in the so-called gay community, and all they do is try to attach themselves to you real fast and very strong with force, to suck your spiritual "blood" like leeches. They do this so they can live off of the Gentiles vicariously. Jews are generally very weak, passive, and cowardly, in the image of their reptilian "god" Jewhovah. The "god" of the Jews is a parasite, just like its children, the Jewish people. These "gay Jews" force-feed political correctness and the annihilation of humanity under the mirage of "love," "equality," "kindness," and "brotherhood." These slogans that the Jews use are the keywords that have been used by the the enemies of Satan for millenia that have sucked Gentiles into their cause only to die from it. It's a slow, painful [doesn't always hurt at first] way to kill Gentiles and everything Gentile.

I'm glad that you can see the Jewish poison. Although it seems, and it is, fairly easy to see the Jewish poison in one's lifetime, many people are so brainwashed that they just can't see it, and then they put up a futile war of name-calling and finger-pointing. There have been gays in this e-group who have tried to gain sympathy for the Jewish people. They have been leeched onto by the Jews throughout many lifetimes, or they THEMSELVES are at least part-Jewish, SO, OF COURSE THEY WILL DO THE KIKE'S BIDDINGS. These rotten scum know human psychology. While they do not have empathy, they have learned that things like how the human mind works, and how their organized "religion," have become the Achilles heal of the Gentiles.

Anyways, one fool in this e-group with a mouthful of poop tried to say that gays are more "Cthonic," as in chaotic and heterosexuals are more "Apollyon." What this bugger failed to realize is that it is ONLY OUR ASTRAL OFFSPRING from gay/bisexual sex, that is much more "hidden" and occult, that may seem chaotic from an Abrahamic-based mindset. We are NOT like the Jews in any way, shape or form, with the exception of the sad amount of Jew-lovers plaguing the GLBT world like cancer.

Anyways, back to the "Cthonic" versus "Apollyon." Whenever homo/bisexual intercourse takes place or sex among heterosexuals that is performed in ways that are accredited to homosexuals, children are not physically born, BUT, ASTRAL CHILDREN ARE BORN ON THE ASTRAL PLANE. Read "Sexual Alchemy" by Donald Tyson to catch a glimmer of this reality. This really should give Gentile GLBT's second-thought to the purpose of sex and about who one should sleep with or not. Astral offspring is just as real as physical offspring, only one can't see it with physical eyes.

GLBT people are NOT more "chaotic" than heterosexuals. Again, something like this would come from a pro-Christian mentality. Civilization is Apollyonic, and the destroyers of creation and order are more Cthonic. Homo/bisexuals have always been the creation builders, maintainers, and inventors of art and technology. This truth may be inconvenient for the GLBT's who prefer smoking meth over living their life in this death age, but I speak on behalf of Satan, and what HE wants me to speak, and I am very thankful for the helpful advice from the Demoness Morax/Ma'at a couple days ago.

ORDER WILL EMERGE FROM THE ASHES OF CHAOS! We are the torch-bearers of civilization and our purpose that we've been asleep to is laying out the ground work for everyone to follow.

666/88!!

High Priest Jake Carlson
http://www.joyofsatan.com

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "enkisfriend" <enkisfriend@ wrote:

The more I learn from the JOS site, the more amazed I am. Right now I am actually rather pissed. I just made the connection that a former boyfriend of mine was likely jewish. I made the connection when I saw a list of names in know the enemy, and a video about hollywood and if there were any gentiles at all. I was totally used, and I am still suffering from that relationship, if one can call it that. He had a high degree of western european blood so I wouldn't have suspected. But that name, and perhaps some of the physical and psychological features.

I have always wanted to have him somehow take responsibility for what he did, and for what he has done to others. A living parasite going from host to host. I have never done a blackmagic ritual, but I feel the need to do it. I haven't the slighest as to knowing the best way. But I want to be free of the past once and for all!
hail satan!

 

[Don Danko]

[/IMG]</var>. The eternal law is always in effect.

From: Enki's Friend <enkisfriend@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Monday, April 23, 2012 4:42:56 PM
Subject: Re: [Satanicgaycommunity] Re: Ex

  Interesting idea,however in that case heterosexuality isn't a cultural or political identity either. However, at times it seems to behave like it.  People vote with that in mind, passing doma etc...
From: Don <mageson6666@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Sunday, April 22, 2012 9:28 PM
Subject: [Satanicgaycommunity] Re: Ex

  The jews inject a victim pathology into GLBT groups and then pretend to connect with them on this level. As part of this they bind them to defend jews as awhole. Tricking them that on the unconscious-conscious level that "anti-semtism" equals homophobia and once they are done kicking out the jews they will come for the gays or insert general name of other group they spin this spell on.

So the Gentile is fooled into a extended self-defense postion.

