The Goddess Flauros/Haures is also known as Hekate and The Morrigan. She is
with the Powers of Hell. Astaroth is a different, seperate Goddess. They are
not the same.
The Gods and Goddesses do not attack us. That is the enemy.
I am sorry that you had such bad experiences with these other pagans.It was
the enemy that they were communing with and not the Powers of Hell, that is
what it sounds like from what you described.
On Wednesday, June 18, 2014 11:46:33 PM, "Heath Perkins
lucifers_new_aeon@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
wrote:
Yeah I dont know what her connection is with me. I never had anything to do
with her before, the only thing I had to do with her, was was the fact
originally I had fears of her , due to reading her myths and how she treated
her lovers as Inanna. But these were interpreted and written by human
beings, so I could be wrong, i do recall when I did do ritual, when I called
on her, i felt that "fear" built up. I think or i dont know, maybe my fear
attracted her somehow? I was psychologcally damaged and abused of to why
that could be so.
When i use to be a pagan or whatever I believed in this celtic goddess
"morrighan" I thought perhaps her and Astaroth were one and the same? Then I
dismissed the idea, I thought i had a "intimate" relationship with this so
called goddess named Morrighan and I am not really comfortable sharing that
past (for getting ridiculed), so first of off, due to my gullibility and
unwareness, ignorance. this girl claiming to be a demon-via soul eater
(someone who drinksblood like a vampire) she knew how to fuck with people's
mind, she manipulated me, and put me on a emotional rollar coaster. I was
used for "pleasure" and someone on the "side". Her energy though was
HORRIBLE, very chaotic and among things like. So when I told her i wanted an
equal relationship she dumped me etc. Then I was so furious, and I got fed
up with ALL women and goddesses, I really was going to shut the door on
such. I got hurt one too many times and all the women I met seemed to be
the
same. So then I met this other girl who claimed to be some priestess of
Morrighan and "channelled" her , claiming that Morrigan was in love with me
etc. once again I was gullible. Yeah sure i tried a relationship with this
goddess but , everytime I felt "her" around, through this so called
priestess, I felt my fears and insecurities magnified when i read her myths
and read how many people were saying she was the same as AStaroth,etc. I got
psychic attacked a lot, i had frequent nightmares and what really freakd me
out is when i opened up my "heart" to her , i immediately felt a block in my
chakras. I was freaking OUT..... and then i couldnt handle it anymore. That
is when I knew she was not a real goddess and one of those enemies who was
trying to stop me.
From what I read that Astaroth or any of the Demons, i dont know they will
harass someone who is without, but i dont know about attackingg? I never
really was against Satan or any of his demons? But because of the damage
that was done to me (oh and that priestess also claimed she was married to
Lucifer..) i was so open to attacks and suggestions i became terrified of
Lucifer or any of the Demons, but i did not become christian or run to the
enemy. And just last week, I couldnt deal with it anymore, I got the courage
to swallow my fears and have a talk with the real Lucifer. So far it seems
like I am doing better in a mental place. Now for astaroth, there are still
some fears I need sorting out. I still hurt over it...
On Monday, June 16, 2014 2:58 AM, "Light Yagami tapapakiastinseira@...
[JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
Dreams do mean something most of the times. You could do a google search for
"dream interpretation" if you dream of a certain thing that intrigued you.
Dreams could also be an image of the future.
Are you sure you're not connected to Astaroth in any way? She could either
be your Guardian Demoness, or maybe she could help you in some way (you'll
need to figure that out on your own; see her characteristics, what she's
specialized in etc).
Στις 7:22 π.μ. Δευτέρα, 16 Ιουνίου 2014, ο/η "mancunianninja@...
[JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] έγραψε:
Sometimes they mean something, other times they are attacks by enemies.
It is really up to how you interpret them yourself. Your subconscious dreams
in symbolism.
