edwardtgao8
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- Sep 28, 2006
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Well...sorry for disturbing you, but I am just pissed of!!!
Ussualy no one in this jewish world cares about me, and never I was in any interest to anyone, BUT when I begin my everyday jew-curses... everyone on this planet begin calling me on all the phones I have wanting from me everything! When being fed up and I switch them off - some crazy old women begins shouting in the street. When I close the window - neibours begin making noise.
They all remind me of all unsolved problems I have in my life that I try to forget during ritual or working. I must forget because SW is more important. Also when I am thinking of that problems I feel restraint in chakras (in solar especially - With her I am working mostly) and can't direct the energy! I use this elemental technic:
http://www.vovimbaghie.com/satanic-magi ... -elements/
I have no idea how they all know when does hour of Saturn begin and when I begin my working - it's just a miracle!
Any advice?
Ussualy no one in this jewish world cares about me, and never I was in any interest to anyone, BUT when I begin my everyday jew-curses... everyone on this planet begin calling me on all the phones I have wanting from me everything! When being fed up and I switch them off - some crazy old women begins shouting in the street. When I close the window - neibours begin making noise.
They all remind me of all unsolved problems I have in my life that I try to forget during ritual or working. I must forget because SW is more important. Also when I am thinking of that problems I feel restraint in chakras (in solar especially - With her I am working mostly) and can't direct the energy! I use this elemental technic:
http://www.vovimbaghie.com/satanic-magi ... -elements/
I have no idea how they all know when does hour of Saturn begin and when I begin my working - it's just a miracle!
Any advice?