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[nranch548]

i did drugs one time and gave into the enemy as ayounger teen, i watched as i talked to the thoughtform i saw his face exactly as the pictures depict, the typical jesus this experiance sucked a lot of the blissful energy stored up inside my soul out, I gave alot up, My Current reincarnation couldent withstand the lucidness of the drug and seeing all the shit at once, The cars on the highways even, drove me insane, I flipped. the programming from my parents was very gripped in my drug induced mind, It was just to much and I thought it was Satan and the Gods,our gods, I was wrong. the lower dimension manifested so strong it took me years to get past the intensity of it. but even the enemy knew, I was to strong to be sucked out, Talking to jesus I questioned for one second His bullshit, The blissful energy people feel in its presence is actualy their own energy, when it moved through me, my own energy I felt my own inner peace, except the reason it is so good at first and bad later is because at first you have more, untill you start running low kinda like the euphoric numbness from to much meditation, the the fear and emptieness, kicks in, you run out slower or faster depends on the former life and current life. after I started to qeustion his duality, split, hypocretical energy and slowley started to realize without being fully conscious of it, He knew, the baby started to kick then the flow stopped and I was confused," why cant I stay?" Thoughtform/grey: "you ARE DIRTY!" what the fuck? I felt. this isent right. it was resistance and I was gunna kick his grey butt but hadent realized it, he knew though so he tried to cast me into the lower dimension as a last resort, He saw the Satanist in me. He couldent suck out resistent energy, Beautiful sexual energy that I had sealed away, IT simply wouldent work,it would burn him up, opening my physical eyes I saw physicall and astral worlds mix, the angels, on fire coming with fire "O SHIT!" I said loud, and couldent coordinate away Three of them or two, I felt the lizI ard like claws< digging into my arms my strong arms lin the place I was, I knew, If those ship,vessel of prison closed I was fucked, My entire being went Berserk as the police started shifting and I couldent tell the difference, the police dident want to hurt me. I felt burning, exploding in every inch of me.thay used my dad to try to get me to calm down I in a moment decide very simply, it just wasent going to happen, I simply said no. O how thay laughed, thay had no Idea. I ripped open those fucking shuttle doors, it was like and elevater, burning elevator, pulling my serpent down, Kundalini did not like it at all. I remember both with the physical plan being less real in flashes, Apperently I had the police 3 about their was unable to hold me down, the taze made it worse for them, But it wasent really themm I was fighting.My body was channeling Kundalini back in, my soul getting back in, in each hand lifeted up off the ground thay were(the cops probly helped me feel my body by hitting me and tazing me) I was told I tore So much muscle I shouldhave been dead, to much for kidneys to filter, thier was alot, But the docters dont know the power Of The Satanist, Let me image it., body temp 100 degress farenheight, 180 beats per minute for Hoursss after it happened,  The Kundalini was moving my body, Keeping me funtioning, I dident care, I wasent dying, no I refused, Like a defiant warrior, In fact I am one, regardless of what doubt, Their is none, I used my orgasm to dissipate the doubt recently more thoroughly. 3 angels used my physical connection to reality to attack me. And 3 big angels lost, I defeated them, The angels and greys are a real threat but once Satanic power is activated, Me personally do not even feel challenged, Thay are weak, Satan made us strong, real strong. Pain is normal even in just working out with weights but pain is not fear. Pain is gain. Satanicly speaking. HAIL SATAN! HAIL EVERYTHING OF SATAN!   EVERYTHING< SATAN IS GOD. HUMANITY ELEVATES TO THE GODS! THE SUPREME AND INVINCIBLE POWER OF SATAN IS FOREVER!

 

[cand.cru5h3r1]

is this real...lay off the drugs dude

 

[Shael1]

Nranch I know it's hard but you seriously need to stop taking drugs. 
-Shael

On Wed, Jan 4, 2017 at 4:33, nranch548@... [Advanced_Meditation]<[email protected] wrote:   i did drugs one time and gave into the enemy as ayounger teen, i watched as i talked to the thoughtform i saw his face exactly as the pictures depict, the typical jesus this experiance sucked a lot of the blissful energy stored up inside my soul out, I gave alot up, My Current reincarnation couldent withstand the lucidness of the drug and seeing all the shit at once, The cars on the highways even, drove me insane, I flipped. the programming from my parents was very gripped in my drug induced mind, It was just to much and I thought it was Satan and the Gods,our gods, I was wrong. the lower dimension manifested so strong it took me years to get past the intensity of it. but even the enemy knew, I was to strong to be sucked out, Talking to jesus I questioned for one second His bullshit, The blissful energy people feel in its presence is actualy their own energy, when it moved through me, my own energy I felt my own inner peace, except the reason it is so good at first and bad later is because at first you have more, untill you start running low kinda like the euphoric numbness from to much meditation, the the fear and emptieness, kicks in, you run out slower or faster depends on the former life and current life. after I started to qeustion his duality, split, hypocretical energy and slowley started to realize without being fully conscious of it, He knew, the baby started to kick then the flow stopped and I was confused," why cant I stay?" Thoughtform/grey: "you ARE DIRTY!" what the fuck? I felt. this isent right. it was resistance and I was gunna kick his grey butt but hadent realized it, he knew though so he tried to cast me into the lower dimension as a last resort, He saw the Satanist in me. He couldent suck out resistent energy, Beautiful sexual energy that I had sealed away, IT simply wouldent work,it would burn him up, opening my physical eyes I saw physicall and astral worlds mix, the angels, on fire coming with fire "O SHIT!" I said loud, and couldent coordinate away Three of them or two, I felt the lizI ard like claws< digging into my arms my strong arms lin the place I was, I knew, If those ship,vessel of prison closed I was fucked, My entire being went Berserk as the police started shifting and I couldent tell the difference, the police dident want to hurt me. I felt burning, exploding in every inch of me.thay used my dad to try to get me to calm down I in a moment decide very simply, it just wasent going to happen, I simply said no. O how thay laughed, thay had no Idea. I ripped open those fucking shuttle doors, it was like and elevater, burning elevator, pulling my serpent down, Kundalini did not like it at all. I remember both with the physical plan being less real in flashes, Apperently I had the police 3 about their was unable to hold me down, the taze made it worse for them, But it wasent really themm I was fighting.My body was channeling Kundalini back in, my soul getting back in, in each hand lifeted up off the ground thay were(the cops probly helped me feel my body by hitting me and tazing me) I was told I tore So much muscle I shouldhave been dead, to much for kidneys to filter, thier was alot, But the docters dont know the power Of The Satanist, Let me image it., body temp 100 degress farenheight, 180 beats per minute for Hoursss after it happened,  The Kundalini was moving my body, Keeping me funtioning, I dident care, I wasent dying, no I refused, Like a defiant warrior, In fact I am one, regardless of what doubt, Their is none, I used my orgasm to dissipate the doubt recently more thoroughly. 3 angels used my physical connection to reality to attack me. And 3 big angels lost, I defeated them, The angels and greys are a real threat but once Satanic power is activated, Me personally do not even feel challenged, Thay are weak, Satan made us strong, real strong. Pain is normal even in just working out with weights but pain is not fear. Pain is gain. Satanicly speaking. HAIL SATAN! HAIL EVERYTHING OF SATAN!   EVERYTHING< SATAN IS GOD. HUMANITY ELEVATES TO THE GODS! THE SUPREME AND INVINCIBLE POWER OF SATAN IS FOREVER!