Many of us joined and dedicated when the main symbol for the Temple of Zeus was the goat head pentagram.
Persoanlly speaking, due to the Xian programming, as soon as I saw the symbol I immediately closed the laptop I was using. Also, because there were other people around me and didn't want them to freak out.
I went out of my way to search the website so I waited until I had some privacy to open it up again and officially read the homepage. Upon reading, most of my initial fears started to wither away as I learned none of this fear had any substance to it. I continued reading each homepage link and was glued to the site for the 3 days I was thankfully able to borrow the laptop for.
This fear was the only "bad thought" I had at first, and the fear was just "ooh pentagram, black and red site, is spooky." I'd like to believe with the advancement the Temple of Zeus has gone through, these initial fearful thoughts would've been on a much lesser degree, which weren't really that strong in the first place.
The knowledge in the Temple of Zeus has had the same purpose in mind as before and that purpose really overpowered the initial fear I had, I would honestly say within minutes, even more within hours of reading and then completely within the next month it took me to access the internet again so I can officially dedicate.
These thoughts pass for everyone who continues learning from the Temple of Zeus, and breaks free from the Xian programming.
Just continue, don't worry.