Establishing a relationship with Satan

[yellowserpenttail]

I was raised a christian by my mother. For years and years as long as I can remember she has told me about god and jesus and that I can always count on him. I never really quite bought it but went along with it to make her happy.

Things have changed. I've been searching for a religion that makes sense and since then have found out the truth, or what I think is the truth, about Satan, though the years of my mother pumping me full of lies has scarred me.

I'm terrified of what I might see when I decide to try and speak to Satan. Even typing this right now feels funny because for so long my mom has told me to trust in the lord. I've had a few experiences with things that looked like shadows to me too that have scared the hell, ha ha, out of me.

I try to calm my nerves but still, i'm afraid of what i don't know and fully trust yet.

Could anyone here give me a few ideas on how to push past this barrier and calm down? I really want to establish a relationship with him but I'm nervous.


-Sabria

 

[Dante1]

Well first of all congratulate yourself for what you have done so far. You have successfully seen that the "herd" is full of shit and that xtian "thought" lol is a mind virus. You questioned, you searched, and even though you feel some fear you keep trying to learn. Just posting your question is a victory you should feel GREAT about. You have overcome some of the toughest mind control/conditoning on the planet, most "sheeple" NEVER do what you are in process of doing.

Now...my suggestion is read, read, read, everything on the JoS website. Go to the links on the JoS site and study more. This is a process of learning, expanding, growing. One of the first things new Satanists do is prove to their own satisfaction the lies and false creation of the buybull. This will help to dispell fear over time. The more you learn the more comfortable you will become in learning. Eventually your old conditioning will be overcome. Read LOTS of Sitchin.

As kids we didn't have any psychological defences built up. At 2, 3, 4, 5, etc we just didn't have the intelectual power to defend or question any crazy, destructive xtian beliefs forced on us by well meaning parents. This is why the xtian scum want prayer in schools, they have freedom of religion at home, but they want to use their mind control crap on little kids who cannot psychologically defend themselves from the mind virus. They want to push xtian filth on people outside their home.

Good luck on your studies and be PROUD you have made it this far...in SPITE of programming, fear, and forces beyond your control when you were small.

Hail Satan!
Hail The Bes

Dante

 

[Paul Sokolowski]

<td val[/IMG]Being an x xtian is harder than stop smoking.I remember when I was in a book store dont remember the age but I saw the Satnaic Bible.The urge to read it was powerful.I picked it up and read only certain pages but knew something was there.I was shaking so bad cause I thought my famiyl would see me. That was several years ago.After much study and reading I believe the story of Enki is true.It makes more sense than what I have been told in xtian circles.But even though I have studied and have prayed to Satan for guidance I have not comitted myself to him. I think High Priestes Maxine and others can tell you the xtian influence really takes hold of you.Dont give up keep talking to Father.See yourself in a positve light which pushes out angels and puts you in the light of the Gods. I dont know why but being outside in the moon light helps me meditate and receive messages from the outer world. Good luck with you task and may the Dark Gods be with you.

--- On Wed, 4/1/09, yellowserpenttail <yellowserpenttail@... wrote:

From: yellowserpenttail <yellowserpenttail@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Establishing a relationship with Satan
To: [email protected]
Date: Wednesday, April 1, 2009, 9:24 PM

I was raised a christian by my mother. For years and years as long as I can remember she has told me about god and jesus and that I can always count on him. I never really quite bought it but went along with it to make her happy.

Things have changed. I've been searching for a religion that makes sense and since then have found out the truth, or what I think is the truth, about Satan, though the years of my mother pumping me full of lies has scarred me.

I'm terrified of what I might see when I decide to try and speak to Satan. Even typing this right now feels funny because for so long my mom has told me to trust in the lord. I've had a few experiences with things that looked like shadows to me too that have scared the hell, ha ha, out of me.

I try to calm my nerves but still, i'm afraid of what i don't know and fully trust yet.

Could anyone here give me a few ideas on how to push past this barrier and calm down? I really want to establish a relationship with him but I'm nervous.

-Sabria

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[siguard666]

Hey

Heck, I'm not dedicated too. Living in a block of flats, it makes it extremely difficult even to make an altar, let alone to dedicate. To be honest, I am scared too, but reading all those testimonies, I wish I could dedicate ASAP. Finally I could have A TRUE DEITY that shall help me whenever I need Him. Besides, there are also Demons, that I wish to make contact with. I'm biding my time to dedicate - everything will be better.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "yellowserpenttail" <yellowserpenttail@... wrote:

I was raised a christian by my mother. For years and years as long as I can remember she has told me about god and jesus and that I can always count on him. I never really quite bought it but went along with it to make her happy.

Things have changed. I've been searching for a religion that makes sense and since then have found out the truth, or what I think is the truth, about Satan, though the years of my mother pumping me full of lies has scarred me.

I'm terrified of what I might see when I decide to try and speak to Satan. Even typing this right now feels funny because for so long my mom has told me to trust in the lord. I've had a few experiences with things that looked like shadows to me too that have scared the hell, ha ha, out of me.

I try to calm my nerves but still, i'm afraid of what i don't know and fully trust yet.

Could anyone here give me a few ideas on how to push past this barrier and calm down? I really want to establish a relationship with him but I'm nervous.


-Sabria

 

[Intense Complexity]

<td val[/IMG]read on exposingchristianity.com it will reveal alot to you. To make your belief stronger and expand your knowledge. it's alot to read, but well worth it.

--- On Thu, 4/2/09, yellowserpenttail <yellowserpenttail@... wrote:

From: yellowserpenttail <yellowserpenttail@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Establishing a relationship with Satan
To: [email protected]
Date: Thursday, April 2, 2009, 1:24 AM

I was raised a christian by my mother. For years and years as long as I can remember she has told me about god and jesus and that I can always count on him. I never really quite bought it but went along with it to make her happy.

Things have changed. I've been searching for a religion that makes sense and since then have found out the truth, or what I think is the truth, about Satan, though the years of my mother pumping me full of lies has scarred me.

I'm terrified of what I might see when I decide to try and speak to Satan. Even typing this right now feels funny because for so long my mom has told me to trust in the lord. I've had a few experiences with things that looked like shadows to me too that have scared the hell, ha ha, out of me.

I try to calm my nerves but still, i'm afraid of what i don't know and fully trust yet.

Could anyone here give me a few ideas on how to push past this barrier and calm down? I really want to establish a relationship with him but I'm nervous.

-Sabria

[/TD]

 

[Ramses1]

i think know what your feelin man
you dont believe in god but you have this fear that satan is realy the bad guy


give it some time man
give it some time
it takes time to adjust to this

also read some things from this website

http://www.luciferianliberationfront.org/llf2.html

hope it helps

 

[siguard666]

I'd suggest reading all those testimonies that people post here about Father and the Gods - at least for me - it makes me stronger and reminds me of the fact that I wish to develop spiritually and that Father is not a 'bad horned man' but a loving and caring God.

HAIL SATAN AND ALL THAT IS HIS!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Ramses" <a_very_soft_pillow@... wrote:

i think know what your feelin man
you dont believe in god but you have this fear that satan is realy the bad guy


give it some time man
give it some time
it takes time to adjust to this

also read some things from this website

http://www.luciferianliberationfront.org/llf2.html

hope it helps