This is how the jews also get them into the cultural marxist camp. The tolerance camp we are the world, thought police mentality GLBT communities push with gusto. Its not noble or heroic like they pretend [maybe they believe thier own bullshit] its self serving ideology based in personal advantage.

The jews have taught them if can use this ideology they can force society to tolerate everything and everyone then you will be forced to tolerate them. Using others as a buffer zone to protect your own interest.

And of course this all rides on creating a counterfiet ego based soley on your sexual attraction. Which capitalizes on the reactionary psychology their mark is suffering from. Which is generated by the paradigm they grew up in. All fashioned by kikery.

Just being gay is not a vaild political-cultural identity. Any more then being a trekkie is.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "High Priest Jake Carlson" <hammerofthegods_666@... wrote:



Forgive me for going completely off topic.

Truth be told, I am hoping to have a meditation for finding the roots of parasites, how to destroy that Jewish root, and whoever/whatever the Jews and their maggot "gods" use to attach these spiritual parasites to a person. A lot of times, it is enemy thought-forms, but in your case, it seems like that kike has left parasites from his spiritual self into your spiritual self. Anything from conversation, kissing, sex, or just being around the person, Jewish or not, can imbed these things into a person. I don't know how long it will take, but, I will have a technique that should be useful to all Gentiles. This is total war against the Christian-like "religions" and the kikes, themselves.

I have known kikes here in the so-called gay community, and all they do is try to attach themselves to you real fast and very strong with force, to suck your spiritual "blood" like leeches. They do this so they can live off of the Gentiles vicariously. Jews are generally very weak, passive, and cowardly, in the image of their reptilian "god" Jewhovah. The "god" of the Jews is a parasite, just like its children, the Jewish people. These "gay Jews" force-feed political correctness and the annihilation of humanity under the mirage of "love," "equality," "kindness," and "brotherhood." These slogans that the Jews use are the keywords that have been used by the the enemies of Satan for millenia that have sucked Gentiles into their cause only to die from it. It's a slow, painful [doesn't always hurt at first] way to kill Gentiles and everything Gentile.

I'm glad that you can see the Jewish poison. Although it seems, and it is, fairly easy to see the Jewish poison in one's lifetime, many people are so brainwashed that they just can't see it, and then they put up a futile war of name-calling and finger-pointing. There have been gays in this e-group who have tried to gain sympathy for the Jewish people. They have been leeched onto by the Jews throughout many lifetimes, or they THEMSELVES are at least part-Jewish, SO, OF COURSE THEY WILL DO THE KIKE'S BIDDINGS. These rotten scum know human psychology. While they do not have empathy, they have learned that things like how the human mind works, and how their organized "religion," have become the Achilles heal of the Gentiles.

Anyways, one fool in this e-group with a mouthful of poop tried to say that gays are more "Cthonic," as in chaotic and heterosexuals are more "Apollyon." What this bugger failed to realize is that it is ONLY OUR ASTRAL OFFSPRING from gay/bisexual sex, that is much more "hidden" and occult, that may seem chaotic from an Abrahamic-based mindset. We are NOT like the Jews in any way, shape or form, with the exception of the sad amount of Jew-lovers plaguing the GLBT world like cancer.

Anyways, back to the "Cthonic" versus "Apollyon." Whenever homo/bisexual intercourse takes place or sex among heterosexuals that is performed in ways that are accredited to homosexuals, children are not physically born, BUT, ASTRAL CHILDREN ARE BORN ON THE ASTRAL PLANE. Read "Sexual Alchemy" by Donald Tyson to catch a glimmer of this reality. This really should give Gentile GLBT's second-thought to the purpose of sex and about who one should sleep with or not. Astral offspring is just as real as physical offspring, only one can't see it with physical eyes.

GLBT people are NOT more "chaotic" than heterosexuals. Again, something like this would come from a pro-Christian mentality. Civilization is Apollyonic, and the destroyers of creation and order are more Cthonic. Homo/bisexuals have always been the creation builders, maintainers, and inventors of art and technology. This truth may be inconvenient for the GLBT's who prefer smoking meth over living their life in this death age, but I speak on behalf of Satan, and what HE wants me to speak, and I am very thankful for the helpful advice from the Demoness Morax/Ma'at a couple days ago.

ORDER WILL EMERGE FROM THE ASHES OF CHAOS! We are the torch-bearers of civilization and our purpose that we've been asleep to is laying out the ground work for everyone to follow.

666/88!!

High Priest Jake Carlson
http://www.joyofsatan.com

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "enkisfriend" <enkisfriend@ wrote:

The more I learn from the JOS site, the more amazed I am. Right now I am actually rather pissed. I just made the connection that a former boyfriend of mine was likely jewish. I made the connection when I saw a list of names in know the enemy, and a video about hollywood and if there were any gentiles at all. I was totally used, and I am still suffering from that relationship, if one can call it that. He had a high degree of western european blood so I wouldn't have suspected. But that name, and perhaps some of the physical and psychological features.