Different symbols have different meaning for everyone. A cat might mean
stealthy to me, but it might mean to cuddle for you haha
So it is up to how you interpret it yourself
The Goddess Flauros/Haures is also known as Hekate and The Morrigan. She is
with the Powers of Hell. Astaroth is a different, seperate Goddess. They are
not the same.
The Gods and Goddesses do not attack us. That is the enemy.
I am sorry that you had such bad experiences with these other pagans.It was
the enemy that they were communing with and not the Powers of Hell, that is
what it sounds like from what you described.
On Wednesday, June 18, 2014 11:46:33 PM, "Heath Perkins
lucifers_new_aeon@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected]
wrote:
Yeah I dont know what her connection is with me. I never had anything to do
with her before, the only thing I had to do with her, was was the fact
originally I had fears of her , due to reading her myths and how she treated
her lovers as Inanna. But these were interpreted and written by human
beings, so I could be wrong, i do recall when I did do ritual, when I called
on her, i felt that "fear" built up. I think or i dont know, maybe my fear
attracted her somehow? I was psychologcally damaged and abused of to why
that could be so.
When i use to be a pagan or whatever I believed in this celtic goddess
"morrighan" I thought perhaps her and Astaroth were one and the same? Then I
dismissed the idea, I thought i had a "intimate" relationship with this so
called goddess named Morrighan and I am not really comfortable sharing that
past (for getting ridiculed), so first of off, due to my gullibility and
unwareness, ignorance. this girl claiming to be a demon-via soul eater
(someone who drinksblood like a vampire) she knew how to fuck with people's
mind, she manipulated me, and put me on a emotional rollar coaster. I was
used for "pleasure" and someone on the "side". Her energy though was
HORRIBLE, very chaotic and among things like. So when I told her i wanted an
equal relationship she dumped me etc. Then I was so furious, and I got fed
up with ALL women and goddesses, I really was going to shut the door on
such. I got hurt one too many times and all the women I met seemed to be
the
same. So then I met this other girl who claimed to be some priestess of
Morrighan and "channelled" her , claiming that Morrigan was in love with me
etc. once again I was gullible. Yeah sure i tried a relationship with this
goddess but , everytime I felt "her" around, through this so called
priestess, I felt my fears and insecurities magnified when i read her myths
and read how many people were saying she was the same as AStaroth,etc. I got
psychic attacked a lot, i had frequent nightmares and what really freakd me
out is when i opened up my "heart" to her , i immediately felt a block in my
chakras. I was freaking OUT..... and then i couldnt handle it anymore. That
is when I knew she was not a real goddess and one of those enemies who was
trying to stop me.
From what I read that Astaroth or any of the Demons, i dont know they will
harass someone who is without, but i dont know about attackingg? I never
really was against Satan or any of his demons? But because of the damage
that was done to me (oh and that priestess also claimed she was married to
Lucifer..) i was so open to attacks and suggestions i became terrified of
Lucifer or any of the Demons, but i did not become christian or run to the
enemy. And just last week, I couldnt deal with it anymore, I got the courage
to swallow my fears and have a talk with the real Lucifer. So far it seems
like I am doing better in a mental place. Now for astaroth, there are still
some fears I need sorting out. I still hurt over it...
On Monday, June 16, 2014 2:58 AM, "Light Yagami tapapakiastinseira@...
[JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:
Dreams do mean something most of the times. You could do a google search for
"dream interpretation" if you dream of a certain thing that intrigued you.
Dreams could also be an image of the future.
Are you sure you're not connected to Astaroth in any way? She could either
be your Guardian Demoness, or maybe she could help you in some way (you'll
need to figure that out on your own; see her characteristics, what she's
specialized in etc).
Στις 7:22 π.μ. Δευτέρα, 16 Ιουνίου 2014, ο/η "mancunianninja@...
[JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] έγραψε:
Sometimes they mean something, other times they are attacks by enemies.
It is really up to how you interpret them yourself. Your subconscious dreams
in symbolism.
Different symbols have different meaning for everyone. A cat might mean
stealthy to me, but it might mean to cuddle for you haha
So it is up to how you interpret it yourself
