do i need to rededicate myself?

[squeekeefreek]

september 22, 2008 i performed the dedication ritual. everything went fine for a couple months, but then i started being heavily influenced by xtian sources to the point i seriously started thinking about going and "repenting" for everything ive done. but luckily a couple months ago i realized my mistake, and now i am back into satanism and my belief has never been stronger. ive been meditating and one thing thats been bugging me is that after i promised satan my dedication and services, i turned my back on him. so since that happened, do i need to redo the dedication ritual? i know the jos site says these things are permanent, but i just cant help but wonder.

 

[conatserbrandy]

I've read that after you've dedicated yourself, and you do the undedication ritual, that you cannot be accepted by Lucifer anymore.
But I think that if you only stopped with the meditations and things like that for a while, that you'd be fine.
But I've also read that rededication is a horrid choice, because the dedication is real and binding, needing no replenishing.