determined to dedication

[penutbuterandjelly]

i currently live in a christian household, to be more specific a mormon household. i grew up in that church and four years ago my cousin died at 3 days old ever since then i have only been going because my parents make me, physically i am there spiritually i am not. i couldnt get over the fact that "god" would let an innocent baby die. then i found the website and read over it for days.. and i want to perfrom the dedication but i am worried about what my parents would do and when i do finally join i will have to hide it from my parents.. what can i do in the meantime until then? i dont quite understand the astral temple either

 

[allforenki]

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i currently live in a christian household, to be more specific a mormon household. i grew up in that church and four years ago my cousin died at 3 days old ever since then i have only been going because my parents make me, physically i am there spiritually i am not. i couldnt get over the fact that "god" would let an innocent baby die. then i found the website and read over it for days.. and i want to perfrom the dedication but i am worried about what my parents would do and when i do finally join i will have to hide it from my parents.. what can i do in the meantime until then? i dont quite understand the astral temple either

An Astral Temple is a place in your mind. You go into a trance state, as deep as you can but if you cant get too deep its fine as long as you can really concentrate. You can visualise/imagine yourself doing the ritual there at the Temple in your mind. You have to believe and know what your doing is REAL! even though its purely visualisation and imagining but you are actually doing all this on another plane so it will work.

So build your astral temple during a trance state by visualising it.

Yes, its best if you keep this all to yourself, terrible things can happen if people find out.