I have always wanted to have him somehow take responsibility for what he did, and for what he has done to others. A living parasite going from host to host. I have never done a blackmagic ritual, but I feel the need to do it. I haven't the slighest as to knowing the best way. But I want to be free of the past once and for all!
hail satan!

 

[High Priest Jake Carlson]

When an astral child is born, it is usually spelled as "childe." This was one of the only things that I agree with Aleister Crowley about. Crowley was also a practitioner of yoga, pranayama, meditation and concentration techniques- or in other words- exercises and techniques to raise one's spiritual awareness towards enlightenment. Despite Crowley's epithet of "Baphomet," the good that he did was pretty much canceled out because of how he used Christian [Jewish] techniques for summoning Demons. He seemed to have a bit of a diabolotrist thing going on, compared to the life of a true Satanist. A diabolatrist is nothing more than a reversed evangelist Christian, or a "Christian with a Demon complex." Oh well, if it weren't for Crowley or even references to him, I wouldn't know that homosexual intercourse could create astral offspring.

What I forgot to say before is that when a "childe" is born on the astral, the Mage needs to program it, just like one does with thought-forms, and all things in magick that need to be programmed by the Mage for these things to serve a purpose. Sexual intercourse, like sex magick, can create beings that can be molded into the likeness of the parent(s), "brought up" in a way, and can then be sent from the astral to the "real" world with a purpose and a mission. Many heterosexuals prefer homosexual intercourse when they don't want to have a physical child, but an astral "childe."

ALSO, AND THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT- homosexuals cannot race-mix any more than heterosexuals can, though. Not only does it serve as a bad example for our Gentile brothers and sisters who we lead back to civilization and sanity, but there is a medical term for when different races blend together. I can't think of the word off the top of my head, but it wears the races down, breaking down their health, immunity, individual greatness, and identity. Science has proven that even when homosexuals have sex with races that are different from their own, this can produce a similar effect as what heterosexuals get. By being close enough to and intimate with each other, skin pigmentation changes over time, from semen intake and exchange. If the two were to have astral children, the children that are programmed with a purpose would be very weak and limited. Not only does inter-racial breeding cause a change in skin pigmentation over a period of time, but people will begin to confuse themselves about their own identity, just over a "booty call," or whatever, where one puts pure self-interest first, BEFORE, the good of one's own race and nation. In such instances, one will also take on the genetic and behavioral traits of the different race(s). Sounds crazy, but it really is true. When I have my notes and references more organized, this is something that I will definitely write about for the website.

Anyways, I didn't mean to jump the gun on these things about astral children the other day, and only turned out more confusing about it instead of enlightening about it. This is one of the many things that I will have more information on when the time comes.

I agree with whoever said that being a Master of black magick doesn't make one chaotic. We all have chaotic moments, which can also be attributed to one's planetary line-up at a given moment, but that doesn't make us people of chaos. The Jews are of the reptilian Chaos Dragon that bites its own tale [as opposed to the living, breathing kundalini serpent that enlightens the Gentiles] and, as attractive of a word that pop culture has turned "chaos" into, it doesn't change the truth, but only distorts the lost souls' perception on what is real and what isn't. The Matrix is a good example of such reality-challenges.

There is no such thing as "anti-Semitism." There are only those who are with Satan and those who are against him. Some people come to terms with reality, while others will be scoured from the earth, and their places taken by respectable life.

666/88!!

High Priest Jake Carlson
http://www.joyofsatan.com

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Kael Meier <meierkael@... wrote:

Astral children? I did not know this. This is an amazing reality.

Some of us are chaotic, but so are some heterosexuals, I am chaotic, but that's because I have quite the control over black magick. I was even manipulating black energies before I knew what it was. I'm glad I left Christianity before I got too brainwashed. I see Christians now a days, and it makes me shudder down to the bone sometimes, thinking I could have been like that. And Jews are worst, they operate unlike any death cult I've ever seen, living in secrecy, sacrificing animals (They HAVE done this, I've seen many things to prove this.) Living in fear of so called anti-semetism. I don't call it anti-semetism. I just call it justice. And Jews talk about equality and love? They have to learn what those words mean first before they can use them....

I hope you perfect this meditation. It'd be nice knowing the source of these parasites that have plagued our world. You can kill a cockroach. But if you don't kill the source, they'll keep coming.

Anyways, on subject, you can always use your anger against your ex, like I do against those who anger me, but only when I know they are wrong. I'd recommend doing it while he is sleeping if you don't have as much abilities as I do, for me I can put a curse on people and it takes effect right away. The best way is putting black energy on to your ex (Visualize him) While letting your anger out in a relaxed manner, if you are powerful enough, it'll take effect very, VERY rapidly.

