Dragons are something that haven't really been significant to me to a large degree in my earlier years, but they were there. I still have a small picture book for some reason about dragons from the library of my elementary school back in grade 3 (that I obviously never returned) just sitting on my shelf. I look through it from time to time.
Now that I think about it though, there were quite a few moments of passive interest in them, I had a couple of things regarding them here and there and used to play as one all the time in an old game, but nothing you would call obsessive or unusual. Dragons are a rather popular mythical creature it would be perfectly normal for a kid to have some interest in them, but they weren't even really my favourite, my favourite was gargoyles first (though they kind of look like dragons), then dragons. I only noticed my increased drawing to them around the last year. This only came after though when I suddenly started liking reptiles in the last 2 or 3 years to the point of replacing my since-childhood-favourite-animal the wolf with the crocodile out of no where. And then a few days ago...
"that"... happened... and now I'm really confused.
This feels like something that's a big deal for me, so forgive me if I seem to drawl on about it. I will ask Satan for answers and if I receive any information I may update on it here. In the mean time though, I can't seem to find any significant sources of information anywhere to tell me what I need to know. Mostly I've been trying to find any pagan figures in the past that had something to do with a dragon or dragons in general, more specifically a golden dragon, but there doesn't seem to be any. I know of Sobek who took the form of a crocodile much in the way Anubis take's the form of a jackal, but that's not the kind of 'dragon' I've been trying to look for.
And the kind of dragon I'm looking for still doesn't even look like the actual quadruped type, it's one that almost stands slightly upright but not like completely bipedal? It can
switch to quadruped but...
And there's no way this is some sort of enemy thing fucking with me because it happens after I've thoroughly cleaned my soul and it REVEALED itself to me after a 4 hour long intense session of cleaning. And I've surrounded myself intensely with ether to see if this resonation would go away but it only grew stronger.
I just need answers to know if this is something just delusional or if it's actually what I think it is. It may be all I can really do is continue advancing and ask the gods. I really do appreciate any
information anybody can provide, and I would like sources to it. I was never one for info based on opinions, though different outlooks are good for discussion.