Hail Satan!



________________________________
From: High Priest Jake Carlson <hammerofthegods_666@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, April 22, 2012 11:23:38 AM
Subject: [Satanicgaycommunity] Re: Ex


 


Forgive me for going completely off topic.

Truth be told, I am hoping to have a meditation for finding the roots of parasites, how to destroy that Jewish root, and whoever/whatever the Jews and their maggot "gods" use to attach these spiritual parasites to a person. A lot of times, it is enemy thought-forms, but in your case, it seems like that kike has left parasites from his spiritual self into your spiritual self. Anything from conversation, kissing, sex, or just being around the person, Jewish or not, can imbed these things into a person. I don't know how long it will take, but, I will have a technique that should be useful to all Gentiles. This is total war against the Christian-like "religions" and the kikes, themselves.

I have known kikes here in the so-called gay community, and all they do is try to attach themselves to you real fast and very strong with force, to suck your spiritual "blood" like leeches. They do this so they can live off of the Gentiles vicariously. Jews are generally very weak, passive, and cowardly, in the image of their reptilian "god" Jewhovah. The "god" of the Jews is a parasite, just like its children, the Jewish people. These "gay Jews" force-feed political correctness and the annihilation of humanity under the mirage of "love," "equality," "kindness," and "brotherhood." These slogans that the Jews use are the keywords that have been used by the the enemies of Satan for millenia that have sucked Gentiles into their cause only to die from it. It's a slow, painful [doesn't always hurt at first] way to kill Gentiles and everything Gentile.

I'm glad that you can see the Jewish poison. Although it seems, and it is, fairly easy to see the Jewish poison in one's lifetime, many people are so brainwashed that they just can't see it, and then they put up a futile war of name-calling and finger-pointing. There have been gays in this e-group who have tried to gain sympathy for the Jewish people. They have been leeched onto by the Jews throughout many lifetimes, or they THEMSELVES are at least part-Jewish, SO, OF COURSE THEY WILL DO THE KIKE'S BIDDINGS. These rotten scum know human psychology. While they do not have empathy, they have learned that things like how the human mind works, and how their organized "religion," have become the Achilles heal of the Gentiles.

Anyways, one fool in this e-group with a mouthful of poop tried to say that gays are more "Cthonic," as in chaotic and heterosexuals are more "Apollyon." What this bugger failed to realize is that it is ONLY OUR ASTRAL OFFSPRING from gay/bisexual sex, that is much more "hidden" and occult, that may seem chaotic from an Abrahamic-based mindset. We are NOT like the Jews in any way, shape or form, with the exception of the sad amount of Jew-lovers plaguing the GLBT world like cancer.

Anyways, back to the "Cthonic" versus "Apollyon." Whenever homo/bisexual intercourse takes place or sex among heterosexuals that is performed in ways that are accredited to homosexuals, children are not physically born, BUT, ASTRAL CHILDREN ARE BORN ON THE ASTRAL PLANE. Read "Sexual Alchemy" by Donald Tyson to catch a glimmer of this reality. This really should give Gentile GLBT's second-thought to the purpose of sex and about who one should sleep with or not. Astral offspring is just as real as physical offspring, only one can't see it with physical eyes.

GLBT people are NOT more "chaotic" than heterosexuals. Again, something like this would come from a pro-Christian mentality. Civilization is Apollyonic, and the destroyers of creation and order are more Cthonic. Homo/bisexuals have always been the creation builders, maintainers, and inventors of art and technology. This truth may be inconvenient for the GLBT's who prefer smoking meth over living their life in this death age, but I speak on behalf of Satan, and what HE wants me to speak, and I am very thankful for the helpful advice from the Demoness Morax/Ma'at a couple days ago.

ORDER WILL EMERGE FROM THE ASHES OF CHAOS! We are the torch-bearers of civilization and our purpose that we've been asleep to is laying out the ground work for everyone to follow.

666/88!!

High Priest Jake Carlson
http://www.joyofsatan.com

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "enkisfriend" <enkisfriend@ wrote:

The more I learn from the JOS site, the more amazed I am. Right now I am actually rather pissed. I just made the connection that a former boyfriend of mine was likely jewish. I made the connection when I saw a list of names in know the enemy, and a video about hollywood and if there were any gentiles at all. I was totally used, and I am still suffering from that relationship, if one can call it that. He had a high degree of western european blood so I wouldn't have suspected. But that name, and perhaps some of the physical and psychological features.

I have always wanted to have him somehow take responsibility for what he did, and for what he has done to others. A living parasite going from host to host. I have never done a blackmagic ritual, but I feel the need to do it. I haven't the slighest as to knowing the best way. But I want to be free of the past once and for all!
hail satan!